Your donations help keep this site running,
thank you very much for the support!
Penname: oceanwaters2006 [Contact]
Real name: Jess
Status: Administrator
Member Since: November 03, 2008

Hello everyone,


            It’s with a lot of thought and very sad expression I write this tonight. As you may have noticed before reading, all my stories have now been taken down. Honestly, I don’t have any terminal illness nor am I leaving the fandom nor have I experienced any feelings of malcontent. Truthfully, I can’t even really explain to you all why I’m doing what I’m doing. I could, but it’s more personal than I care to get into here.


            I want to thank everyone who’s read my work and for all the reviews and support, it’s meant more to me than you can possibly imagine and I’ll never forget any of it.


            I will continue my post as a twilighted beta and if there are any questions about writing, I will be happy to help if you contact me through a PM. Again I wish I could give more of an answer as to why but it’s honestly a long story and things that I need to work through. I want to thank all my wonderful friends I’ve made through writing here and I hope not to lose any of you by this, you can continue to find me on twitter @oceanwaters2006 and drop me an email anytime.


            Thanks again,



[Report This]
Reviews by oceanwaters2006
Date Night by RedChevy Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 25]

One shot. Written for the Dirty Talking Edward Contest. Edward is anxious to see Bella again after a week apart, making plans for their reunion. What happens when Bella has made plans of her own? AU AH OOC BXE. First Fanfic.

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4509
[Report This] Published: October 05, 2008 Updated: October 06, 2008

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 22, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

*mouth flops uselessly*


I went through twelve pairs of panties through that! *Calms shaking hands* That was AWESOME! You...have a gift. Between you and wanda I'm not going to be able to function at all.



Author's Response:

I hope you've regained your senses by I'm so glad you liked was the first thing I ever wrote so it's kind of my baby :-) Oh, yeah....sorry about the extra laundry!

No Regrets by RedChevy Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 267]
Summary: Feature

Edward and Bella meet when their friends Alice and Jasper introduce them, however, the path to true love is rarely a smooth one. When they look back on the paths they've taken, will they have regrets?

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: No Word count: 59205
[Report This] Published: October 16, 2008 Updated: February 20, 2009

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 22, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: Bella

Ummm, just thought I would leave you a review here to tell you that I love this story!!! :) lol and so I could add it to my favs!


Author's Response:


Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: January 16, 2009 Title: Chapter 10: Charlie

I loved it Red!!

I'm so excited to see what happens with Rose and I loved the bit about Alice and Rose redecorating Bella's room!!

I can't wait to see what happens next!!

Love ys BB!! Jess

Author's Response:

Thanks BB! I was nervous about this one because there was no Edward so I'm glad you liked it! :-D

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: April 20, 2009 Title: Chapter 11: Think Of You

WHEW!! Finally able to get back here and read updates!! YAY! Although I didn't realize I was three chapters behind!! Shame on me!!

I loved this chapter. The struggle for Bella with returning to Seattle or not was great and I like how she went from thinking about Edward a little to a whole freaking lot!!

I have missed reading this story and I am so glad I have time to catch up on it again!!

 I heart you!!


Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: April 20, 2009 Title: Chapter 12: Here Without You


Okay, so, this chapter was insanely good!! Edwards depression was heartbreaking...Alice meeting the parents was too cute for words...Tanya was too sluty for words...and then Edward taking a plane to go see Bella!! GAH!! What's gonna happen??? Onto next chapter to find out!!



Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: April 20, 2009 Title: Chapter 13: Never Tear Us Apart

Oh goodness...this has me smiling sooooo much!!

I am so glad to Edward and Bella happy together!! AHmazing job by the way, simply I can't wait for an update!!

*lots of hugs*

Love ya girl!



Bri has the chance to let her Twilight obsession run rampant when she meets Jackson Rathbone- guitar player for 100Monkeys and Jasper Hale in the Twilight movie. They have instant chemistry and their playful banter is second only to their intense attraction to one another.  She soon finds that she struggling to balance her quirky friendship with his room/bandmate Ben Graupner and her love for Jackson. The three of them create a unique dynamic that is sure to make you laugh and sometimes curse... probably at me. 

