It's that one thing that you are pretty sure about. It's that one thing that you hope not to be turned down about. It's that one thing that you do not intend to talk about with that one person. It's the one thing that Jacob could look up at with happiness. But it's that one thing that he got messed up. Though with Bella many things get messed up. And this was once the greatest thing that Jacob had and loved... It's like it went on crack.