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Page Turner by karry4harry Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 501]

A stranger, a blank book and Audrey has found herself in the world of Twilight with a new past. Will Audrey's presence change the story? As days end, pages are written and Audrey discovers that her days within Forks and with Edward are numbered. Follow latest updates on

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My thanks to writegina2, vampireyouth and FhionaBridge1504, respectively, for the amazing banners that appear above.



Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Billy, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Other Character, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 42 Completed: No Word count: 194006
[Report This] Published: February 21, 2010 Updated: January 11, 2016


If there’s one thing Bella Swan knows for sure it’s this; she's a wreck. Living in the shadow of her father’s death has certainly taken its toll on her. With no family and her friends on the other side of the country, her therapist is the only person she can turn to. When she finds a broken, lost little girl hiding in the subway, can they be each other’s saving grace?




Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Angela, Bella, Ben, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Renee, Rosalie, Seth, Tanya
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Completed: No Word count: 45169
[Report This] Published: December 14, 2010 Updated: March 01, 2015


Special thanks to mellyfrisco6 for this new and improved banner.

Post Eclipse.  Breaking Dawn never happened.  Bella and Edward are engaged to be married, but Bella can't seem to ignore the feelings she still has for Jacob.  Will she stay with the vampire who broke her heart, or will she run to the werewolf who put it back together?

Coming Full Circle has won praise from The Wolfpack Awards:




Winner of "Most Loved Imprint Character" in the Summer JBNP Awards!


*And special thanks also go out to precioustandi for this banner as well.


Categories: Post-Eclipse Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob
Series: The Bella and Jacob Chronicles
Chapters: 46 Completed: No Word count: 415372
[Report This] Published: January 31, 2009 Updated: September 25, 2012

Resent by sistergrimm Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 234]

AU Post-New Moon. NOTE- AU Hybrid Vamps:

Tony Swan

Banner by Mehek18

Set in 2010, the supernatural world is in a crisis unprecedented, its' very structure challenged by a force yet to be seen. As this new threat sends ripples of discord and panic throughout the ranks, a young vampire and her two children, twin beings as different as light and dark, struggle to remain hidden in the shadows; away from the world they belong to.

But not for long: Embittered by the desperate state his father left him, his mother, and his sister in five years prior, Tony Swan yearns for purpose; an opportunity to let out who he truly is. No more lies. No more veils. He won't have to wait long-as his sister grows normally, he inches closer and closer to adulthood, mind and body rapidly maturing despite the few years he has walked this Earth. And yet, throughout all this, one key fact remains forgotten by the young hybrid: fate's plan is never simple.

And in a world where monsters of human and marble flesh exist, how can it be?


Pulling to re-write:

Well, technically not pulling, but definitely re-writing.

I’ve given it a lot of thought. I was actually going to do this once I got the 13th chapter of my main WIP out (So it wouldn’t that bad of a shock, after all I already warned of a hiatus on its way), but so far I haven’t been able to churn out anything that could pass as a chapter that’s “in- character” in regards to the present version of my fic. It’s just…not working. No matter how hard I try to write ch.13, I keep going back to my old copies of chapters one, two, and three and re-writing them. Hell, I’m already on ch.4.

I’ve looked at my early chapters, compared them to the most recent ones, and realized that the flow, the tone of the writing itself, doesn’t match. I had a completely different mindset when I began, still figuring things out, still not setting things in stone, and throughout the experience I learned a lot. More so if I hadn’t posted in the first place. A huge learning experience, I guess you could say.

It made me remember why I wanted to write this story in the first place, and that because I was under the impression I had to conform to a framework because it was fan fiction, I put what I really wanted on the back burner in order to write/focus on what I thought was supposed to be written/focused on.

And then I finally had an epiphany: I don’t have to follow any sort of guideline. I can write what I want to write. I don’t have to have the story closely tailored around Edward and Bella, or any of the other canon characters, I don’t have to write from certain POV’s in the first place because the truth is, my story, as someone commented after looking over a past chapter I’d written, is “not really about Twilight.”
And that’ s the truth. Resent isn’t about Twilight, at least, not completely.