Come visit our forum board other in the "Other" section and join in the good times. Those girls know how to party over there and all are welcome.  

Categories: Other Characters: Ben, Benjamin, Edward, Jackson Rathbone, Jasper, Robert Pattinson
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Completed: No Word count: 83581
[Report This] Published: October 26, 2008 Updated: January 26, 2009

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 08, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

HOLY HELL!! I'm only on the first chapter and I all ready slid out of my seat twice!!

God, I thought my heart was going to leap out of my chest!

 That's exactly how I imagine I would act if I ever got to meet the glorious Jackson Rathbone....

 Onto the next chapter....

Author's Response: OMJ! I didn't realize you hadn't read any of it before! You are liking it? You aren't falling out of your chair in horror at what I have written about him are you? Cuz, I really, really love him something fierce, as you well know, and don't want to screw anything up!

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: December 08, 2008 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

*cannot sit up straight in chair due to loss of all function in body*

Oh. My. Jackson.

I love much...right now. I feel like I'm getting to meet Jackson right now and I'm lovin' every minute of it...

Thank you, my fellow Jackson body gaurd, for writing this glorious fic!!

Author's Response:

I Love you more! But, you gotta share some of the front, girl. We will have to swap out every once in a while.

Thank you for the reviews and the awesome conversation on the boards! You always crack me up and I love it!

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 08, 2008 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3


 *Falling over laughing*

Love the waking up scene! That was great! Oh my Jackson, why can't stuff like that happen in real life?

As if having to look at pictures of the heartbreakingly beautiful Jackson wasn't enough! Now you are torturing me with fantasies!! AHHHH

Author's Response:

You are preaching to the choir, honey! I haven't thought of anything but him and his world that I've created for him since the day I started writing it. The pictures only add fuel to my fire. LOL

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 08, 2008 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4

“Get up and around woman, your man is hungry.”

 Only Jackson could get away with saying that to me...yes, I would jump right up and make him anything he wanted...

Oh, by the way, I'm hyperventilating from the ALMOST sex scene!! Seriously!! AHHH

 I want Jackson to live across the street from me!!

Okay, we can share the front...I can compromise!

Author's Response: I'd jump my happy ass right outta bed and whip that boy up a seven course breakfast to see him smile at me like that. I kind of have a little bitty crush on him. If he lived across the street from me, I'd be in the pokey for sure. Stalking and rape look so bad on one's resume, too.

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 08, 2008 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5

Look down at your floor...

Do you see that puddle of mush there?

Yeah, that would be me.

I think I had an orgasm after have some mad writing skills when it comes to Jackson. Well, I'm sure you have mad writing skills no matter what but DAMN! You are feeding my addiction to him well.

Author's Response:

I see you down there! *waves and offers you a helping hand off the floor*

You truly have no idea how much it means to me that you feel I am writing him well because I know you adore him as much as I do. I really want to make him be close to what he would be if I was ever lucky enough to really know him.

I appreciate the comment about my mad writing skills too. Awesome! Who knew? Jackson just brings out the best in me.

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 08, 2008 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6

Nice Chapter!!

 Ben is hilarious! Everybody needs a friend like that!

 I'm going to have to stop reading for tonight...the computer is hurting my eyeballs and I have studying to do...not to mention I might die of Jackson Overload! lol

Will be back tomorrow though!! I promise!!

Author's Response:

I can't wait to see what you think as the story progresses! I have studying to do myself and class tomorrow night so I will have to wait until late tomorrow to see if you've posted any other reviews or comments on the boards.

Thanks for reading the story... I really appreciate your nice comments! *hugs*

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 08, 2008 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

hehe, poor Ben, scared of the monsters. I wonder what he would think if he ever actually read

And of sweet little Jackson, so protective....LOVE HIM! Loved the song, too, by the way...very good!

