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Penname: twilightgma1954 [Contact]
Real name: cris
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Member Since: June 29, 2009
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avid reader    career nurse  loving mother and grandmother        love to travel   enjoy reading and support new authors    host  a wonderful reading group that love to discuss twilght and fanfiction which has become our newest passion

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Need to Escape by lostluggage Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5748]



When Robert Pattinson needs to escape the crazy life of stardom- he finds an unlikely ally to see him to safety- a quiet bookshop owner who is secretly infatuated with Twilight, and a certain young British actor.

Categories: Other Characters: Robert Pattinson
Series: None
Chapters: 97 Completed: Yes Word count: 829399
[Report This] Published: September 07, 2009 Updated: September 08, 2012

Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: August 28, 2010 Title: Chapter 64: Chapter 64- Friends and Allies

well you are such a damm tease   Dougie was so sure  he was going to read your wonderful sexy romping  but alas they are just not there yet   the intro of theater girl was perfect   dougie said thats how we feel about you we are a country  apart but we love you so much it feels like we have always been friends     but your hints of sex are killing your boy here   just about to go over the deep end   lol  and the line  I am f*****g Edward cullen had us all in stitches    I have to tell you this Dougie and Dr O really think this is a true story they really believe that in Robs back round if they look  hard enough they will find this beautiful dark haired older women named Steph  this coming from 2 men with 8 medical degrees between them      you really need to keep the dream alive baby welcome back  your are truly at the top of your game 

xoxo c&d

Author's Response:

i have been called that on occasion yes... Rob just the other day said... oh ooops... LOL!

Oh Dougie and Dr. O! That blurry image in the background of all the Rob pics... heeehee.. no that's not me... heehee. I may have snorted... if only.... sigh...

sexy romping is coming... snicker... well if the OB docs say its cool for her to start romping... WOOHOO! off we go then! 

no seriously.... I promise... some good things happen next chapter... i swear.

glad you liked theatregirl! you guys are like my east coast theatregirls over there! how i love you!

glad you liked the Edward Cullen comment. one day i really want her to walk in on him in the trailer with all his makeup and such.... hehehe

thank you my dearest. so glad to have you home. thank you for the welcome back! 

so excited to hear about Dr. Dougie's newest adventures!

love you guys!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: February 21, 2012 Title: Chapter 92: Chapter 92- Finding a Path






C   &  D

Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: June 07, 2010 Title: Chapter 53: Chapter 53-Long Journey

I dont know which story I am more excited about. I feel her fear going to LA to end her old life to start anew    and to listen to the fear and pain in his voice  he thinks the worst you can tell     we enjoyed your lovely chapter while having a wonderful  picnic yesterday despite the rain and we are all waiting for the other shoe to drop   Dougie thinks that the Beatles song Yesterday  would fit nicely cause it would remind him so much of her         such sorrow in the words 

but  we are here hanging on every word  loving every minute with you

and on the flip side OTT

and if you dont get Robert to LA soon so Dougie can see what happened that made him call in big sister  he is dying to see how bad off he was after he lost his phone and no one could find him      I made have to take up a collection for therapy for him 

Love to you from all of us


Author's Response:

thanks my dearest!

there is so much to do in LA... i can't wait to get there...for both stories! tell Dougie not to worry.. i am trying to get there as quickly as i can.

Oh Yesterday is a very good song!

poor rob... so worried. and jen, so stressed out...

thanks my dear!

more very soon!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: July 24, 2012 Title: Chapter 96: Chapter 96-Life

so this is what being devastated feels like ...this is like loosing a family member it's been such a big part of my life for so long but the end ...well I can always start over again and start with chapter 1

Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: May 23, 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1-Hostage Situation

had to spend hours at the airport due to a delay    looking for something to read and we came acrossed your  holdmerandsom blog   it had never dawned on either one of us to read the comment section  i knew you wrote in your story that no one ever answered her blog   but he told her he had    well sister   that did me in   i cried   doug cried   dougs sister in the back of my suv cried  I made edward bring it up on line  while i cried to him over the phone (he is officially having us both commited  when he returns home next week) but even he said that the blog comments were breaking his heart        the time you must of spent creating that   your beyond amazing    that was amazing so real such passion such pain  when she said goodbye to him  my heart ached      he was screaming in pain for her trying to find her and reconnect  i will never forgive nick   so dont ask me to   and if thats is a glimps into his condition  while he was in la  you better get there quick      I NEED IT  (before i get commited next week and am without my computer access) i am sure he is just kidding   we bow to your writting skills   that my dear was perfecton      hug and kiss from doug   love you love you

Author's Response:

thank you sweetie!

oh yes the blog is something special... i'll have more there eventually... hard to keep up with it now that there are two stories... well that and jen is too busy to add logs... but i am so happy you found it! it helps tie some things together better.... 

You'll see more of it in OTT... it's his only link to her when she is lost to him... sigh... 

Tell Edward not to worry. please don't commit my fan.. please...

you guys are simply awesome. you made my night tonight.. i was feeling unmotivated, and you boosted me up! 

big hugs and kisses!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: November 02, 2010 Title: Chapter 70: Chapter 70- Not as Easy as You Might Think

I dont know how you do it ...I had to hold my breath through the whole chapter just to get through it.... how did she make it till lunch time... watching him touch  another woman..she has to know,that she is the only one he sees ...the only one in his heart...

but I have this ovewelming need to vist Rio...  such busy times for our boy eclipse goes to dvd then  2 movie prmiers and 6  month working  on bd   when  does he get to take a break.....



Author's Response:

hahaha! I have to say I have had this particular Bel Ami sequence in my head for quite some time. so it was in there, but difficult to formulate with the emotions being what they were! but her realizing she is his muse, that he sees only her, what a confidence boost!

I hope he gets a nice break after BD, i somehow doubt it though. but there is hope! 

thanks my dears!




Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: January 21, 2012 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2-Introductions

I am terrible at pretending ....i love your new story by the way TBP  i have been following it on a daily basis ....oh wait i need to get some tea and sit back cause i know what comimng next few chapters maddness and mayhem then sex ....oh i really miss sex ...

Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: January 21, 2012 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1-Hostage Situation

funny thing.... I love this boy truly but in a I want to cook you a hot meal ..iron your clothes .....sing you to sleep and keep you safe from harm kind of way ...and just so you know Dougie is makeing me go through your story to see how much long its going to be before we get to LA in OTT  so if you see me sending reviews  for early chapters dont think i have gone crazy ...being on bedrest has its advantages as long as your friends don't find thing for you to do but we wont tell him that i alreday know this by heart   and know exactly whre both stories are ...i just really missed you

Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: June 04, 2012 Title: Chapter 95: Chapter 95-Eclipsed

so now that tbp is at rest ....I am going to get agressive  for you to finish my chapter in la his inner thughts on losing the baby .....  I really miss flour child baby ...and amishward what will be out next journey ....

Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: October 18, 2010 Title: Chapter 69: Chapter 69- London Fog

oh baby !!!!   fan me please    Oh Jen girl how will you make it thur him playing a scene with another woman  holding her touching her and can he do it with her near ????   you

got your work cut out for you baby wonderful as always                                                                                 watch out our boy is on fire

Author's Response:

hehehehe. I'm bringing the sexy back... 

oh yes, I think as sure as Jen seems with the idea, she may have some issues once she is there and watching him work. should be an interesting set visit!

thanks my dears!

love you!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: July 04, 2010 Title: Chapter 57: Chapter 57-Mum is here

Well I know we just reviewed yesterday but I wanted to tell you again what a wonderful job you did weaving real illness and medical terms in with your story this chapter reads like a true medical wonder  we shared this chapter with in house OBGYN and he was very excited to share surgical procedures to aid her in her desire to be a mother  and to be able to carry a child for Rob   another profesional hooked  on your tale   and I know I all but threatened to kick Nicks ass my self but you got to hand it to him he  did the right thing for jen   he could have just called London and told rob just  to save his own ass but he gave her the time she need to come to terms with the loss  and did the next best thing    got Clare for her            I think there is more to Nick than  we thought   

and you know I need the next chapter like I need to breath 

well back to our 4th cookout  fixing steaks ribs  and thinking of you 

your devoted fan and friend 

Doug & Cris     

Author's Response:

i cannot tell you how tickled i am to have the house OBGYN hooked in to the story. oh we may be exchanging more info sure enough... and to know that it reads believably to the medical community. well that makes me blush... it is always a let down for me when a write doesn't do the research ( a recent BIG story did that for me, about sailing... and i felt a little betrayed) so i am just so pleased i could provide a bit of realism to the story...

