funny thing.... I love this boy truly but in a I want to cook you a hot meal ..iron your clothes .....sing you to sleep and keep you safe from harm kind of way ...and just so you know Dougie is makeing me go through your story to see how much long its going to be before we get to LA in OTT  so if you see me sending reviews  for early chapters dont think i have gone crazy ...being on bedrest has its advantages as long as your friends don't find thing for you to do but we wont tell him that i alreday know this by heart   and know exactly whre both stories are ...i just really missed you

oh baby !!!!   fan me please    Oh Jen girl how will you make it thur him playing a scene with another woman  holding her touching her and can he do it with her near ????   you

got your work cut out for you baby wonderful as always                                                                                 watch out our boy is on fire

so has it really been  80 chapters    this is the longest relationship I have had for a while LOL    and i have to tell you I watched his MTV  inteview he was so upset ..about the leak the hacking I just wanted to hold him    and i did see the leaked photos they were almost to private to view  he had  worked so hard for this and he was so proud          but peopke just keep striping things away from him   ....at least in your world he has jen to keep him safe that is afer she rips his balls off come on Rob ....you are so busted...and why the hell is KSTEW with him anyway????? and if Jen doesnt get jewerly....you better his his ass under that rock you have to take cover under sometimes .......she just can't leave him alone for a minute can she .....Dougie thinks he is up to no good with KSTEW   I say oh hell no ....just Rob with beer being Rob with beer   love you girl

I ALSO FEEL ASHAMED OF MY SELF i HAVE PASSED OVER THIS STORY MANY TIME WITH MY NOSE TURNED UP BECAUSE I DONT REALLY CARE FOR RPATZ  AND FAN GIRL STORIES BUY THIS IS WONDERFUL DELIGHTFUL TO READ  

IS THERE A STRONGER WORD THAN HATE  ??????OMG   WIPING MY EYES  HOLDING MY CHEST    I WANT TO JUST HOLD HER AND LET HER CRY AFTER I SMACK HIM

thank god for technology   i cant believe i snuck my i phone between my charts at work to read robs pov  Every one at work knows how fanfictions is my greatest joy   but i have converted more than one non belivere when i find a story that i love i share it  it feels like a guilty sin to read these beautiful stories  and it amazes me to no end that i come here and find books like Need To Escape  that are so well written book that make me cry   teach me about a world of  music I never knew ( oh yes i you  tube every suggested music selection and play while i read ) look up places in london i want to visit we are going over in august   i love spending my day with you  you really have earned my greatest respect as a writter storyteller dream weaver  and because I cant tell my twilight sisters in fear of them taking me down to the mental health floor i call  tell you    i had this scary dream about to your tale  in the short version  jen with new baby  Robert Thomas colic crying        our rob  no longer the center of attention from jen or his mum or his sisters and friends  feeling short changed out to the pub  a bit much and a bit  to often comes home late stays down on the soafa so as not to awake his always screaming baby awake the next day to the quiet of his home only to find his dad sitting in the corner smoking his pipe  stands over him to  say  you did this I hope it wakes you up i thought you were finally a man  your family there gone the look af pain on his face woke me out of a dead sleep          who does this   the effect of your words overwelming    rethink the therapy thing huh??????

as always with love and respect your biggest fan

I really like the number 2004 same year i found my very own edward   (  I am aiming for review 2004)         he travels  alot for work but he loves to read and I am pretty sure he does fan fiction as well as I do (closet fan  hehe) with the addition to our family his new ipad he even finds new storys for me  funny thing     i am 12 years older and other than work we are never apart  see any other reason we love your story ?????  and your blog     omg      we are all in awe of the detail you put in writing it         i pen this note from here  because this is the chapter that breaks my heart  to  know the despair she went through at the loss of her first husband and then to loose the only salve that has ever mended her broken heart   you display pain and  dispair acrossed the page no mistaking it     its hard to make me cry over anything but you get the prize on this chapter I sat hand on chest tears running my heart breaking in the break room no less( thats the day we added the er doc to our membership list he thought some one in my family had died  I was a mess) he read over my shoulder for 30 minutes then asked me where to buy this book hehe  then I went back to chapter 1 for him  took me all damm day to get my iphone back from him finally only after my phone died     he is sharp   he even  asked me if i caught that slip that robs sister lizzy made about her            how dare he question me on hidden adgenda      we are so caught up  in your drama       But just so you know  my edward is a closet master of the universe fan most people when your in london want to find churches and Big Ben  not him he wanted to find a way to Icy's bunker   I swear he would puddle at her feet for the chance at a new first update   lol      well i came up with  10 questions for group to see how well my groupies read the stories

thought I would give you a hint on how well read we all are on our fan fiction

1)   What painful tragedy in her life brought her to be at the book store?  

2)   What was Rob running from?

3)   Was he ever honest about his releationship with his costar KSTEW?

