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I love to read. I read everyday, because I love to escape to a different world. That purpose also applies to listening to music and writing. I love to go into different worlds and lose myself for a while.


I am an 21 year old student and I love the Twilight books  as well as the movies. I also love many other books, such as the classics.


I hope that you enjoy my stories, as I enjoy writing them.


**For those who read my story Prophecy, please know that it has not been abandoned. My previous beta, Elizabeth, had to step down and I've been looking for a replacement. I promise that once the chapters are beta'ed, I will update! I will not abandon this story!


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Reviews by Bella_Cullen884
 
Summary:

 

Oct 2009:  Nominee, Best AU AH, The Moonlight Awards
Winter 2010:  Nominee, Best 'Under The Radar' Fic, The Faithful Shipper Awards
November 2010:  Nominee, Best Angst, Best Lemon, Most Original Storyline (Rare Gem division), Rare Gem Awards

Bella Swan attends group therapy to placate her worried father, remaining mute about the events that led to her suicide attempt.  Mesmerized by the sullen, silent stranger who enters five minutes late each session, she is shocked into action the day he finally speaks up, her pierced tongue forming words aloud for once...

Edward Cullen obliges his father and sees his colleague, Dr. Jones, for individual and group therapy after his near-demise - the physical one, that is.  For Edward knows that inside, he's already dead, destroyed by the painful memories he commemorates with tattoos like mile markers...

Two damaged souls who speak the same language come together by chance.  But can the damaged save each other in the wake of revelations to come?

This story's first chapter began as a finalist for the Tattward/Inkella one-shot contest, and is rated NC-17 for language, lemons and disturbing themes/imagery including suicide attempts, substance abuse, self-harm and scenes of violence.  It deals heavily with issues of mental illness and healing; please read with care.

Canon pairings, AU-AH, somewhat OOC.


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Angela, Bella, Ben, Bree, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Heidi, Jacob, James, Jasper, Jessica, Lauren, Leah, Mike, Other Character, Paul, Quil, Rosalie, Sam, Seth, Tanya
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 44 Completed: Yes Word count: 223921
[Report This] Published: September 21, 2009 Updated: February 26, 2012


Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: February 27, 2012 Title: Chapter 44: FFMI: What Happens In Vegas... Pt3

I loved this story and I am so sad to see to end.

I'm off to re-read!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: September 26, 2010 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 26

I can't believe that Edward left her! I hope that Alice, Jasper and Carlisle rips him a new one for leaving her like that!

I hope that Alice gets him to see that Bella isn't the same person who killed Tanya. Bella was just a messed up girl that made a huge mistake.

Looking forward to your next update!



Author's Response:

He so needs a wake up call, doesn't he?  He's broken, but he shouldn't have just run... But that's Edward.  He's someone who runs from trouble. 

Believe me:  it's going to hit him from all sides in chapter 27.  I promise.

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: November 27, 2010 Title: Chapter 35: Chapter 35

Great chapter!

I'm glad that Edward and Bella are healing and moving forward. I hope that things go okay for Bella when she takes this next step.

Edward proposed half asleep? I wonder what will happen next....

Looking forward to your next update!



Author's Response:

Bella was out cold and won't remember it... and, funny enough, neither will he!  But obviously, someone has a subconscious desire to pop a question, doesn't he?  He's mentioned seeing a future like this to Andy a while back, but it was all 'too soon'.  His brother's marriage is in four months, so weddings are on his brain...  *whistle*

As for next chapter, keep tissues nearby.  Bella and Edward have worked very hard; we'll see how far they've really come in their healing.

 

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarhalf-star
Date: October 11, 2009 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

Great chapter!

I'm glad the meeting with Charlie went well. :)

Edward won't hate Bella because of what she does. I think he'll understand on a level and try to help her.

Please, please update soon? I can't wait to see what happens next!



Author's Response:

I will do my best!  I have to tackle the other two multis and try and work some time for a one-shot or two, but I SHOULD update next week sometime. 

As for Edward...  You'll see. *evil*

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarhalf-star
Date: October 31, 2009 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8

This was an awesome chapter!

I love how Bella told off Rosalie. XD

I'm glad that everyone (except for Rosalie) accepted Bella. :)

I'm looking forward to your next chapter!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed
Date: November 03, 2009 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9

This was a good chapter!

I wonder how Edward will help Bella. :(

Thanks for the update and I'm looking forward to the next!



Author's Response:

Edward and Bella are both going to need some help with this one...  The next two-three chapters will cover it.  Good thing they have their new therapists set up, huh?

Thank you so much for reviewing.

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: December 10, 2009 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

Great chapter!

I hope Edward doesn't do anything stupid....There are a lot of people that will never forgive him.

Looking forward to your next chapter! Please update soon?