nick... i know Dougie has thoughts on him, especially after OTT... but yes.. he did right by jen here... we'll see how he does with Rob when they get back together.

thank you so much cris. you know i am sending hugs to you and to Dougie both. 

big kisses!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: April 04, 2011 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1-Hostage Situation

so has it really been  80 chapters    this is the longest relationship I have had for a while LOL    and i have to tell you I watched his MTV  inteview he was so upset ..about the leak the hacking I just wanted to hold him    and i did see the leaked photos they were almost to private to view  he had  worked so hard for this and he was so proud          but peopke just keep striping things away from him least in your world he has jen to keep him safe that is afer she rips his balls off come on Rob are so busted...and why the hell is KSTEW with him anyway????? and if Jen doesnt get better his his ass under that rock you have to take cover under sometimes .......she just can't leave him alone for a minute can she .....Dougie thinks he is up to no good with KSTEW   I say oh hell no ....just Rob with beer being Rob with beer   love you girl

Author's Response:

*GASP*! Dougie! a torrid something with KSTEW!? hahaha. oh that would just crush Jen! And she would definitely rip those balls off of him! 

But he is busted for his idiocy... love the boy but sometimes he really is only a 23 year old boy... we'll see in the next chapter for sure!

ah the leaks... I just can't understand it sometimes, I mean. they are nice to look at no doubt, but really how much of the movie do you want to see, and then there is the fact that this raw footage would probably be edited so it is more obscure. To me the footage is just another cheat on he and Kris. It has to be difficult to not have ANYTHING secret or held back, and sadly i think the studio has a hand in the leaks, to help promote the frenzy they know is waning because he is getting such great press for WFE... 

but that's the conspiracy girl in me... 

more soon my dear! hugs and kisses to you and Dougie!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: April 23, 2010 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2-Introductions

you have to know that that is every womans wet dream   mine included    and with a story so well told this is going to be fun

Author's Response:

LOL! Definitely every woman's dream! 

so glad to have you on board! 

thanks so much for the review!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: April 24, 2010 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3- Preparations


Author's Response:

Aww! Don't feel badly! I will admit to being hesitant of RPFS before this story came to mind. it's a difficult genre to embrace. but since coming into it, I find the authors normal, caring women, and the readers wonderful supporters. so thank you for taking a chance on me. It means so much! 

and as pervy and feisty as I can be, i have so much respect for the man behind this story. 

thanks my dear! 

hope to keep you entertained.



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: April 25, 2010 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10-Realizations

I dont think I have ever read a story that was so filled with awe and love for some one  this story flows like its a treasured memory from deep in your heart   I am ashamed at my self for skipping over it so many time  cant wait to check out the office   and the  list was also my first intro into fan fiction   I am making reading notes and following your music suggestions as I go snow partol is a favorite   i also think of rob wharn i listen to it

Author's Response:

Thanks so much my dear!

It truly warms my heart to hear how much you are enjoying this story. Please don't feel badly about skipping over... there are so many stories out there, it's hard to choose. I am just so happy to have you be a part of the journey. The best part of starting later is that you don't have to suffer the cliffhangers! That is a benefit in waiting by itself!

The Office... i am so sad to say it was pulled late last fall, about 2 months into this story posting. I am hoping she re submits it, but so far she has said she wont. I may have to start a petition requesting she resubmit...hahaha. 

The List- always will be my favorite.

