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Real name: Amanda Elisala
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Episode by BoydBlog Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 931]
Summary:

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Bella Swan is a writer that is on a trip of a lifetime. Edward Cullen is a famous actor, whose life is a blur of film-sets, hotels and screaming fans. A destined encounter and a battle of mind over matter erupt amongst sensual music and a shared longing.

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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Angela, Bella, Ben, Edward, Emmett, James, Jasper, Jessica, Laurent, Mike, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 51 Completed: No Word count: 288899
[Report This] Published: January 02, 2010 Updated: August 31, 2014


Lunar Eclipse by Ren68 Rated: G starstarstarstar [Reviews - 40]
Summary:

 

Existence was hard, harder than I would have believed even a few years earlier. Being involved with Bella opened my world to things I wouldn’t have thought about before. Being human was far more difficult than I’d given them credit for, knowing now how wrong I truly was. And even after all of this… I wouldn’t change one thing.

Having her was the most important thing, and anything that came with that I would deal with. As long as she was with me, we’d be all right. Together we could conquer all. She was my existence now, and I couldn’t wait to exist.

 -Edward Cullen.


Categories: Eclipse Characters: Edward
Challenges:
Series: A Man Of Faith
Chapters: 20 Completed: No Word count: 104957
[Report This] Published: April 16, 2011 Updated: August 29, 2014


Coming Home by Sarges Girls Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2023]
Summary:

Coming Home by Sarge's Girls

School teacher Bella sends a care package and letter to Army sergeant Edward, who is stationed in Afghanistan. They begin a relationship through letters, phone calls, and video chats. There's love, there's language, and there's adult situations, plus a strong, independent Bella and the Edward we all know and love.

 

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 176 Completed: Yes Word count: 253104
[Report This] Published: June 03, 2012 Updated: August 15, 2014


Summary:

Edward Cullen is a hot, bad, gangsta fella who is a new kid in the Chicago underworld. But refusing to pay his respects to the big, ruling Godfather, his arrival is not welcomed. Bella is said Godfather’s estranged daughter who fled his father’s world in an attempt at a normal life.

Both men keep clashing and bumping heads, Edward’s power grows rapidly, men are tired of the old regime, and so a sort of gangster war ensues. Bella is caught in the mayhem when she becomes a prisoner in the hands of her father’s most hated enemy and rival. With Bella as a prisioner, Edward knows her father will have no choice but to do as he is told.

But does Edward have other motives to capture Bella?

**There is rape involved in one of the later chapters. If that topic offends you, please do not read** 

 

Thanks to the awesome Caius for my banner! I absolutely love it!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Completed: Yes Word count: 61861
[Report This] Published: June 06, 2009 Updated: July 29, 2014


Summary:

Banner by Fickle-F

 Awesome Banner by Fickle-F

 

Edward struggles to come to grips with his new life in Forks and a father he’s just met for the first time. He's unfamiliar with the easy going lifestyle he's been thrust into with the sudden death of his mom and step-father. Gone are the strict rules filled with harsh discipline and constant demands for perfection on the piano.

He finds a reason to fight his past demons when he meets a dark haired beauty that captures his heart. But then, his whole world is in jeopardy when a stalker threatens Bella and tries to destroy everything Edward now holds dear. LEMONS

 


"Our being is subject to all the chances of life." Katherine Anne Porter


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Carlisle, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Completed: No Word count: 55213
[Report This] Published: April 09, 2010 Updated: January 11, 2014


Numb by Tyranny Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 655]
Summary:

Numb by Tyranny

 

Bella has spent her life abused and betrayed. Now she feels nothing. When she meets the new boy in school she starts to feel again. But is the pain worth the possibility of something better? NC-17 for violence, language, possible lemons in later chapters.


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Jessica, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Completed: No Word count: 113960
[Report This] Published: November 10, 2009 Updated: August 12, 2013


Summary:

Twenty-two-year-old Bella Swan works for Edward Cullen, the thirty-nine-year-old Vice President at Providence Medical Center in Portland.  After years of fighting their attraction to each other, a quick tryst in the break room leads to a thrilling but complicated relationship.  Trying not to get caught by the prying eyes of their entire workplace, they’re forced to hide their relationship and deal with his ex-wife and his sixteen-year-old daughter.

