“No, Emmett, I thought I did, but it turns out I didn’t at all.” He stopped, and I saw him look down at me with such venom and anger in his eyes.  “I would rather take Jessica or Lauren.  They may be whores, but at least they're honest about it.”  I am in SHOCK that Edward would say this to Bella- seriously how could he?

"And I died inside".   I wonder if she is still dead inside....is Edward?

When they see each other again....I can't imagine how painful it will be for poor Bella.. I know Edward probably will have some level of pain, but since it is all his fault, and now that he is a manwhore, I really don't have any sympathy for him....... I really hope he turns down the womanizer stuff when she is around, at least..

Do you like making us cry?

When I slept, I dreamed.  When I dreamed, I saw him.  Always him.  Sometimes they were good dreams.  Those were the worst.  Dreams of how things were supposed to go that night...eams of making love to him.  Losing my virginity to him and never wanting, never needing, to be with any other man.  Being with him forever."...This is so sad, I am just crying my eyes out now :(

"I was never going to be anything." ... She is so broken.

"Maybe I wasn’t a fashion plate, but no one could ever think that I was asking for it again...All I was asking for was anonymity."

This is just utterheartbreakinbg...because of his words: " You asked for it...Whore." She is still a VIRGIN and pushes everyone away!.....This is so very very sad

The only good thing is that she will be with Alice for 3 weeks. I was thinking that a weekend was not going to be enought time to even try to mend anything.

"Treating me like a scared animal...That’s essentially what you’ve become…" so sad, but so true.

 "He took a step toward me and god, as much as my body wanted to run to "him, how my soul wanted to go back home to him, I knew there wasn’t a home to go to anymore."... Could it be any more heartwrenching?

"Please, Edward, why?  Why are you doing this?  I know what you think.  I know what you feel.  God, you probably have a girlfriend or a wife at home, and you’re just waiting to break me all over again when you introduce me as your whore of a friend from high school"..He still has absolutely no idea how badly he broke her heart...

"His eyes.  So full of love.  Of regret.  Of want...I had to blink at the force of it."...If she can see this, maybe there is hope?

"That I would always be the whoring, feeble former friend who would never be good enough for the Cullens.....The charity case....The one Edward rejected."....Could this be any more heartbreaking?

"Why the hell are you crying, Swan?....Because of what I lost, my voice answered.  What I’ll never find again"...I wonder if Edward has any clue why Bella is crying..

This story is so incredibly sad. I find myself crying whenever I read it...I certainly hope that you have some happy times ahead...

"Lauren.Fucking.Mallory?...What?...No...Edward and… Lauren Mallory?...I was going to be violently ill."...Me, too...Oh and I'm crying my eyes out, too

This kills me:“How many, Edward?  How many of them?  How many did you fuck?  How many?  Lauren?  Lauren Mallory?  She… she… she hated you.  She made fun of you.  I loved you, Edward,” my words were choking out in stuttered sobs now.  “I only wanted to love you.”

In a chapter of extreme pain and sadness, these stood out "  “It’s never the time for me,” ...“It’ll never be all right,” I whimpered, swiping tears from my cheeks.  “It hasn’t been all right since…”.........My heart is really breaking for Bella

Well, they have each had a breakdown.....

 PLEASE, give us a happier chapter very soon...Can't take the pain anymore....   

Bella is so damaged.. The way she sees herself is just so distorted...You can just feel her pain...and Edward's too..  I'm glad they kissed again...Still so sad, though....I tear up every time I read. 

I LOVE THIS: "Chief Swan took matters into his own hands.  He grinned at me as he stepped up on the small stage, grabbed the mic and announced to the crowd that I was permanently off the market, drunkenly dubbing me “Bella’s bitch,”...

Poor Edward, he must be so embarrassed at being caught.

“I am glad he has someone to come home to, someone who loves him.”

I hope that Edward is able to convince Bella to stay with him after the wedding is over..She now knows how it might feel to lose him. Can't wait for more hot times between them

“That I… that I love you.  That I need you.  That… that I have to decide what to do and I don’t know how.  There’s so much, Edward and I don’t think I can deal with it.  I don’t know how to, and I want you so much, and it should have been us.…” .......Makes me cry when she says "it should have been us" 

I REALLY wish Edward would propose, but am afraid Bella would freak...

Her internal dialogue of self hate and doubt is so terribly sad........

I DO HOPE that she will actually get the psychological help she needs ASAP.

I hope Edward continues to work with Jazz.

AND I hope that Edward is able to keep his D**k in his pants while Bella is at home working on her issues.

AND ONE MORE THING...PLEASE....NO more Aunt Betsy at any family gatherings where Bella is at.....Especially if(when?) Edward and Bella get married.

"So I will do you a solid and I’ll go make sure that the pretty boy picks up his goddamned phone and gets his act together, but you have got to promise me, in return, you’ll do what you have to to make it back home.  And I’ll do whatever I can to help you.  Deal?”.....THANK GOD FOR CHARLIE!!!

Please have Bella get professional help...ASAP! She is sinking fast...Maybe it is time for Edward(and Charlie) to say "screw it" and go rescue her like in high school....

AND!!! PLEASE make Edward give Tanya that # back now....And keep his lips and hands to himself......and...KEEP HIS DICK IN HIS PANTS!!!!!!  I am seriously BEGGING on hand and knees!