So glad you are enjoying the music selections. She is really quite eclectic. I was just listening to Rachmaninoff yesterday. sigh. 

thank you so much for following this story. It means the world to me!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: April 25, 2010 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22-Alone


Author's Response:

Oh I love you so much right now. I cannot tell you how hard it was to write this sequence of chapters, and how it Literally made me ill until i posted them (which was weeks) hugging you right now and hoping you have the time to get to read the next one... can you imagine if you had to wait a week for the outcome... there are such benefits to coming into a story that is several chapters ahead. 

This chapter is one reason... 

heart you. 

thank you so much!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: April 26, 2010 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23-Rescue Me


Author's Response:

heeehee... It's ok my dearest! your reaction to the last chapter was exactly as it should have been... and if it means anything. I cry everytime i read it. but so glad you were able to read this before going to bed or stopping for the night! 

things will be much better from here on out! 

thank you my dear !



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: May 02, 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1-Hostage Situation

thank god for technology   i cant believe i snuck my i phone between my charts at work to read robs pov  Every one at work knows how fanfictions is my greatest joy   but i have converted more than one non belivere when i find a story that i love i share it  it feels like a guilty sin to read these beautiful stories  and it amazes me to no end that i come here and find books like Need To Escape  that are so well written book that make me cry   teach me about a world of  music I never knew ( oh yes i you  tube every suggested music selection and play while i read ) look up places in london i want to visit we are going over in august   i love spending my day with you  you really have earned my greatest respect as a writter storyteller dream weaver  and because I cant tell my twilight sisters in fear of them taking me down to the mental health floor i call  tell you    i had this scary dream about to your tale  in the short version  jen with new baby  Robert Thomas colic crying        our rob  no longer the center of attention from jen or his mum or his sisters and friends  feeling short changed out to the pub  a bit much and a bit  to often comes home late stays down on the soafa so as not to awake his always screaming baby awake the next day to the quiet of his home only to find his dad sitting in the corner smoking his pipe  stands over him to  say  you did this I hope it wakes you up i thought you were finally a man  your family there gone the look af pain on his face woke me out of a dead sleep          who does this   the effect of your words overwelming    rethink the therapy thing huh??????

as always with love and respect your biggest fan

Author's Response:

thanks so much my dear! 

your words inspire me so much. It brings me great joy to know that i can bring joy to others by something as simple as a story about a boy and a girl. 

oh the dreams. you are one of us.... I can't tell you how many waking dreams I have of this story. in truth. this story started with a dream.

now about the scary part. how sad. a good premise for another story to be sure. never hear though my dear. I am all about Happily ever afters. I can totally see Mr. P doing something like that tho. He is not one to speak much (and you will see some things in a future chapter that illustrates that when he has the talk, you listen- he is kinda of like E.F. Huttton... )

so i am so touched by the love you have for this story. It is readers like you that touch my soul and make me want to continue writing... even on the bad days. 

thank you my dearest.

i promise. goodness for these two, even if they have to fight to get it.



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: May 05, 2010 Title: Chapter 48: Chapter 48- Happy Birthday Jennifer

well girl if you ever loose your job there is always stand up comedy    that was just to funny       your detail is so indepth that  its easy to see  each chapter in my head maybe thats why the dreams I have are so vivid lol      and yes a medical profesional    25 years in nursing and now np  but my son is an obgyn and my daughter is a medical student so its in the blood but trust me there will never be any judgement from me  espically about medical conditions   but I will be glad to help with  any research you need  about lets say first trimester symptoms   lol

coming here to read wonderful stories like what you have written is like being decompresed  like a soothing balm being put on my always tense mind like coming home  I never judge   how brave you guys are to put your self out there like this with your ideas sometimes I wish they would charge a subscription fees to read here I feel so guilty all your hard work But i belong to a wonderful book club and we meet every other friday we eat we drink we review  and we have a fanfiction segment now we are all twimoms and fiction junkies  I cant wait till this friday we are going to do your beloved Need To Escape  most of us are already following along with you  even our men   hehe  I have our er doc hooked on fan fiction  I thought I would die last week after giving him the reading list for May and June and the assigment of 10 questions to find in your story  when he passed me in the hall he asked me where to find the office at   hooked i tell you hooked   i love that our rob is at peace  at least for a while  until your evil mind cooks something up  just dont give him more than he can handle   i love this              all 25 members of our book reading club    we have a bet going  about whats going to happen next in the story    cant wait for an update        love ya right back        c

