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Summary:

Bella struggles with issues of commitment while Edward waits decades for her to make up her mind.  Alice interferes in her own usual ways.  All-vamp AU.  Originally written as a one-shot for the A Picture is Worth 1000 Words contest.

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Photo Credit: 

http://www.flickr.com/photos/jmsmytaste/ / CC BY-NC-SA 2.0

 

Excerpt from Chapter 1:

I traced the contours of Edward’s face in the photograph, stopping for a moment at the cigarette in his mouth.  His expressive amber eyes gazed out at the ocean before him, a different one than the one in front of me.  Had he seen this beach?  Had his footprints left marks upon the sand as he ran at beyond vampire speed towards the water?  Could he walk hand in hand with me amongst these crashing waves?

No, he wouldn’t be the one to ruin a commitment.  Leave it to me to be the first vampire to go against the concept of vampires mating for life.  For eternity.

Alice knew what she was doing when she sent me this particular photograph.  Edward was playing a role.  She knew—even if he didn’t—that I had worked alongside Carlisle as a nurse in 1918.  That I wasn’t strong enough to change him myself.  That I wasn’t strong enough to stay.

Il mio cantante.  Edward was my singer.

Even though the other pictures she sent were electronic and I didn’t dare print them out for fear that someone would find them, I didn’t need to see them in front of me to recall them in perfect detail.  This was the first photograph of Edward posing as a human.  As he was when I first met him.


Categories: AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Charlie, Edward, Renee
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: No Word count: 10870
[Report This] Published: April 11, 2010 Updated: July 16, 2010


Summary:

When Edward abandons Bella to discover a human life for herself, the resulting damage is something that neither of them could have imagined, and neither can heal alone.

The story begins under the streets of Volterra, and follows Edward and Bella back to Forks as they begin to sift through the wreck left in the wake of his lie.

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Thanks to Mkystich for my banner! I love it! The poetry is from Shakespeare's Hamlet, Act 2, Scene 2.

 

 

 


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Completed: Yes Word count: 89595
[Report This] Published: January 16, 2010 Updated: July 06, 2010


All of Me by flibbins Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3592]
Summary:

Bella lives to serve her Master. It can be tedious at times, titillating at others, but always, her world revolves around his. Come take a peek at the trials and triumphs in the life of a 24/7 consensual slave and find what happens when outside forces threaten to expose her lifestyle.

 

All of Me

 

Please note that this story contains graphic language, graphic sexual situations and is only intended for a mature audience. The BDSM relationship described herein is entirely consensual, but may be offensive to some readers. Read with caution. OOC, AU/AH


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: All of Me: The Series
Chapters: 25 Completed: No Word count: 109463
[Report This] Published: September 01, 2009 Updated: June 29, 2010


Broken by Wendyann Rated: R starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1078]
Summary:

How does someone survive a trauma that changes everything? How does she find the will to live? Edward was too late to save Bella in Port Angeles. Can she save herself?

*Note: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. If you are sensitive to this topic, please do not read.*

Thank you so much to Loushane for the amazing banner!


Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Completed: No Word count: 104063
[Report This] Published: May 15, 2009 Updated: June 28, 2010


Summary:

A story about pain... patience... depression... desire... addiction... passion... healing... hope... and above all, love.

Bella moves to Alaska after a devastating accident tears her life apart, leaving her depressed and alone.  Consumed by her loss, she spirals into a deep depression.  At her new high school, she meets Edward Cullen and her life will never be the same. 

Edward moves to Alaska to start over with his coven - as he has been doing for the past four centuries.  Spending hundreds of years alone on the fringes of society has turned him into a pessimistic, sarcastic rebel who has lost hope of ever finding a mate.  The moment he sees Bella Swan, his life is turned upside down.

As friendship and obsession grow into love, Edward helps Bella overcome her crippling grief and teaches her how to live again. 

 RFTA Alternate

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**Warning** This story deals with mental health issues. Please be warned if this is a theme which may bother you in any way.  

