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Real name: Angela
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Member Since: May 30, 2009
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=== UPDATE: FEBRUARY 19, 2014 ===

As most of you already know, I've finished my first novel, Blood Moon, and it's set to release this fall (just electronically at first as I look for a print-on-demand company to produce the actual books). I'm aiming for an October 8, 2014 release date.

=== UPDATE: June 8, 2014 ===

Blood Moon is now available. I decided to release it a few months early as a "soft release" in order to build a fan base and gain some reviews in all the right places. Here are the links for those wanting to buy :D

Kobo (ePub)

Createspace (print)

Amazon (print)

Amazon (mobi)

iTunes (ePub)

Smashwords (all formats available)

Barnes & Noble (Nook)

In the meantime, I've been busy working on its sequel, Wolf Moon, which I hope to release January 5, 2015, and the final book in the trilogy will be ready for release late-summer/early-fall of 2015.

I'm very excited to share this work with all of you, and if you want to be kept up-to-date on all the latest news and publication details, please follow my author blog and Facebook pages.

A.D. Ryan Author Blog

A.D. Ryan Facebook Page

I am also looking to re-work some of my fan fiction work into original fiction. It won't be a typical find-and-replace "reworking" but an entire overhaul where I improve upon the stories and make the characters stronger and my own. I'll keep you all up-to-date on that process as well, and will also offer for a VERY limited time the original fic versions via PDF, ePub, and mobi files for your eReaders. Feel free to download them when they're available! The only thing I ask is that you don't distribute it; if anything, link them to fellow readers and they can download themselves. I realize I can't stop anything on the internet, and I'm done bitching about it. I got into this for fun, and I intend to make it fun again and take the bullshit out of it. I'll update on my FanFic blog when they're available, so stay tuned :)

Thank you all for your continued support. Should any of you have any questions/requests/anything else that's awesome, please feel free to PM me. I do try to respond when life doesn't get away from me :)






As always, Twilight belongs to the always amazing Stephenie Meyer. She created an amazing group of characters and if it hadn’t been for her, well, then none of us would be here. No Copyright infringement intended. The original content, ideas, and intellectual property of any stories found on this page are owned by AngelGoddess1981. Plagiarism is theft. No copying or reproduction of this work is permitted without express written authorization. 2011AngelGoddess1981. All rights reserved worldwide.


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The_Angel_and_The_Muse - with TheManiacalMuse

We first joined forces on "Lost Legends" for a mutual buyer in the first "Fandom Gives Back" auction we were a part of. And we found that we not only made beautiful magic in real life, but also in our stories. It was then that we realized this had to be a regular occurrence, so look for more from us in the future!!

Up next for The Angel and The Muse:

The Dark Lust: A new one-shot for the "Afraid of the Dark" contest.

(The Real) Land of Living SkiesA new multi-chaptered Bella & Edward fic. *Coming 2011*

Finding FocusThe second book in the Lost Legends Saga. *Coming 2011*


1) Chosen by Blood - I'm in the process of writing the final five chapters! Stay tuned!

2) Covet Thy Neighbor - A continuation to this story is in the works. I feel as though I only scratched the surface of this new relationship and look forward to further exploring these three and their future.


"Horse Play" Picture Glossary

Western Saddle "Anatomy"

English Saddle "Anatomy"

List of Horse_Jumping_Obstacles mentioned throughout the story

Alice & Bella's Dress Shopping Trip in Chapter 6

Rosalie & Bella's Dresses for The Wedding in Chapter 11

Bella's Engagement Ring in Chapters 28, 30, 31

Bella & Hayley

Edward & Ransom

Carlie's Nursery in Chapter 34

Carlie's Birth Announcement

The Animals of "Horse Play"


King’s Ransom aka “Ransom”


Morning Glory aka “Glory”



Oliver aka “Olly”




In other exciting news... Several of my stories have been featured and pimped on various sites! How honoured was I to see this?? The answer is: VERY!


Darkest Temptations

Altered Lions & Sacrificial Lambs

"Making Memories of Us"

P.I.C's FanFic Corner

Delicious Delusion by twivampchick

"Teacher's Pet" & a brief mention of "Making the Grade"

Perv Packs Smut Shack

"Horse Play"

KitandKaboodle FanFic Recs


"Horse Play" is the winner of Best Charlie in The Sunflower Awards!

*giggles uncontrollably* "The Mechanics of Thrust" is the winner of Pavarti's Pick in Tea Bagging Twilight's Pineapple Awards





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When Bella moves to Forks she finds herself not only as Edward's singer, but as Jasper's as well. As their relationships develop secrets from the past begin to be revealed.

A B/J/E fic.

Thanks to the amazing ms_ambrosia for the banner.

Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Bella, Edward, Jasper
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Completed: No Word count: 69021
[Report This] Published: March 01, 2010 Updated: December 23, 2011

Love Stoned by She_So_Write Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 87]

LS Wonderful banner by Mdealwithit! She is awesome sauce!

Isabella Swan and Edward Cullen were just strangers. Co-workers who had to exist in the same space. When Edward discovers their desires aren't so different they embark on a torrid affair. Soon Edward wants more than just there sexual relationship, Isabella accepts him as a sexual master but can they transcend into a real-life relationship?

NC-17, BDSM themes and very dirtty! Told From E.P.O.V

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Elizabeth Masen, Emmett, Jasper, Rosalie, Tanya
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: No Word count: 5854
[Report This] Published: February 19, 2011 Updated: April 20, 2011

Forgettable by Belindella Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1629]

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: Always Human
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 166930
[Report This] Published: March 03, 2010 Updated: March 24, 2011

Lustful Lemons by Hannah81 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 12]

A series of Lustful One-Shots written by various authors.

All Adult. NC-17 content!