Author's Response:

oh my goodness! i was so swamped last night and kept wanted to respond, sigh..finally a quiet moment!

thanks for the boost! I'm funny in my head, put me on the spot and you will laugh at the crickets more.... I'm glad some of it translates to funny!

so much medical expertise in your family... i very well maybe emailing you if that is allright... i am all about research....and it seems ya'll think something is up with Jen...smirk. if holdmeransom emails you...

thank you so much for your kind words. We write and put it out there, hoping someone will read it.I have been blessed with the best readers this community could have. And really, we wouldn't be here if readers didn't have the opportunity to respond and enjoy for themselves. so thank you!

OH my Goodness! I am blushing at the thought of being discussed at a book club! That is simply awe inspiring! hehehe, knowing you are all taking bets to what happens next if fabulous! hmmmm. i wonder who might get it!

and a male ER doc?! incredible! i am jumping up and down at the idea! (I'll have to change my greetings in my notes now!) LOL!

working on getting the update up... hopefully by friday!

I am so excited now! 

thank you, for sharing your story, for sharing my story, and for finding entertainment and escape from this little story. You brighten my day every time i see your name! 

Love you more!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: May 05, 2010 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22-Alone

I really like the number 2004 same year i found my very own edward   (  I am aiming for review 2004)         he travels  alot for work but he loves to read and I am pretty sure he does fan fiction as well as I do (closet fan  hehe) with the addition to our family his new ipad he even finds new storys for me  funny thing     i am 12 years older and other than work we are never apart  see any other reason we love your story ?????  and your blog     omg      we are all in awe of the detail you put in writing it         i pen this note from here  because this is the chapter that breaks my heart  to  know the despair she went through at the loss of her first husband and then to loose the only salve that has ever mended her broken heart   you display pain and  dispair acrossed the page no mistaking it     its hard to make me cry over anything but you get the prize on this chapter I sat hand on chest tears running my heart breaking in the break room no less( thats the day we added the er doc to our membership list he thought some one in my family had died  I was a mess) he read over my shoulder for 30 minutes then asked me where to buy this book hehe  then I went back to chapter 1 for him  took me all damm day to get my iphone back from him finally only after my phone died     he is sharp   he even  asked me if i caught that slip that robs sister lizzy made about her            how dare he question me on hidden adgenda      we are so caught up  in your drama       But just so you know  my edward is a closet master of the universe fan most people when your in london want to find churches and Big Ben  not him he wanted to find a way to Icy's bunker   I swear he would puddle at her feet for the chance at a new first update   lol      well i came up with  10 questions for group to see how well my groupies read the stories

thought I would give you a hint on how well read we all are on our fan fiction

1)   What painful tragedy in her life brought her to be at the book store?  

2)   What was Rob running from?

3)   Was he ever honest about his releationship with his costar KSTEW?

4)    What the name of  the story that they both read on fan  fiction

this is just a partial list       any hidden agenda questions you want to add

we are really hard to stump  we do our research 

and as far as the baby thing  i know everyone seems to be hassling you but thats just wishful thinking on our part  your in the drivers seat and you need to do what you feel is right for your story       your talented and creative and your plot has been amazing we will love what ever you do ( I LOVE DADDYWARD  JUST SAYING)

and I will ask you to forgive me in advance  I have a condom issue according to edward  why they use them when they forget       its like collecting the bread crum trail on the way to parenthood   when your chapter about the condoms came up he nearly laughed himself of the bed (with a smirkey omg here we go you will have a field day with with this)    (followed by 5 phone calls warning him there were condom issues in the chapters they were reading )  and to hide my laptop from me before i saw it  TO LATE    I really should be in therapy huh????   we love ya babe    cant wait to see if you have any stump the pannel questions for us   brand of condoms  ???   i know stop it !!!!!!!!!   just be ready your ears will be on fire on Friday night  LuM     WELL BREAKS OVER BACK TO THE GRIND FOR 12 MORE HOURS    SORRY NOTHING HIGHER THAN 10  I wish I could give you more  but 10 from 25 different fans  thats good right?????