 

Nominated for an Indie TwiFic - AU story that knocks you off your feet

Indie TwiFic Awards


Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Emmett, Jasper, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: No Word count: 71573
[Report This] Published: July 03, 2009 Updated: June 22, 2010


Little Liar by daisy_belle Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 130]
Summary:

Little Liar

Everyone has to live with the consequences of their choices. Bella has been doing just that for years now. She ended things with her high school sweetheart, Edward, without telling him why. Since then, she's lived with the constant plague of guilt and 'what ifs.' Now, she has been presented with the one thing that she's hoped for for years - a chance to finally tell Edward the truth as to why she broke up with him. Is it too late for Edward and Bella? Can she finally admit to everyone, including herself, what the truth really is?

 Rated M for Future Lemons, Language, and Angst


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Charlie, Edward, Jacob, Jasper, Renesmee
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: No Word count: 19143
[Report This] Published: January 08, 2010 Updated: June 20, 2010


Summary:

In an alternate universe that picks up where Edward left in New Moon, Isabella is existing contentedly on the other side of the world. She has been changed despite all of Edward's precautions but he hasn't a clue. When fate steps in and brings the Cullens to Isabella, the changes in her wreak havoc in their hearts and on the rest of the vampire world.

AU, canon couples, rated for future lemons.

 

Big love to readergoof for the amazingly generous banner ♥.


Categories: AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Liam, Maggie, Other Character, Rosalie, Siobhan
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Completed: No Word count: 22806
[Report This] Published: February 20, 2010 Updated: June 15, 2010


Summary:

 

Drawing lines is, for a time, on hiatus. Please be patient with me. I'll let you know what's going on when I know.

 

Drawing Lines by Arizona Hale

 

The whole world is turned upside down when Bella is attacked in Port Angeles and she must be changed if Edward wants to keep her in his life. It is clear from the beginning that Bella is much more than she seems and the circumstances involving her attack and new found abilities prove to be a challenge that Edward and the rest of the family may be unable to prevail against.

When Bella turns to an unlikely source for help, will she be able to heal? Or will they become the keepers of the pieces of her broken heart?

An Edward and Bella story.


Canon-based AU, mostly canon pairings.

Story rating pertains to crude language, moderate sexuality, and graphic references to rape and violence.



Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Jasper, Marcus, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: No Word count: 31596
[Report This] Published: October 28, 2009 Updated: June 13, 2010


Standing Alone by right2write Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 264]
Summary:
Banner"He's gone." It is something of a mantra for me. Edward left me in the woods years ago. It is hard to recall how many months I spent in a walking coma but one day I awoke from it determined to live all on my own and vowed never again to let thoughts of Edward and his wayward family wound my heart again. It seemed to work for a while. By sheer determination I willed them out of my heart and mind, until my final year of college. A gift from a friend changed everything. A simple CD downloaded from a webpage and burned onto a generic looking Disc held them, melodies of a wounded heart. From the piano Alice tiptoed and twirled across my mind brandishing her contagious joy like a sword into my heart. Other songs, seemingly musical representations of a family that was almost mine, tore into my mind and heart haunting me. It became an addiction for me. I listened every night. I listened on the long drive to California to my new job, convinced it would somehow end the pain with over exposure to emotions long since buried. Until one night my window was left open and dreams crept in and I cast the music away. But I was too late. Somehow it had called them to me. But my wounds were healed and my life in a new place had no room for them in the sunshine. The Cullens, however, each had something to say about my new life.

I own nothing Twilight it all belongs SM!


Categories: AU Characters: Bella
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: No Word count: 38947
[Report This] Published: March 11, 2009 Updated: June 11, 2010


Welcome Home by rash12 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 133]
Summary:

Bella Swan moves to Forks, Washington. About to start a new job as a teacher at the local high school, she rents an old house that’s surprisingly cheap but she’s about to find out it’s cheap for a reason.

Thanks to ZEE_21 for the banner!!!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: No Word count: 15972
[Report This] Published: March 29, 2010 Updated: June 09, 2010


Legendary by nomdeplume Rated: R starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 284]
Summary:

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Edward Cullen used to be invisible. But all of a sudden, after summer break, he's back and unrecognizable- gorgeous, confident and irresistable to any woman he looks at. As Bella Swan delves into what exactly changed Edward so drastically and investigates his power over the females of Forks, she begins to realize... she might not like the answers she gets.   A fun, naughty little quasi-mystery.