To the person who commented, thank you, by the way. You know who you are.

Now, you may ask, “why post a wip in the first place?” well, the truth was, I didn’t think the fandom would still be around once I completed Resent. It was 2010, the twi-craze was already dying down somewhat, and I thought it would be risky to take my time and finish the story first before posting. I thought I was working on borrowed time. Plus, I wasn’t sure if the twist I had going with my main oc’s. would be received well.

The reviews and the fact that a good number of us are still here kind of blows those pre-conceived notions out of the ballpark, to my sweet relief.

What I said in past thread posts still stands: as long as the story is posted, it is not abandoned. Hiatus maybe, but not abandoned. The fact that it is still there means that I’m still a part of the fandom. If I ever decide to flounce, there is no way in hell that I would ever leave any of my writing’s unmonitored on the internet. If I ever decide to discontinue, you readers will be the first to know.

I’m leaving the current copy of Resent on, twilighted, and twcs for these reasons, and also because I know there are some who still enjoy re-reading the posted chapters. I’m sorry if this is upsetting. I know the update schedule for this fic has been somewhat tumultuous and nail-biting, especially with how things were left the last chapter, but I feel like if I don’t say something now, I’m going to end up posting something bland and soulless. Once I’ve written enough of the new version (or completed it) I’ll pull the old version and start re-posting.

I won’t hold it against you if you flounce, just don’t tell me that you are.

Again, I’m sorry about this guy’s, but my gut is telling me this is something I have to do.


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: None
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No Word count: 81816
Comments: bella and her two spawn are stuck in their own high school cullen circle, only in the new school their confronted with the real deal

[Report This] Published: February 20, 2011 Updated: August 24, 2012

Sunshine by Miss Dare Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 104]

Sunshine banner by Annamorphos

What if everything went very wrong in Volterra? Edward's decisions have led to the death of two family members and Bella's becoming a vampire. The Cullen family has fallen apart. How can you live forever when you've lost those who you've loved the most?

AU, hurt/comfort, non-canon pairing, B/J. Rated N-17 for "lemons".


Categories: New Moon Characters: Jasper
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Completed: Yes Word count: 30978
[Report This] Published: August 22, 2011 Updated: August 10, 2012


From the author that brought you Vanity and Patience...

Coming home has always been painful for Rachel Black since the loss of her mother.  After graduating early from Washington State, she's left to face her demons and return home to LaPush. It wasn't supposed to be a permanent move — just a visit. 

What she didn’t anticipate was stumbling upon her destiny at First Beach — one that she doesn’t accept immediately. How will Paul get her to give in? You’ll just have to see…

Rated NC-17 for language and adult themes.


Categories: Breaking Dawn Characters: Other Character, Paul
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Completed: No Word count: 101868
[Report This] Published: January 08, 2011 Updated: July 06, 2012




Years have passed since Edward left Bella in the forest. She's finally worked through her heartbreak but has never moved on to another man. She treats her best friend, Jake, like a beloved pair of old jeans. Jake is not happy with this situation. When he takes matters into his own hands, Bella's resulting epiphany makes her realize she needs to learn how to seduce a werewolf.


I looked across the room in shock. My beautiful Jacob was smiling down into the eyes of that witch! He was giving MY smile to somebody else. MY smile! His hand was on her arm. How dare he?












Categories: New Moon, Post-Eclipse, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Billy, Brady, Charlie, Claire, Collin, Edward, Embry, Emily, Jacob, Leah, Other Character, Quil, Sam, Seth
Series: The Bella and Jacob Chronicles
Chapters: 16 Completed: No Word count: 140728
[Report This] Published: November 21, 2009 Updated: June 24, 2012


Banner by MegsD. Thanks!


For All You Wolf Lovers! What happens when a wolf is separated from his imprint?

Jacob knows that Nessie is his eventual future. He attempts to live without her and the Cullens after selflessly agreeing to give her uniquely short childhood to Bella and Edward. Racked by boredom and loneliness, he meets and befriends a girl who has an abusive and controlling step-father. Will another heart be broken? And what sinister forces are stalking Jacob and the other wolves, and why?