Author's Response:

i am rather giddy right now. i fully blame the hormones. I'm off the charts right now, but HAD to answer because this review was so incredibly amazing!

I love that your edward is a reader! and Dr. ER. To be passed around the hospital break room, to follow along while you make your rounds, i am just awed and humbled. And that i have made it to the IPad! giggles and jumps up and down like a fangirl.

This chapter was such a difficult chapter. not so much in writing it out, just the emotion involved. It is one of my favorites because of Jen. Her pain , her scars, her battles. It made me sick, physically sick until i could post it. and i had it written for a while. it was heartfelt. so when readers have such an amazing response to it, I know it rings home. 

I am liking your list. 

I will be emailing you with some more stumpers, and maybe some discussion topics (like if you had a song that best describes your feeling of this story, what would it be?)

Master of the Universe owns me. I squealed out loud one day when Icy tweeted that she was going for coffee in Chiswick! long after posting the Chiswick house reveal! I thought, "well, that's awesome! Jen and Icy can go for coffee!" LOL! the baby thing. I know how everyone feels, and i love that so many are excited about it. I do have things laid out. we shall see... DaddyRob does sound lovely...

heehee...condoms... heehee. silly things.... 

thank you my dearest so much for bringing so many on board, and for being the beautiful caring readers that you are. I am simply in awe of all of you. Tell Dr. ER hello for me! I shall be changing my greetings from now on to include the lovely men who follow! 

I am going to get chapter 49 submitted, then pop you an email. so hopefully you will see it before the end of hte night! 

thanks so much my dear! 



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: May 05, 2010 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23-Rescue Me

10 minute break  and ohoh i can answer this one when authors dont submit playlist we do  i am so embarresed    but me and er  (names doug you know like er doug ross) HE LIKE THAT  HE HE      PERFECT   it was Need  by Hana Pestel     him leaving   her not able to let go yet       her dying inside from the loss of him   there were a few other suggestions   but Need seemed perfect    a new chapter maybe tonight   omg  damm u dougie  dont take my phone get your own   well I do have twilighted in kindle reading form   I am such a sick puppy      dougie  says  kiss kiss

Author's Response:

HAHAH! Ok Doctor Doug, get that app on your own phone! LOL!

I like Hana Pestel, and Need works very nicely.

we'll see about updates... hopefully tonight or tomorrow

Kiss kiss Dr. Doug!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: May 07, 2010 Title: Chapter 49: Chapter 49- Suck It Up

I woke from a breif sleep to find chapter 49 on the screen waiting for me   I Love Doug

you have out done your self my dear now  I have to work in the kitchen red rimmed eyes

that must of been so hard for you to write  I hate that word broken damm her she is the other half of his soul she need to see that   and what is this a stash of robporn I will show you mine if you show me yours   lol     love you bunches  

we are adding you to tonights topic as we speak    22 in all coming  dougie doing ribs and chicken         I ll save you some if you give me more   i ll even feed them to you damm it      from Doug    "SHE SAID SUCK "HEHE






Author's Response:

LOL! I tried to sneak it in there while you were napping! HAHA!

sorry for the red rimmed eyes. it was a long one... with lots to deal with.

The topic of her infertility and how she is perceived is very important to me. for every woman who has had to deal with this. I don't want to tread lightly, nor be too flippant about her emotions. She has to get beyond the feeling of inadequacy and brokenness. Hopefully with Rob and Clare's support, she can begin to see she is a whoie being just the way she is. 

Broken and damaged are two of my least favorite words when dealing with this subject. It's why she needs to deal with this. thank god she finally spoke with Clare and Rob about it. holding it in makes it worse. you make assumptions, which make it worse. 

I sent you Jen's rob porn link... Tell Dr. Doug it's nothing personal. If he had paps following him, I am sure I'd have a folder for him. LOL!

thanks my dear! of course now i want Ribs for dinner.... sigh...

