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Penname: Gillybean [Contact]
Real name: Gillian Engstrom
Status: Member
Member Since: December 07, 2009

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He was the lead singer of The Volturi. One of People's Sexiest Men. I was a new recording artist with an entire album riding on my shoulders. We were Hollywood's newest "it couple." Until he ruined everything - our career...his life.  Can our love be saved if he can't even save himself?


A story about love, lemons, lies...and learning to forgive.




Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Completed: No Word count: 213388
[Report This] Published: November 28, 2010 Updated: July 18, 2015

Disrepair by chy3 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 187]

She had the perfect life. Perfect Job. Perfect house. Perfect husband and a baby on the way. She had it all. That is, until one singular moment took it all away...

A story about a love lost and the rocky journey to a new one through trying twists and turns of depression and the lows that go along with it. The path to love was never easy. 

[This is a Bella story. Eventual B/E. Rated M for dark themes and swearing. OOC. If you're not a fan of dark themes, including depression, thoughts of suicide, anything often accompanies depression, graphic descriptions, etc., then this story is not for you. There will be very, very little fluff. Move on if that is your thing.]



Huge thank you to Readergoof for making me such an awesome banner!

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Chelsea, Edward, Emmett, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Completed: Yes Word count: 93520
[Report This] Published: November 22, 2010 Updated: July 15, 2012

Summary: Feature


While hunting one afternoon, Emmett, Jasper and Carlisle stumble upon what appears to be a corpse.  When they learn it's a severely broken vampire, they take him home to do what they can to help.  But of course, fate has plans for this man.  Canon Couples.  AU.  DARK Themes.

Categories: AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Completed: Yes Word count: 158872
Comments: So, I just wanted to say that i flew through what you have written of this story so far, and i am hoping that some day soon,you update! its a wonderful story, very well written and in all honest, i can not wait to read more. Bellas transformation, what else will happen with Edward, if someone will come looking for him, basically I am excited to read more about everything you have created in your wonderful twilight AU mind!!!!!! also sorry I did not review on the other chapters but i was to busy to get to the next one!!! (no excuse, i know!!)

[Report This] Published: February 26, 2009 Updated: November 01, 2011


Ready for some fun?  After a confining newborn year, Izzy finds herself in more trouble than she bargained for. Dark days lay ahead as she faces new enemies, old friends, a past that won’t stay dead and a future that is alive with more craziness than you can poke a stick at. Sequel to Dirty Dancing with the Devil Herself.



Categories: New Moon Characters: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 12448
[Report This] Published: April 09, 2010 Updated: May 31, 2010


What happens at Charlie's wedding is hot and unforgettable for Bella Swan. Charlie's best man has her moaning and melting everywhere from her father's living room to the coat closet at the rehearsal dinner. But great no-strings-attached sex suddenly becomes complicated. And what will happen when Bella meets someone else who just happens to be the best man's son?

Thanks to Leslie (red delicious) for the awesome banner!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Esme, Jasper
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Completed: Yes Word count: 112144
[Report This] Published: June 20, 2009 Updated: April 21, 2010


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