 

 


Categories: Twilight, AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Completed: Yes Word count: 192628
[Report This] Published: September 20, 2012 Updated: June 25, 2013


Summary:

Esme Cullen's matchmaking leads to her son Edward dating fledging wedding photographer, Bella Swan. Falling for each other is effortless and soon Bella's career begins to take off. However, not everyone is quite so thrilled about Bella's happiness and success. A continuation of The Wedding Photographer, which was originally a one-shot.

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Completed: Yes Word count: 138398
[Report This] Published: June 30, 2011 Updated: April 21, 2013


Made to Live Alone by JustTry Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1407]
Summary:

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All Isabella Swan ever wanted was to be noticed; to be remembered, to be happy, and hopefully, one day that someone could love her. But as a twenty-eight-year-old virgin with only one true friend, Bella has started to come to the stark realization that maybe she's just made to live alone.

***Tissue Warning***


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 37 Completed: No Word count: 160009
[Report This] Published: June 15, 2010 Updated: April 21, 2013


Royal Duty by LiveInDakota Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 177]
Summary:

 

Life as a princess isn’t a fairytale like they would lead you to believe. Sometimes decisions are made you don’t like. Sometimes you don’t have a choice at all.

 

Barely out of school, it seems Bella’s future has already been decided, with a marriage she doesn’t want and a nation she doesn’t know how to rule, but not everything is at it seems, and Edward Masen is no exception.

 

E/B. Rated M for language and lemons. Slightly different for me, not too much angst :)

 

Banner made by the awesome FrozenSoldier :D


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Charlie, Edward, Renee
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Completed: No Word count: 52782
[Report This] Published: June 13, 2012 Updated: April 12, 2013


Summary:

 

One reckless night together lead to many years apart. A chance meeting rekindled a flame that sat smoldering all this time, but is it really possible to pick up where they left off? Continuation of o/s "The One that got Away", M for language and citrus

Hockeyward x Sportswriter Bella

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: No Word count: 42101
[Report This] Published: July 09, 2011 Updated: April 10, 2013


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A quiet, young editor meets a brooding man hiding under the façade of a charming entrepreneur and follows him into a mutual agreement. Watch the couple as they come to terms with an incomprehensible living arrangement and begin the journey to accepting a life together. Do relationships really last when hardships make it impossible to......

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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Completed: No Word count: 127026
[Report This] Published: April 06, 2010 Updated: March 06, 2013


Don't Ever Forget by kyla713 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 196]
Summary:

Sequel to Anything but Conventional. With an everlasting love, they say good bye. Will their love be enough to endure the distance and all the hardships along the way? AH/OOC Rated M for content and future lemons


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Completed: No Word count: 78070
[Report This] Published: October 22, 2009 Updated: February 23, 2013


Sins of my Past by content1 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1934]
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Banner by the awesome angelgoddess1981!  You rock babe!

Bella was left by Edward to clean up the ruins of her life after his betrayal. What happens when Edward finds out that not all was as it seems. What are the consequences of his sins and what will he do to get her back?

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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Leah, Rosalie, Seth
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 91 Completed: Yes Word count: 421991
[Report This] Published: September 29, 2011 Updated: January 14, 2013


Summary:

Edward broke Bella's heart the night she came home, wanting to share the happiest news of their lives. She leaves but stays in the marriage for appearances sake. After years apart Bella has decided that she finally wants to move on.

What will Edward do when he realizes that Bella intends to end their marriage? Fight for her? Or Set her free?

 


Categories: Twilight, AU-Human Characters: Bella
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Completed: No Word count: 234348
[Report This] Published: November 06, 2010 Updated: December 27, 2012


Summary:

Determined Heart by Jenny Cullen


Eighteen-year-old high school senior, Bella Swan, falls for the unattainable: her twenty-eight-year-old English teacher, Edward Masen. Will they give in to the temptation of forbidden desire or walk the line of the law?


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 14413
[Report This] Published: December 24, 2012 Updated: December 24, 2012


Colliding With Fate by Pbroken Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 216]
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Shy Isabella and dirty, playboy Edward find themselves fighting against fate when they become neighbors after a one night stand. Edward's got problems, and Isabella can't stop thinking about him. How long can they deny what is surely meant to be? AU/AH

A big thank you to Lonely-Soldier from fanfiction.net for the amazing banner.


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Completed: No Word count: 60461
[Report This] Published: December 16, 2010 Updated: December 17, 2012


Summary:

Bella and Mike wed four years ago and their marriage hasn't exactly been the picture of bliss. A carefully guarded secret surfaces, destroying an already fragile Bella. Everything she knew was a lie, everything she wanted for her life, wiped out with the click of a mouse. An E x B story.