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Categories: AU, AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Completed: Yes Word count: 44004
[Report This] Published: January 06, 2010 Updated: June 08, 2010


Summary:

Bella is a princess. Her bodyguard Edward is an old childhood friend and has been in love with her since they were kids. Now that they are older, though, he is keeping things professional, but will he admit his feelings? Will Bella realize she loves him?

Create your own banner at mybannermaker.com!

banner made by lostmytrainofthought!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No Word count: 20312
[Report This] Published: December 15, 2008 Updated: May 27, 2010


Broken Doll by RowanMoon Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1435]
Summary:

Young woman, back to us, walking into the forest.

 

Nominated for Best Supernatural in The Silent Tear Awards!

           Voting ends June 20.

 

Please check out the other stories and vote for your favorites;

http://silent-tear-awards.webs.com/vote.htm

 

~Nominated for Best AU in the Shimmers Snowflake Quarter 2010.~

 

Nine years has passed since Edward left her cold and alone on the forest floor. She has become familiar with the darkness and has relied upon Jacob to be her warmth and light.  After nearly a decade of living in the shadows of others, a crushed and broken Bella wanders off into the forest in search of the place where everything had gone wrong. 

She's known the cold bite of Ice.  She runs from Fire's all consuming intensity. What she finds on her jilted journey will change the way she remembers both forever. 

 

~summary by the fabulous Spaniard, talented author of Purgatory and North Star Rising.

 

 

 

 

 

 


Categories: AU Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Completed: Yes Word count: 101571
[Report This] Published: March 31, 2009 Updated: May 27, 2010


Summary: BannerFans.com

Bella is a school librarian leading a naughty secret life. Edward is a history teacher with a naughty obsession. If he could only see what is right in front of his face... AU/AH - Rated M for Hot LEMONS! Each chapter alternates POV's
Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 25513
[Report This] Published: January 01, 2010 Updated: May 26, 2010


Summary:

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Six years ago, Edward left Bella for her own good and entered his own personal hell.  Returning to her was never an option, and thinking of her was an indulgence he didn't deserve.  Now, with her bestselling novel "Dusk," about a human girl who falls hopelessly in love with a vampire, Bella Swan is a household name.  Her story, her image, assaults Edward at every turn, until he can no longer ignore the obsession he has never been able to forget.  He searches her out, determined to prove that his love, his lust, his regret, is so powerful that he will never push her away again.  Can Edward convince Bella that he deserves a second chance, or will Bella remain tied to the fame, fortune, and men of her new life?


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: No Word count: 21539
[Report This] Published: January 12, 2010 Updated: April 23, 2010


Summary:

Three months after Edward leaves Bella is still a zombie. She has not yet developed a friendship with Jacob. But one day she finds a human Edward at her door. How does their relationship handle Edward's newfound humanity? 

Another Edward turning human story, but it's different. Things still can never be easy for love. AU. 

Rated NC-17 for underage drinking and later on, violence. No detailed lemons. 

But fluff galore. 

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"The doorbell rang once again and I turned the knob to greet the person. I don't know what happened after that. I only remember a pair of beautiful emerald green eyes looking directly at me."

Thank you to readergoof for the AMAZING banner!!!!! 


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Completed: No Word count: 60446
[Report This] Published: April 08, 2009 Updated: April 22, 2010


Summary:

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 (banner by the awesome m81170)

When Bella moves to Forks, she's surprised that there's someone living in the house across from hers... and even more so that her window faces directing into someone else's! Will these two window buddies be able to get over their naivity and shyness to discover that they're meant to be? AU, AH BxE all the way... enjoy!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Billy, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Other Character, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Completed: No Word count: 62092
[Report This] Published: January 05, 2009 Updated: April 13, 2010


Summary:

Bella is the police chief’s perfect daughter.  Edward is the troubled doctor’s son.  When Bella catches her boyfriend cheating on her, she gives in to impulse and hops on the back of Edward’s motorcycle and travels across the country learning about life, love, and how to change a flat tire.