I'm going to try and get another chapter in before my next I go!!

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 08, 2008 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8

Is it weird that I'm getting jealous of Jackson being so protective of Bri? Hmmm....I'll just insert my name into those little

Bri has quite a range of admirer's doesn't she...some girls have all the luck.

Can't wait to read the next chapter later...after the kids go to bed...



Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 09, 2008 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9


OMG! Deja vu! That is so me when I'm drunk. It's scary. Big reason I haven't been drunk in about three and a half years. Not that I wouldn't mind being drunk again, and with Jackson no less, but kids kind of interfere with that and so do other things but I won't go there....anywho, loved this chapter!!

I would go to Hades if he asked my to, too. Sad, but true.

Onto the next chatper!


Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 09, 2008 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10

What is wrong with you for God's sakes!? Good thing I don't have to wait for the next chapter! Jackson and Rob in the same room? I would probably pass out and die.

I do love my Jackson but Rob isn't too bad looking either, and that accent! Christ! He makes me melt every time with his voice! It's like magic! lol

Still, I would take my Jackson over Rob, for sure...I love my man! Unless Jackson was taken and I had no hope of winning him...then I would go for Rob but for now... since we're living in fantasy world...Jackson it is!

AHH must go see what happens!


Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 09, 2008 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

Hello? Yes, I would be the puddle of mush once again slathered all over your floor? Yep, that's it, look down....yep, there I am!

Rob and his sexy voice and Jackson in one chapter! There wasn't even any sex and I had to change my panties three times! Holy Hell woman! You are determined to kill me!

I'm almost afraid to read the next heart might explode into a thousand pieces and I should just lose the panties now...but I'm going for it...Jackson in all his glory...I can't wait


Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 09, 2008 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12

*flops around uselessly on the floor a couple times* All my bones have melted into some form of gooey substance.

This sometimes happens when I read such a well written sex scene that it actually feels like it's happening. This effect is intensified by the fact that this particular sex scene had the glorious and beautiful Jackson Rathbone in it. I think I almost molested my computer screen.

Words cannot express how wonderful I think you are right now...

Please excuse me for sounding crazy but I am in a bit of a daze right now....


Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 09, 2008 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13

What two special reviews? GAH! Now I have to go read all your reviews too!

Bri and Ben out on the town..I love it! :)

Can't wait for next chapter! :)


Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 09, 2008 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14

I must say...I am feeling exceptionally bad for Jasper right now. It's making me very sad. He must feel so left out after hearing about Bri and Ben's shenanigans and then the pictures he's going to see in the paper? If he feels like crying...throw me in there for his shoulder to cry on...Bri wouldn't mind a little healthy competition would she?

OMJ! Now that I thought about it...that sounds like a really good idea! Not that I'm trying to tell you how to write the story or anything but Bri has all these guys fighting over her and maybe she needs someone swooning over Jackson to distract her from all the drama...seriously...feel free to use me...I'm up for some Jackson comforting anyday, what are his loyal bodygaurds for right? hehe.

Anywho, just joking on the last part, unless you want to use it then hey, go for it. I'm loving this story!! I just feel bad for Jackson right now and I want to give him a good cuddle.  Can't wait for the next chapter!!



Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 10, 2008 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15

Ummmm....incoherent at the moment....I think my computer might have been violated again as I tried to help poor Jackson out.

Seriously though, I'm feeling worse for him every chapter! Instead of just being a shoulder to cry on, I'm going to cry with him! My poor, poor baby is going to be so upset...and I will be there to soothe him...

*goes off to cry because Bri is in love with Jackson's best friend even though she is technically not doing anything about it*

I still love you, even though Jackson is going to be very upset next



Author's Response:

*joins you in the crying fest... SOB!! CRY!! WAIL!!!* Our poor Ben. Our poor Jackson... stupid naive Bri and that damned Robert Pattinson. What the hell am I doing????