Keep reading and you'll discover who Embry's father is, if Leah ever finds happiness, and how Sam and Jacob deal with having two separate packs. 

He Never Suspected...

Categories: Post-Breaking Dawn Characters: Jacob
Series: The Wolfpack Chronicles
Chapters: 21 Completed: Yes Word count: 58052
Comments: jake falls for another girl while nessie is still a baby and is out of the area

[Report This] Published: August 01, 2011 Updated: February 03, 2012


Ten years after the events of Eclipse, Edward meets his true vampire mate; Bella is left desolate. Alice and Jasper take her in with them to help her through her heartbreak. Rated for mature relationship issues.


Banner by the lovely evieeden.

Excerpt from Chapter Two:


"I love you," she protested, sounding hurt and small.

He stepped closer, one hand tentatively extended. "I love you, too. In, in a way."

After dragging one final breath into her lungs, Bella turned. "In a way?" Her arms were wrapped about her torso, her eyes wide and dark and frightened. "What does that mean?"

"It means that — that out of all the things I was afraid of, Bella, I never ever thought I would not be your mate when you changed. But when you awakened, got through the initial adjustments, I could read it in Jasper's mind. We did not share a vampire mate bond."

tear jerker


Categories: Post-Eclipse, AU Characters: Bella
Series: Undeniable: Vampire Mate Bond Series
Chapters: 21 Completed: Yes Word count: 54397
Comments: Bella and Edward end up getting a divorce when Eddie meets his 'real' soul mate. Bella ends up going off with Jasper and Alice to heal, while Ed pursues the new woman. Felix and Dmitri show up to confirm that she has been changed, and Felix and Bella have a strong sexual attraction.

[Report This] Published: December 16, 2011 Updated: January 27, 2012

Last Rites by Halo Jones Rated: R starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 444]

 AU. E/B meet under different, violent circumstances, his nature exposed to Bella from the start. Surviving that first encounter together, they navigate a slow road toward friendship, then romance. But obstacles begin to multiply around them, and soon the question arises: are these obstacles random or by design - and by whom?

Based on the following Twilight quote: "All this time [Esme's] been worried bout me, afraid that there was something missing from my essential makeup, that I was too young when Carlisle changed me."

Thanks to christine30974 for helping out with the banner.


Categories: AU Characters: Bella
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Completed: No Word count: 79807
[Report This] Published: July 18, 2009 Updated: January 04, 2012


Bella Swan is twenty-seven years old, newly single, and mom to an adorable Kindergarten student with a knack for accidents. On a typical, fall afternoon, she experiences the shock of her life during a casual conversation with her son. When an unexpected revelation leads to the most emotional reunion imaginable, how will Bella reconcile the path her life has taken with the past she never chose? Takes place nearly ten years post New Moon. Canon - AU. ExB

Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Completed: No Word count: 61197
[Report This] Published: October 19, 2008 Updated: November 28, 2011


You can't erase mistakes.

You can't wish they didn't happen--They did.

You have to accept that you made them, and deal with the consequences of making them. 




Categories: New Moon Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Completed: No Word count: 120442
Comments: Very sweet, more realistic version of Bella/Edward

[Report This] Published: July 20, 2009 Updated: September 05, 2011

Breaking Away by Missypooh Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 31]


SUMMARY: AU Breaking Dawn.  What if Breaking Dawn had gone a little bit differently? What if there was no baby and Edward changed Bella when they returned from their honeymoon as originally planned?  What if Bella didn’t have the amazing control that allowed her to essentially skip the frenzied newborn phase?  Would things have gone so smoothly? In this version, Bella wakes up, thirsty for blood, only able to remember certain unpleasant memories from her human time with Edward, and struggling with deep-seated feelings of anger.  This version tells the story of how things go terribly wrong after Bella’s change when she is unable to hide her resentment against some of the Cullens who have wronged her in the past.   Instead of breaking dawn, Bella is anxious to break away.