Author's Response:

I will do my best, but the next chapter's a flashback...  Bella's looking out for him. 

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: October 17, 2010 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter 30

Great chapter! Thanks for the update!

I hope that Bella is found soon. Hopefully the hotel manager where Bella is staying at will call Carlisle and tell him what a wonderful niece he has.

I can't wait to see what happens next! Looking forward to your next update! (You have me on the edge of my seat, wondering what will happen. :) )

(I would like to see Outtake option number three. x) )

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: July 05, 2010 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17

Great chapter!

I'm glad that they are both going to therapy, trying to work their issues out. =)

I wonder what is up with Edward's therapist, though....I hope he doesn't get hurt from whatever he plans on doing.

Looking forward to your next chapter!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: September 12, 2010 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23

Great chapter!

I'm glad that Edward and Ronan got there before anything too bad could happen.

With your warning for the next chapter, I hope that Edward lets Bella explain before he jumps to conclusions.

Looking forward to your next update!



Author's Response:

I think the conversation Rose and Edward have will be very surprising... 

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: May 11, 2010 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14

I don't think this confrontation will go well. I have a feeling that Alice, Edward and maybe even Jasper will have to step in and help Bella.

I can't wait to see what happens next! Please update soon?

Excellent chapter, btw



Author's Response:

I'm hoping to get another up within a week or two; the Muse is in town, and I submit to her as a slave when she arrives.  The confrontation is going to be.... well, a confrontation. 

 

Thanks so much for reviewing <3

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: October 06, 2010 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 28

I'm glad that Edward realized his mistake and is trying to fix it. Hopefully Bella won't try and kill herself before she can get help.

I have a feeling this meeting with Jake will badly...

Looking forward to your next update! (Oh, thanks for the quick update!)

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: July 01, 2010 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16

This was a good chapter!

I loved everything about it!

I can't wait to see what happens next!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: July 11, 2010 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18

I think that Bella needs to Edward the truth, because all of this is going to blow up and become too much for Bella. Especially if Leah is watching her.

Looking forward to your next chapter!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: July 14, 2010 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19

Great chapter!

Well, I wonder what Lauren is up to...COnsidering that was her watching Bella.

Looking forward to your next update!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: October 16, 2010 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 29

Great chapter!

I'm glad that Jacob finally knows the truth. You can tell he believes it....I can understand why Jacob can't be friends with her anymore. He knows that he failed Bella by not getting her help and by not helping, he indirectly led to his sisters death. So by looking at Bella, he's reminded of something he could have prevented...right? *nervous face*

I hope that Bella isn't hurt...Dx

Looking forward to your next update!!!



Author's Response:

Bang on.  Add in that she and Rachel were like sisters, and their memories are so joined, and there's just no way for him to look at Bella and not think of Rachel...

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: September 04, 2010 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21

This was an excellent chapter!

I can't wait to see what happens next!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: September 07, 2010 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22

I hope Edward and Charlie get there soon!

I can't wait to see what happens next!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed
Date: September 15, 2010 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25

I know that Bella has to be feeling immense guilt for what happened. I know I would.

I don't think that Edward will respond too harshly. He might tell her it was an accident, but I don't think he'll get angry with her.

Looking forward to your next update!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: October 03, 2010 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 27

This was a great chapter...Some parts of it made me cry (which is hard to do...)

I hope that whoever punched Edward can make him see reason. I know that he's hurting, but he still should have been there for Bella; Especially when she was there for him. Hopefully Bella (or Edward) won't do anything stupid and they can talk and work this out.

Please update soon?

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: November 04, 2010 Title: Chapter 33: Chapter 33

I loved this chapter!

I'm glad that Bella woke up-however little time it was- and realized that she wanted to live. (It doesn't matter if she was dreaming it or not.)

I can't wait to see what happens next!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: November 14, 2010 Title: Chapter 34: Chapter 34

I loved everything about this chapter!

It was wonderful to see Edward and Bella better than ever!

Looking forward to your next update!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: December 22, 2010 Title: Chapter 36: Chapter 36

This was a good chapter! It made me cry, but it was still good. =)

I'm glad that Bella went to see her mother. Maybe now she can heal.

Looking forward to your next update!

(Happy Holidays!)

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: January 19, 2011 Title: Chapter 38: Chapter 38

Great chapter!

It was a little sad at first, but ended with a happy feeling. =) I loved it.

My guess would be Bella's design would have something to do either with Edward or everything she's been through. Whatever it is, no doubt it will be awesome. =)

Looking forward to your next update!

 
Reviewer: Bella_Cullen884 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: January 31, 2011 Title: Chapter 40: Chapter 40

This was great! I loved it!

I can not wait to see the epilogue! (Even though I'll be sad this is over...)

 

 




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