MWAH! and kiss kiss!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: May 10, 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1-Hostage Situation

I hope you had a wonderful mothers day  and I see bunches of new reviews   I made it through alive           And I noticed that there are other people out here that think you are hinting about a new pattinson in the making  and I thought it was me over reacting

you are evil steph    I love Clare and Richard.  But our favorite boy has a birth day this week and what a wonderful surprise it would be for him to find out he was going to be a daddy  (ducking down behind dougie )    I swear he made me say that!!!!!!!    love you

Author's Response:

BWHAHAHA! happy birthday, baby..... you're having a baby.... BWHAHAHAHA! maybe not this thursday.... but maybe in NTE MAY 13th? NAH..... hahhahaha! yes...yes i am evil....

i will say that i have written what i have for all the hubbub... so it's coming.... and i'll have something for the good doctor to proof soon... want to make sure i have my medical jargon correct.... MRI's and ultrasounds and cbc's and such you know....hehehehe. cruel.... i am cruel.... soon....

love ya!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: May 16, 2010 Title: Chapter 50: Chapter 50-You Are My Rob

My Dearest Steph

Once again you have managed to take my breath away with your words. All the feeling you are putting out there I can feel.   Her need to feel him, the love his family sends  out to her, her fear of leaving him, her sorrow to end her previous life even if it is to start a new life with him. Her hollowness thinking she is baren with nothing to give him and the pain she is in knowing she is disapointing his whole family by not being able to give him the option of having his own child if they stay together. Combine that with the fear of thinking his fandom will hate them being together. Add that ass hat Nick to the mix.  Poor Jen.      But your wonderful discription of their  pure love     It has to be enough to hold them together keep them together bring them back together after after LA   this was kinna intense     and other soon you say   you have been a busy busy girl  

we love you steph    keep up the good work    you biggest fan (club)

Author's Response:

thanks my dear!

she has a lot to deal with, first step is to say goodbye to everything she has run from, and embrace this new life. 

Jen is such a giving nurturing soul, it is no wonder she has such issues with the lack of being able to provide. 

But they have one another, and that is something that can carry them through everything that threatens. 

so much to do still. 

thanks so much for all your support! love you guys! 

more soon!



Reviewer: twilightgma1954 Signed
Date: May 21, 2010 Title: Chapter 51: Chapter 51- Green-Eyed Monster

I really thought when your chapter came through last night that i was actually gonna have to beat you,  the more dougie read to us the sadder his face got  there were 5 of us pearched around the desk at lunch time listening to every word then he stopped reading aloud alisson and amanda thought for sure he was gonna cry        we all thought for  sure when we got to the part of him walking in on her with his boys  that she was going to  run away from him back to LA    he was being such a dick   but ahhhh  dear queen of my heart you fixed it  made it beautiful  wiped the sadness off of our dear Dougies face   bless you     oh yes   seasonal weather   and a grill about the size of robs london car and 23 rsvp for tonight    chicken  vegggie kabobs   and pot luck   edward send a case of wines fron a vinyard  near where he is assigned in on the west coast he has been enjoying your rpov very much 

this week assignment to find you the perfect song for him something he would hear that would break him down to the   soul  when he is in La lost with out her    something that would bring him to tears that would make him send his sister to find her   they are being really slick but my dougie  told me his   so I will tell you   micheal bolton   how am i supposto live with out you   an old laura branigan song from the early 80 i believe   second  choice    a love until the end of time   same  laura branigan    so lets say it together steph   dougie you are such girl    get him steph          but miles to go here            food to prep        pamphlets to print       going to chrissen the new deck tonight

love you girl    25 new song choices commin at you before the weekends over

Author's Response:

Oh Poor Dr. Doug! {{hugs}} to you... it'll be all right. every relationship has some rocky parts, right? they just need to have faith in one another.

oh my kabobs! sounds delish! and with a little west coast wine! excellent!

oh very excited about songs... always looking for something new! Ah Michael Bolton and Laura branigan... those were the days!

thanks so much my dear! your reviews are always so special to me! give Dr. Doug a hug and tell him it's ok that a grown man can cry over two fictional characters... it's a catharsis sort of thing... simply awesome!

have a great time tonight! have a Kabob for me! 





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