Thanks for the continued love. I need it right now! *Hugs you tight and passes you a slightly damp, used kleenex*

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 15, 2008 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16


Yes, that would be me crying on the right side of cardboard Jackson and trying to console him. Poor Jackson!! His poor little broken heart!! I can't stand it!

*wallows in misery*

OMJ! Bri's not pregnant is she??????!!!!!!! What does she mean she doesn't know if she does or doesn't love Ben!! OMJ! She can't steal his best friend away from him too!! Christ, I'm so depressed right now!!

*wallows in some more misery* *Wipes tears off of cardboard Jackson so I don't make him all mushy*

On the upside...Jackson can wake me up like that anytime! And the text messages were hilarious. I particularly liked the one where Jackson said that Rob had the police working for him...hahahhaha!!!!

Author's Response:

Now, Jess, you know I can't reveal rather or not Bri may or may not be pregnant! And, lovey, please don't get my cardboard cutout Jackson soggy... I like him stiff.

Bri's problem is that I am having a problem... I am crushing on my imaginary Ben. In fact, I saw a look-alike the other day and I HAD to have a conversation with him. Holy Hale... dangerous shit when RL mixes with imaginary characters whom I happen to be in love with.

Stop crying, lovey, and think of the funny texts... it will be better soon. I love love love Jackson and will not torture him forever. He is going to have to rein in that jealous streak though or I am going to have to paddle him. *rawr*

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed
Date: December 23, 2008 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17


Okay, I'm better now. Hmmm, I'm conflicted on this chapter because I'm very sad for Jackson but Bri really does care for Ben and it's going to be all weird when she goes back home even if she does stay with Jackson and Ben is going to be sad and feel taken advatage of's a difficult situation!

And Jackson flesh...made me think or soap and hot water and...

Anywho...anxiously awaiting next chapter!!

Love ya!! XOXOXOXO Jess

Author's Response:

Thanks for the review, Jess, you know your reviews mean a lot to me because you are such an amazing Jackson writer yourself!!! And... oh.. yeah... Jackson. Flesh. Soap. Hot Water... I am feeling a shower scene on the near horizon. And when I say "feeling" a shower scene, I am not exaggerating. *explicit material censored here*

Thanks for the love and I will try to ease the relationshipal (yeah, I don't think that's a word either but what the hell, I liked it) tension between the three of them.

XOXOX and lots of love! Merry Christmas!

Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: January 03, 2009 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18

Pure, unadulaterated awesomeness. There aren't words to describe the sheer wonderfulness of that chapter woman. I wish I could go through and comment on every single part of the chapter that I liked but this review would be longer than the chapter if I did that. That was seriously wonderful and I'm going to do a very quick recap of all the things I loved best and HAVE to comment on....

Kelly= Fucking awesome best friend for Bri.

Jackson coming for Bri- Fucking Awesome thing of him to do and when's he coming for me?

Ben and Kelly meeting- ahahahahahaha Fucking Awesome.

Jackson and Bri makeup sex- My screen is now covered in drool and I didn't have to ruin a perfectly good pair of panties when I read it because I had the sense to take them off before reading. Tounge ring, hip tat, yeah...Fucking awesome.

Ben and Kelly together and their snarkiness- Fucking Awesome and hilarious...

Robert Fucking Pattinson- Yes, he should change his name to that...haha! I'll beat him up for you and tear apart his cardboard cut out. haha (I loved Vickys story!)

So....summing it up in three words...Fucking Awesome woman....Can't wait for more...


Author's Response:

Jess...... HOLY HALE woman, you make me feel like a million bucks every freakin' time you review!!!!! And any review that has "Fucking Awesome" in it a half dozen times is always a kick ass boost to one's ego! You keep it up, I'll have a ego bigger than Robert Fucking Pattinson's! Hehe... sorry Rob, I'm always picking on you, aren't I? Jackson does kind of trump you in just about everything though... sorry dude, but it's true. Jacks is Fucking AWESOME and you are just a decapitated cardboard cutout with a dick stapled to your severed head. Ouch.