Not safe for work!

Thanks very much to AngelGoddess1981 for the banner!

Categories: AU-Human Characters: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 15499
[Report This] Published: August 26, 2010 Updated: November 20, 2010


Underside Banner

What happens when two separate souls find each other when they aren't looking? Will Bella be able to overcome all that has happened to her and learn to trust fate and love again?

Thank you to annamorphos for the awesome banner!

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Emmett, Jasper, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: No Word count: 52529
[Report This] Published: March 12, 2010 Updated: September 17, 2010

The Academy by In His Power Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 122]

She signed the contracts. She knew what the program would involve. Everyone on the scene knew about the Academy, where students were trained in the art of submission. Our fee was astronomical, admission a coveted honor. So why did I sense Isabella wasn't here completely by choice? A/H, E/B, BDSM.

The Academy

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: No Word count: 10761
[Report This] Published: April 30, 2010 Updated: September 16, 2010

Taken by BellaLovesEdward729 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1181]

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Thank you to Mkystich for the awesome banner!

Edward and Bella go to tell Charlie about their engagement when something happens that changes everything. Love is tested, friendships are torn, but how can Edward save Bella from someone they all trusted?

Categories: Eclipse Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Completed: Yes Word count: 88773
[Report This] Published: February 11, 2010 Updated: August 31, 2010



Drawing lines is, for a time, on hiatus. Please be patient with me. I'll let you know what's going on when I know.


Drawing Lines by Arizona Hale


The whole world is turned upside down when Bella is attacked in Port Angeles and she must be changed if Edward wants to keep her in his life. It is clear from the beginning that Bella is much more than she seems and the circumstances involving her attack and new found abilities prove to be a challenge that Edward and the rest of the family may be unable to prevail against.

When Bella turns to an unlikely source for help, will she be able to heal? Or will they become the keepers of the pieces of her broken heart?

An Edward and Bella story.

Canon-based AU, mostly canon pairings.

Story rating pertains to crude language, moderate sexuality, and graphic references to rape and violence.

Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Jasper, Marcus, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: No Word count: 31596
[Report This] Published: October 29, 2009 Updated: June 14, 2010


What happens at Charlie's wedding is hot and unforgettable for Bella Swan. Charlie's best man has her moaning and melting everywhere from her father's living room to the coat closet at the rehearsal dinner. But great no-strings-attached sex suddenly becomes complicated. And what will happen when Bella meets someone else who just happens to be the best man's son?

Thanks to Leslie (red delicious) for the awesome banner!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Esme, Jasper
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Completed: Yes Word count: 112144
[Report This] Published: June 20, 2009 Updated: April 21, 2010

The List by Laura Cullen Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 13657]

Four weeks before her wedding to Edward, Bella is frustrated. She knows there's little-to-no chance of getting him to bend his rules and boundaries now, but there's no harm in fantasizing about what could happen later. So she begins compiling a list of things that she and Edward can do together once they're happily married. She's surprised to find she might be able to cross some things off earlier than she thought...

Story contains mature themes and is not intended for younger readers.

Thanks to Mandi, aka m81170, for the great banner!

Categories: Post-Eclipse Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Completed: Yes Word count: 187877
[Report This] Published: December 28, 2008 Updated: March 19, 2010


One-Shot "For the Love of Jasper" contest entry. Lifelong friends Jasper, Edward, and Emmett find themselves alone for their weekly poker game, which quickly evolves into something quite unexpected. All Human, Slash, Adult themes.

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Edward, Emmett, Jasper
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 6748
[Report This] Published: October 08, 2009 Updated: October 08, 2009


As Edward and Bella celebrate their 100th anniversary, Bella looks back over everything that she, the Cullens, the wolves, and the vampire world have been through.  A Finalist in the TwiCon Fan Fiction Contest.

Categories: Post-Breaking Dawn, TWICON 2009 FINALISTS Characters: Alice, Aro, Bella, Caius, Carlisle, Edward, Eleazar, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Maggie, Marcus, Renesmee, Rosalie, Zafrina
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3005
[Report This] Published: July 29, 2009 Updated: August 16, 2009

Just One Day by SassenachWench Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 747]

For just one day every decade the Cullen family opens things up in the bedroom. AU lemon-fest.  Canon and non-canon pairings, but no permanent splitting of canon couples.

This story contains very adult themes and includes F/F slash in earlier chapters and some M/M slash later.

This story earns its NC-17 rating folks!!

Just One Day by SassenachWench

A big thank you to DiamondHeart for her guidance (read Moonshadow!), and to my beta, MsKathy!

Categories: Post-Breaking Dawn Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: No Word count: 42169
[Report This] Published: June 14, 2009 Updated: August 09, 2009


Bella and Jasper are nomads with troubled pasts who travel the country together until they make an unexpected stop in Forks. Once there, they meet twin siblings Alice and Edward, privileged college students and overachievers who are home for vacation. E/B, A/J, very OOC, explicit adult content.

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Jasper
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 11274
[Report This] Published: April 23, 2009 Updated: April 23, 2009

Wide Awake by AngstGoddess003 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 189]

Edward and Bella have dark pasts that leave them severely emotionally scarred, with nightmares that force them to stay awake. They meet and begin to form a bond during the night hours. AH, Highly OOC, Rated M for dark themes. No rape, no cutting. BxE. Banner by UnicornByEdward <3

Wide Awake - Banner made by Unicornbyedward

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 18689
[Report This] Published: February 27, 2009 Updated: March 16, 2009


Just a little pre-Breaking Dawn speculation on what Bella and Edward's wedding night and honeymoon would be like.  Mature themes.

Categories: Post-Eclipse Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Jasper
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 6094
[Report This] Published: August 07, 2008 Updated: August 21, 2008


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