4)    What the name of  the story that they both read on fan  fiction

this is just a partial list       any hidden agenda questions you want to add

we are really hard to stump  we do our research 

and as far as the baby thing  i know everyone seems to be hassling you but thats just wishful thinking on our part  your in the drivers seat and you need to do what you feel is right for your story       your talented and creative and your plot has been amazing we will love what ever you do ( I LOVE DADDYWARD  JUST SAYING)

and I will ask you to forgive me in advance  I have a condom issue according to edward  why they use them when they forget       its like collecting the bread crum trail on the way to parenthood   when your chapter about the condoms came up he nearly laughed himself of the bed (with a smirkey omg here we go you will have a field day with with this)    (followed by 5 phone calls warning him there were condom issues in the chapters they were reading )  and to hide my laptop from me before i saw it  TO LATE    I really should be in therapy huh????   we love ya babe    cant wait to see if you have any stump the pannel questions for us   brand of condoms  ???   i know stop it !!!!!!!!!   just be ready your ears will be on fire on Friday night  LuM     WELL BREAKS OVER BACK TO THE GRIND FOR 12 MORE HOURS    SORRY NOTHING HIGHER THAN 10  I wish I could give you more  but 10 from 25 different fans  thats good right?????

I woke from a breif sleep to find chapter 49 on the screen waiting for me   I Love Doug

you have out done your self my dear now  I have to work in the kitchen red rimmed eyes

that must of been so hard for you to write  I hate that word broken damm her she is the other half of his soul she need to see that   and what is this a stash of robporn I will show you mine if you show me yours   lol     love you bunches  

we are adding you to tonights topic as we speak    22 in all coming  dougie doing ribs and chicken         I ll save you some if you give me more   i ll even feed them to you damm it      from Doug    "SHE SAID SUCK "HEHE

My Dearest Steph

Once again you have managed to take my breath away with your words. All the feeling you are putting out there I can feel.   Her need to feel him, the love his family sends  out to her, her fear of leaving him, her sorrow to end her previous life even if it is to start a new life with him. Her hollowness thinking she is baren with nothing to give him and the pain she is in knowing she is disapointing his whole family by not being able to give him the option of having his own child if they stay together. Combine that with the fear of thinking his fandom will hate them being together. Add that ass hat Nick to the mix.  Poor Jen.      But your wonderful discription of their  pure love     It has to be enough to hold them together keep them together bring them back together after after LA   this was kinna intense     and other soon you say   you have been a busy busy girl  

we love you steph    keep up the good work    you biggest fan (club)

I am so pitiful, seeing your new chapter waiting,  then seeing that it contains them being seperated again, it took me a few deep breaths to be ale to open the chapter to begin to read, and the confession from Mack, its a shame there couldnt have been a half hour delay in the flight so she could of wrangled more details out of him and my poor boy sitting alone in the car with his heart breaking             oh please dont let any thing happen to her while she is away from him           do you think while  she is packing she might have a revalation of sorts about her being tired, sleeping all the time  and sick  and food smells and craving and mood swings and tight clothes have we missed any clues????? maybe while at home packing up tampons????  oh of  course you know,  you evil woman,  you are making Dougie crazy here  but  this is so wonderful and i am going crazy waiting for each chapter to un fold  we are wrapping up our regular meeting each friday caues of vacations and i am on 8 week medical leave so Dougie and I are here at the house on the  bay for 2 weeks  and we miss you but by the sounds of things you are hard at work               I am waitng for more           as ever  your story was perfection

oh how wonderful to  hear from you again, we have missed you so much, and girl what a cliffy you left us with...... all send you holiday greeting cant wait to see what photo has slipped out that has the world a buzz......me i am buzzing over photo from Rio in his bvd.......d says  they were trunks.....but we know better

We are all sitting here dumbfounded   how did none of us see that was how she thinks about her self that she was not that important to  him after reading the entries he made to her blog when he lost his phone and  no one could find her

he took her home to his home and family                        he made a home with her in London   she was his life  nothing was more importand to him    and how little credit we are giving our Rob he will be strong and  positive for her 

a big collective thank you   for bringing him to LA   yea!!!!!!

WE ARE ALL HERE AT MY HOME ON THE BAY  YOUR BIGGEST FANS  BOOK CLUB AND MY COWORKERS FROM THE ER CELEABRATING  MY WONDERFUL EDWARD READING YOUR BEAUTIFUL CHAPTER BREAKING OUR HEARTS AND HEALING THEM WITH THE KNOWLEGE THAT ROB IS HERE AND HE  WILL MAKE HER BETTER AGAIN    SO HIT US WITH SOME LITTLE TIDBIT OF YOUR CREATIVE GENUIS  

WE LOVE YOU AND EVERY WORD YOU WRITE

YOUR BIGGEST FANS

CHRIS DOUGIE AMANDA JR  DR O   DR C  JEAN JULIE JESS DAVE JANICE  BOBBIE LOGAN MACK   DR W  LIZA JEFF TRICHSA TESSIE JAMIE RHONDA JOSH BILLY RICH

ALL HERE ALL LOVING THIS  ALL WAITNG  FOR MORE  HAVE A PIG ROAST WISHING YOU WERE  HERE