Love you, Jess!!!!! Hugs and Kisses for my kindred spirit!!!!!



Reviewer: oceanwaters2006 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: January 26, 2009 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19

Okay...are you ready for my book of a review? it goes...

I would say I'm sorry about keeping you up til three in the morning chatting and doing all kinds of interferring with your writing and what not....but....I'm really not sorry and I've already got a one way ticket to hell so why should I start lying now? Besides, you've distracted me just as much and now look at me...insanely behind and ready to hide behind a steel wall when I finally get my next chapter up to avoid all the rotten tomatoes. hahahahaha...and instead of writing my next chapter...what am I writing instead? Ben and Wanda smut....jeez. Now wonder we're two halves of a whole Wanda. LOL

I actually put off signing into gchat just so I could read this without being distracted! hahaha!

Now, all that said, I LOVED the chapter BB!! And I'm not just saying that because you're my soul mate and I love you. It just so happens to be true. The Ben and Jacks best friend interaction was aborable and perfect. I'm guessing Jacks has finally accepted that Ben will be Ben and Bri is part of their crazy world and there's no sense fighting about it anymore. Bri still loves Jacks best (As in...I'll fuck you anytime anywhere and you are fucking gorgeous and my kind of man way) and that's all that matter. hahaha

Ben was absolutly adorable and I want to lick him...please? Just one little lick? I am not responsible if he likes it and licks me back though...

Danielle was hilarious....(Love you Danielle if you happen to be reading the reviews! Thanks billions for the pics!!!!)

All in all, it was a great chapter and brought things back to where they should be for Ben and Jacks and it showed that no matter how much Ben flirts with Bri, Jacks has resigned himself to it and realized that Bri isn't going anywhere and like I said...all the play fighting and flirting and all that was adorable and hilarious and the almost sex on the conveyor belt was genius woman...genius. I love having sexy Jacks and I think he might be developing quite a naughty side...I like it. (Can I squeeze one lick in on him too? I think I have forgiven him now, Wanda. Thanks so much for helping with that. LOL)

Again...Loved my Ben in this chapter...adorable..I wanted to hold his hand when the plane landed and pretened I was. hehe

I better end this review before it turns into a novel...I know you weren't quite happy with this chapter bb but I thought it was wonderful and perfect!!


Author's Response:

Jess, my darling soulmate... honey, you could have put all this time writing into the Ben/Wanda smut lemon you are writing, babygirl. Seriously.. WRITE WOMAN WRITE!!!! *laughs* You know I'm just messing with you because I loved your kickass review! *tackles you with affection*

Ben is freaking adorable and I want to lick him.... all over. Seriously, all over. Not one inch shall avoid my tongue's caress when... yes, WHEN, not if... I get my handcuffs... err, rather hands on him! You were exactly right about my current state of mind in regards to our boy Ben. He owns me. Jackson owns me. They own me. Therefore THEY own Bri. I am their tool and it shall be a crazy, zany, totally incomprehensible to any sane person Trio... at least for a while. Hell, Jay seems okay with it so who am I to argue? *grin*

As for Danielle... oh Danielle, honey... I'm sorry that everyone is pissed at you, bb! Man, Jackson just evokes some strong ass emotions from people, doesn't he? Don't worry, love, I won't let them hurt you! *stands guard over her blessed Ben photographer* She's a friend not a foe!!!! Really!!!!

Oh Jess.... I love you and our sweet vicky that rounds out our own incomprehensible trio! Let's run off and join Vic in London and follow Benjay and Bri around! What say you, bb????? Let's hop right over the top of the speedbumps and cross the pond!

XOXOXO forever!!!!



© 2008, 2009 Twilighted Enterprises, LLC. All Rights Reserved.
Unauthorized duplication is a violation of applicable laws.
Privacy Policy | Terms of Service

All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the intellectual property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of Stephenie Meyer. No copyright infringement is intended.