Warning:
There is mention of past sexual assault, crappy childhoods, an even crappier marriage, and some very prevalent social issues (that I’m not going to mention here, because it would defeat the purpose of reading the story).

 

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Banner thanks to Forthelongestday

Excerpt: I looked at the clock again, 5:44.  Jesus Christ, did time stand still? Those fourteen minutes felt like fourteen hours.  As the moments ticked by, my palms began to sweat and a nervous pressure mounted in my chest. It's not the end of the world Bella; just the end of your marriage...and everything you knew. God, how was I going to do this? People up and left their spouses on a daily basis and never looked back. Of course, how many of them were under these same circumstances, I wondered.  How many women were faced with leaving the man they loved because he'd woven a lie so hurtful? When it finally surfaced, did it kill them?

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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Angela, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emily, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Mike, Renee, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 37 Completed: Yes Word count: 171435
[Report This] Published: August 29, 2011 Updated: November 27, 2012


Summary:

He's a Rodeo Cowboy and she is a local girl. Can they fall in love at the Greatest Outdoor Show on Earth?

Bella Swan knows there is one distinct advantage to living in the city of Calgary Alberta. That advantage is the Calgary Stampede; a summer event that brings her city to life for eleven days every July. With hundreds of things to do it was never boring. You could watch cowboys and cowgirls at the rodeo, ride the rides of the midway, test your skills at the games booths, or watch a spectacular fireworks display. At the Stampede there is something for everyone. This year, Bella’s something comes in the surprising form of rodeo cowboy Edward Cullen. Edward has travelled to Calgary for one purpose – to win the “Richest Ride in Rodeo”, but this year he is about to win something even better.

Neither was looking for the other, but if the timing is just right, the midway can be magical.

 

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Completed: Yes Word count: 82055
[Report This] Published: June 23, 2012 Updated: October 23, 2012


Summary:

All Human.  Bella gets knocked up during her senior year of high school, but Edward doesn't believe her.

Thank you to Mehek18 for the banner. Her site can be found here: www.Mehek18.tumblr.com

Recently Reviewed on Indy Fic Pimp - http://indieficpimp.blogspot.com/2011/03/ladytazzs-rec-of-week-328-43.html 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Angela, Bella, Billy, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, James, Jasper, Jessica, Mike, Other Character, Renee, Rosalie, Tanya, Victoria
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Completed: Yes Word count: 96724
[Report This] Published: December 13, 2010 Updated: September 09, 2012


The Loving Kind by thimbles Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 120]
Summary:

 

 

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There were nine words on the square of paper.

Nine simple words that I have waited over a year to hear: "I was wrong. I miss you. I love you."

 

My biggest mistake was falling in love with Bella. My second was telling her.

 

Please be advised: this story contains language, sex and will deal with themes of severe depression and suicide.

 

My stunning banner was made by the amazing Frozen Soldier!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Completed: No Word count: 76253
[Report This] Published: March 27, 2012 Updated: September 03, 2012


Resent by sistergrimm Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 234]
Summary:

AU Post-New Moon. NOTE- AU Hybrid Vamps:

Tony Swan

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Set in 2010, the supernatural world is in a crisis unprecedented, its' very structure challenged by a force yet to be seen. As this new threat sends ripples of discord and panic throughout the ranks, a young vampire and her two children, twin beings as different as light and dark, struggle to remain hidden in the shadows; away from the world they belong to.

But not for long: Embittered by the desperate state his father left him, his mother, and his sister in five years prior, Tony Swan yearns for purpose; an opportunity to let out who he truly is. No more lies. No more veils. He won't have to wait long-as his sister grows normally, he inches closer and closer to adulthood, mind and body rapidly maturing despite the few years he has walked this Earth. And yet, throughout all this, one key fact remains forgotten by the young hybrid: fate's plan is never simple.

And in a world where monsters of human and marble flesh exist, how can it be?

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Pulling to re-write:

Well, technically not pulling, but definitely re-writing.

I’ve given it a lot of thought. I was actually going to do this once I got the 13th chapter of my main WIP out (So it wouldn’t that bad of a shock, after all I already warned of a hiatus on its way), but so far I haven’t been able to churn out anything that could pass as a chapter that’s “in- character” in regards to the present version of my fic. It’s just…not working. No matter how hard I try to write ch.13, I keep going back to my old copies of chapters one, two, and three and re-writing them. Hell, I’m already on ch.4.