 

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 Thanks to RoseArcadia, RachelleMyBell (also my FF beta) and Kris for the awesome banners 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: No Word count: 29559
[Report This] Published: January 05, 2010 Updated: April 11, 2010


Summary:

This is an alternative ending to New Moon AU and slightly OOC, for Bella anyway. It starts when Rosalie calls Edward to tell him what Alice saw. Rosalie tells Edward that Bella jumped and that Alice went back to Forks to check on her. Edward decides to come back to find out what is going on. Also, Victoria does not make a newborn army in Seattle...but don't worry about that just yet ;)

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WARNING: This is not a "Jacob is the devil" type of story. Even though it will end up with ExB, if you want to stab Jake, then you probably shouldn't read this fic 'cause I love him and I will not write him as a complete ass.

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns everything Twilight

Copyright infringment is not intended


Categories: AU Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob, Victoria
Challenges:
Series: The Butterfly Effect
Chapters: 19 Completed: No Word count: 64370
[Report This] Published: April 30, 2009 Updated: April 09, 2010


Summary: Feature

 Thank you, hellacullen, for the awesome banner!

Edward’s rebellious period didn’t last a few years; it lasted seventy.  A solitary hunter on the fringe of society, he stumbles across a young woman praying. Can he seduce her away from everything she's ever known? And will he be willing to fight for Bella instead of fighting against her?

AU, a bit OOC, canon couples.  Rated for lemons, violence and adult subject matter.

Banner by Zesty_T, awesome!

Banner by n7of9 Thank you!

Banner by readergoof, thank you!

 


Categories: AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Completed: Yes Word count: 129165
[Report This] Published: August 18, 2009 Updated: March 27, 2010


Threadbare by Bionic Becks Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 140]
Summary:

Childhood pipe-dreams & promises... When Bella's Mother relocates them away from her best friend, her heart is left hanging by a thread. 16 Years later when fate steps in, will the world famous, Teddy Masen remember where his heart belongs? 

A romantic love story, with a few laughs and zesty lemons thrown in for good measure!

ThreadbareSSVO

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Emmett, Jasper
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Completed: No Word count: 57825
[Report This] Published: December 22, 2009 Updated: March 23, 2010


Summary:

Bella has grown from an orphaned sixteen year old raised by her older brother Emmett and his friends affectionately known as ‘her boys’, to an up and coming first year medical intern. When a day in the ER turns dangerous can her boys, now members of the best SWAT team in Chicago save her? Eventual Canon pairings. Rated 'NC-17' for strong language, lemons.

 

Newest fanmade banner that I thought was cool and had to add by Twilighted's ebonyy:

 

 

Outtakes Now posting on Twilighted.  This banner by yours truly :)


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward, Emmett
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 71 Completed: Yes Word count: 482203
[Report This] Published: September 17, 2009 Updated: March 22, 2010


Summary:

 

Bella is left in a world of darkness after Edward leaves her. But just when things start to look bright again, weird things begin to happen. She wonders who could be the cause, knowing only one person could-Edward. But why after he promised to leave forever? An AU version of New Moon starting during her "blank page" period.


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Completed: No Word count: 73511
[Report This] Published: April 05, 2009 Updated: March 21, 2010


The List by Laura Cullen Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 13645]
Summary:

Four weeks before her wedding to Edward, Bella is frustrated. She knows there's little-to-no chance of getting him to bend his rules and boundaries now, but there's no harm in fantasizing about what could happen later. So she begins compiling a list of things that she and Edward can do together once they're happily married. She's surprised to find she might be able to cross some things off earlier than she thought...

Story contains mature themes and is not intended for younger readers.

Thanks to Mandi, aka m81170, for the great banner!


Categories: Post-Eclipse Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Completed: Yes Word count: 187877
[Report This] Published: December 28, 2008 Updated: March 18, 2010


Perspective by ekimmuh Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 2527]
Summary:

Edward seeks out the counsel of his father and brothers after agreeing to be with Bella after their wedding. What will Edward do with that advise and how will he and Bella prepare for their upcoming wedding night.

Thanks to Anne Cullen for this beautiful banner.

Perspective Banner

Shimmer Award


Categories: Post-Eclipse, Breaking Dawn Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 42 Completed: Yes Word count: 132792
[Report This] Published: October 18, 2008 Updated: March 17, 2010






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