Thank you Illictwritter for the cool banner!

Categories: Breaking Dawn, AU Characters: Bella
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: No Word count: 13180
Comments: bella is angry at the cullens for being managed and wants to live the tradition vamp life... and jasper goes with her. after settling down a bit, the pair want to make up with their spouses and go to high school

[Report This] Published: July 16, 2011 Updated: August 24, 2011


Thanks to FrozenSoldier for the awesome banner


For a long time, Twilight has been Jen Porter’s only escape from her miserable reality. After a freak accident on a train, Jen finds herself actually living in the world of Twilight, as Bella's twin sister. At first, it’s a dream come true, but she soon starts to realize that her existence in Bella’s world could permanently alter the course of events. To make things worse, her old life in Australia keeps creeping back in. Something bad happened before Jen woke up in the world of Twilight, and everyone else seems to know something she doesn’t. Has the line between the real universe and alternate universe become blurred?


Categories: AU Characters: Bella, Edward, Other Character
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Completed: No Word count: 110438
[Report This] Published: August 06, 2010 Updated: July 02, 2011



Starts in New Moon at the cliff jump, but Bella didn't jump alone. She got invited by Jacob. From that moment on friendship could turn into more if only Bella wouldn't be holding back. But when she finally opens up and realises she's in love with her best friend, things get complicated. Jacob fails to turn up on a planned trip to Jacksonville with Bella. Victoria gets hold of Charlie and Edward comes back. How will things turn out?

A story about Bella to get over with the past and stand up for the one she loves and a story about Jacob to accept who he is and what destiny has planned for him.

And the reason behind all of his is a story, they aren't aware of...




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Categories: New Moon, Eclipse, AU Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob
Series: The Bella and Jacob Chronicles
Chapters: 7 Completed: No Word count: 31547
[Report This] Published: May 11, 2010 Updated: March 15, 2011

I Love Myself by Kimmydonn Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 46]

An alternate Twilight Saga emanating from the contest, "The End Is Only The Beginning." Changing Chapter 3 of New Moon to one where Bella sees through Edward's horrendous lie changed the path Bella's life took. Her new self-awareness and self-appreciation change her relationships and what she wants to get out of her life. Due to a change in my personal life and time committments, this story will not be completed here. For the complete version, please go to



Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: No Word count: 48024
[Report This] Published: April 22, 2010 Updated: March 10, 2011

Repercussions by SNikkiP Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 342]

On their honeymoon, Edward refuses to have sex with Bella. So she leaves him and runs into the waiting arms of her sun. They have what they think at the time is just a one-night-stand.  But something happens, which forces Bella to reevaluate the choice she has made for her forever.



Categories: Breaking Dawn Characters: Jacob
Series: The Bella and Jacob Chronicles
Chapters: 24 Completed: No Word count: 46228
[Report This] Published: April 15, 2010 Updated: January 22, 2011


An Unexpected Lady--banner by AngelGoddess1981

After Edward leaves Bella in New Moon, a wish sends Bella to Jane Austen's England, where she meets a familiar face, Carlisle Cullen, whose control is not what it was in 2010. Knowing his secret, will she be the end to his loneliness?

AU, Carlisle/Bella

Thank you so much to AngelGoddess1981 for the fantastic banner. You're amazing, bb!

Categories: AU Characters: Bella, Carlisle
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Completed: No Word count: 49298
[Report This] Published: July 21, 2010 Updated: October 03, 2010



AU/OOC.  A unique tale of love, sex and healing with a nod towards Anais Nin.  Bella contracts an unusual disease as a result of her relationship with Edward, and Jacob is chosen to heal her.  Very mature and adventurous themes.  Sam/Leah in the Prologue; Jacob/Bella in the body of the story.




Categories: AU Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob, Leah, Sam
Series: The Bella and Jacob Chronicles
Chapters: 10 Completed: No Word count: 28832
[Report This] Published: March 07, 2010 Updated: May 20, 2010


Sometimes I Still Feel The Bruise

Three years have passed since the events of Eclipse, and Bella Swan may be Bella Cullen now, but she is still unwillingly, woefully human. Her reunion with Jacob Black is bittersweet. Her reunion with old foes is just bitter. And Rosalie Hale is far more important to her than she knows.