I’ve looked at my early chapters, compared them to the most recent ones, and realized that the flow, the tone of the writing itself, doesn’t match. I had a completely different mindset when I began, still figuring things out, still not setting things in stone, and throughout the experience I learned a lot. More so if I hadn’t posted in the first place. A huge learning experience, I guess you could say.

It made me remember why I wanted to write this story in the first place, and that because I was under the impression I had to conform to a framework because it was fan fiction, I put what I really wanted on the back burner in order to write/focus on what I thought was supposed to be written/focused on.

And then I finally had an epiphany: I don’t have to follow any sort of guideline. I can write what I want to write. I don’t have to have the story closely tailored around Edward and Bella, or any of the other canon characters, I don’t have to write from certain POV’s in the first place because the truth is, my story, as someone commented after looking over a past chapter I’d written, is “not really about Twilight.”
And that’ s the truth. Resent isn’t about Twilight, at least, not completely.

To the person who commented, thank you, by the way. You know who you are.

Now, you may ask, “why post a wip in the first place?” well, the truth was, I didn’t think the fandom would still be around once I completed Resent. It was 2010, the twi-craze was already dying down somewhat, and I thought it would be risky to take my time and finish the story first before posting. I thought I was working on borrowed time. Plus, I wasn’t sure if the twist I had going with my main oc’s. would be received well.

The reviews and the fact that a good number of us are still here kind of blows those pre-conceived notions out of the ballpark, to my sweet relief.

What I said in past thread posts still stands: as long as the story is posted, it is not abandoned. Hiatus maybe, but not abandoned. The fact that it is still there means that I’m still a part of the fandom. If I ever decide to flounce, there is no way in hell that I would ever leave any of my writing’s unmonitored on the internet. If I ever decide to discontinue, you readers will be the first to know.

I’m leaving the current copy of Resent on ff.net, twilighted, and twcs for these reasons, and also because I know there are some who still enjoy re-reading the posted chapters. I’m sorry if this is upsetting. I know the update schedule for this fic has been somewhat tumultuous and nail-biting, especially with how things were left the last chapter, but I feel like if I don’t say something now, I’m going to end up posting something bland and soulless. Once I’ve written enough of the new version (or completed it) I’ll pull the old version and start re-posting.

I won’t hold it against you if you flounce, just don’t tell me that you are.

Again, I’m sorry about this guy’s, but my gut is telling me this is something I have to do.

 


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No Word count: 81816
[Report This] Published: February 20, 2011 Updated: August 24, 2012


Summary:

When Bella finds out her Fiance, Edward, is killed in a crash in Paris she falls to ruin. After many suicide attempts, she is institutionalized. Bella tries to live without her life, but can she? What happens when an unexpected visitor appears?

*banner by maimu [velvetkitten]

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Excerpt: "He left me, He left me, He left me, He left me..." I repeated while hugging my arms around my knees, rocking back and forth in this cold, stark place. I didn't know what day it was, or even the time of that day. Nothing mattered anymore. Food had no taste, the air held no sweetness to my breath. My life was not worth living. I had tried on several times in vain to end it, but no one would let me succeed. Was I even alive? Or was this place my own concocted form of Hell? In my vision, there were no colors: only varying shades of grey, black, and white. The over-head florescent lights only aided in keeping my world grey. Their buzzing drowned out most of my inner-thoughts, a loud blaring keeping me in my zombie-like state. The hospital-like bed I rocked on was lumpy as I stared out the chain-bar covered window into the non-descript outside. A metal clicking sound came from the door of my-for lack of a better word-cell. Still, I kept rocking, repeating my mantra of desolation.

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Completed: No Word count: 46551
[Report This] Published: July 08, 2010 Updated: August 20, 2012


Summary:

 

Edward is a choral director, reeling from his recent divorce from his wife, Jessica. His world is filled with his daughter, Emma, his music and his job. Bella is an English teacher, running from her past and wary of love. ExB, AH, AU

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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: No Word count: 103153
[Report This] Published: June 16, 2012 Updated: July 20, 2012


Summary:

Bella is a single, business-oriented woman who realizes that the one thing she is missing in life is a child. When she decides to take matters into her own hands, however, things might go down a different path.


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 27407
[Report This] Published: June 06, 2011 Updated: July 15, 2012






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