Categories: AU Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: No Word count: 23792
[Report This] Published: November 20, 2009 Updated: March 07, 2010

Fix You by Dahlia Black Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 193]


Two roads diverged in a wood

And I took the one less traveled by
And that has made all the difference
Robert Frost


Fix You Banner

Devastated by Edward's departure, Bella is left broken and alone in the small town of Forks.  She turns to Jacob Black for friendship and comfort.  Instead of shirking his advances, Bella finds herself wanting more and embarks on a relationship with Jacob.  Will their fledgling relationship be able to withstand the trials of fate?


Meanwhile, Edward is tracking Victoria in South America, but he soon discovers that the hunter of one may become the prey of another...


When you're broken beyond repair, what will it take to fix you?



Non canon pairings, twists on existing New Moon events with some surprises along the way.


Rated for later chapters.


*Nominated for the Indie Twific Awards*





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Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob, Other Character
Series: The Bella and Jacob Chronicles
Chapters: 11 Completed: No Word count: 50748
[Report This] Published: July 09, 2009 Updated: February 01, 2010


A girl caught between two destinies… She must find the strength to choose.

A boy caught between two worlds… He must find true balance if he is to lead.


As if I never existed, Edward Cullen promised when he abandoned Bella Swan. 

But some things can never be undone. 

The vengeance of those left behind.  A father’s quest for redemption.  The obsession of a damned soul.  A love that should have died. 

The sunlight beyond the shadows of twilight. 



A Jacob/Bella AU FanFic set during the events of New Moon.




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Mad props to xXSizzlingGirlXx and Oceanwaters2006 for the parade of AWESOME banners!

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Categories: New Moon Characters: Alice, Bella, Billy, Charlie, Jacob, Jared, Leah, Sam
Series: The Bella and Jacob Chronicles
Chapters: 15 Completed: No Word count: 48566
Comments: amidst bella falling for jacob, victoria hunting bella, mike newton is found murdered in bellas room. leah changing brings up feelings in sam, leading to some unsanctioned nookie in the forest that appears to be sams only alibi.

[Report This] Published: July 03, 2009 Updated: December 09, 2009

Summary: Feature

The Cygnet and the Strigoi banner

"I used to think I was average, you know, dull and boring.  Then I found out I was a shape-shifting, reincarnated death goddess with a knack for vengeance, the boy I'm obsessed with is my immortal enemy, and my friends are werewolves.  So much for average." 

Bella Swan is thrilled to finally be moving back to her hometown of Forks, Washington to live with her father (and best friend), Charlie.  However, when Bella arrives she begins to have disturbing dreams of becoming a monster, and even more disturbing cravings for her lab partner Edward Cullen.  As Bella transforms into a dangerous entity, will she be able to control her hungers and find love with Edward, or will she leave a swathe of destruction in her wake?  Rated NC-17 for sexual situations and some violence.  AU, canon pairings.  Somewhat OOC.

Categories: AU Characters: None
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No Word count: 87342
[Report This] Published: April 23, 2009 Updated: August 27, 2009


Four years after Edward left Bella in the forest; Bella is finally moving forward with her life but it is someone from her past that helps her truly heal and obtain the future that she was always meant to have.

Categories: New Moon Characters: Bella, Jacob, Jasper
Series: None
Chapters: 51 Completed: Yes Word count: 167857
[Report This] Published: June 11, 2008 Updated: August 14, 2009


Breaking Dawn from Leah's Point of View.

Prelude: The bitch was pregnant? I snorted out a callous laugh. Here I was, a mutated genetic dead end. Having kids for me was completely out of the question. And this leech loving whiny ass vampire wannabe was going to have a kid!?

Life is completely and utterly unfair.

Categories: Breaking Dawn Characters: Leah
Series: None
Chapters: 68 Completed: Yes Word count: 225124
[Report This] Published: February 24, 2009 Updated: April 06, 2009


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