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Real name: Nikki
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Summary:

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New teacher and aspiring writer, Bella Swan, moves to Seattle. She finds fan-fiction-creation-inspiration in the attractive and surly playboy who lives in the upscale condo across from hers. As her newest on-line story, From Hate to Heat, develops so does a correspondence with a mysterious reader/reviewer of that story. Who, exactly is reading Bella's/bellybeans' fanfic? It's a case of art imitating life and life imitating art. A fan-fic within a fan-fic story with all the canon usuals. Hilarity/UST/Love and lemons.


Categories: Twilight Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Emmett, Jasper, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 59 Completed: No Word count: 399617
[Report This] Published: June 21, 2011 Updated: May 21, 2013


A Brave New World by youngmei Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 990]
Summary:

Edward and Bella

“Bella, I’m going to give you some privacy. I won’t go far, but I won’t listen either. I know you don’t want an audience, no matter which way you decide to go.”

Three years after his mysterious disappearance, Edward’s final words to Bella still haunt her every waking moment. For her parents, Bella tries to put the past behind her and start a new life but one phone call shatters her fragile new world. Bella must then choose between her new life and the potential heartache of her past.

All canon pairings. NO CHARACTER DEATH. This is an Edward and Bella story.

I'd like to thank ms_ambrosia for the awesome banner!


Categories: Eclipse, AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 39 Completed: No Word count: 161635
[Report This] Published: February 09, 2010 Updated: May 06, 2013


Summary:

 

There is danger in pursuing what your heart desires. A seductive and mysterious stranger leads Bella into a path of unsettling self-discovery. How much can she sacrifice to find out what she wants, what she needs? AH Darkward BxE Sexual Themes

 

 This awesome banner by PawsPeaches


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Completed: No Word count: 78889
[Report This] Published: November 05, 2011 Updated: April 24, 2013


It's Not Over by ginamr Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 60]
Summary:

He’d hurt her and nearly destroyed her. But Edward’s crucial mistake was thinking that Bella wouldn’t fight back. Bella was a lot tougher than she looked and she was damned if she was going to believe for one minute that the last several months of her life had been a lie.


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Completed: No Word count: 23395
[Report This] Published: January 09, 2011 Updated: April 11, 2013


Summary:

Whatever is left of me

When Edward returns to Bella of his own accord, he does not realise that just a few hours earlier she nearly drowned in an attempt to hear his voice. He soon finds that the girl he came back to is indeed very much altered from the girl he left behind, and that it takes more than saying sorry to rebuild their lives.

Thanks to Annamorphos for providing the banner!


Categories: New Moon Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Completed: No Word count: 82053
[Report This] Published: February 04, 2011 Updated: April 05, 2013


Feral by opalaline Rated: R starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 611]
Summary:

When Bella signed up for a summer archeology program, she thought she'd be exploring fossils and sedimentary rock. Little did she know, she would find herself the primary caretaker for a man with no verbal capacity or human interaction skills--a feral man

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Completed: Yes Word count: 115651
[Report This] Published: April 05, 2011 Updated: January 01, 2013


Summary:

Edward broke Bella's heart the night she came home, wanting to share the happiest news of their lives. She leaves but stays in the marriage for appearances sake. After years apart Bella has decided that she finally wants to move on.

What will Edward do when he realizes that Bella intends to end their marriage? Fight for her? Or Set her free?

 


Categories: Twilight, AU-Human Characters: Bella
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Completed: No Word count: 234348
[Report This] Published: November 06, 2010 Updated: December 27, 2012


Summary:

When faced with a betrayal that could tear them apart, Edward and Bella must put their faith in the healing power of love. WARNING: this story deals with rape and its aftermath. 

Hurt/Comfort/Romance, ExB

***Gorgeous banner artwork (above) was made by the talented Fernanda. Many thanks to her for allowing me to use this masterpiece for my banner. View more of her work here***


Categories: Post-Eclipse, AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Completed: No Word count: 160351
[Report This] Published: March 04, 2010 Updated: November 21, 2012


Summary:

 

 

Bella has the gift of second sight. After a tragic accident her world collides with Edward's. She is expecting him, but he is not ready for her.

An exploration of Edward's growing feelings for the woman he is, at first, salivating to consume.

*** A/U Mostly Canon pairings. Vampire/Human/Wolfpack *Will contain Lemons in later chapters*

**Indie Twific Nominee**

 


Categories: AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Completed: No Word count: 202250
[Report This] Published: February 25, 2010 Updated: November 19, 2012


Dreams Come True by tinaababy Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 211]
Summary:

Bella is a struggling English teacher. An almost-accident lands her in the arms of prince charming. Modern day times and a fairytale type of romance-or is it? AH/M.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. Stephenie Meyer and Summit own the right. I just play around with the characters.

Banner by: Candykizzes24

DTC Banner


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Completed: No Word count: 84308
[Report This] Published: April 05, 2011 Updated: November 17, 2012


Summary:

 

 

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"His agony defines him. His memories destroy him.

But his hope is what sustains him, feeds him, encourages him. It's his purpose. And he doesn't deny it.

Offered the chance to leave all pain and misery behind, Edward knew that it was better to suffer his loss than to forget it. For in having it, Bella remains his and only his.

To forget would be the ultimate betrayal, abandoning her once again to a world of lonliness and despair. He had already done that once upon a time, and he did so spectacularly.

He'll find her. He has to. 

HE HAS TO."

- icrodriguez (the most beautiful review I have ever received.  THANK YOU for allowing me the honour of displaying it here.  It sums up the tone of this story beautifully, hearts, Erin)

 

Left in the woods, an unfortunate run-in with Laurant and 45 years later - Bella finds herself facing everything she has ever wanted.  Does it want her back?  What will she discover about how Edward has been spending his time...

 

Rated for later chapters.

 


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Completed: No Word count: 140624
[Report This] Published: May 06, 2009 Updated: September 22, 2012


Resent by sistergrimm Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 233]
Summary:

AU Post-New Moon. NOTE- AU Hybrid Vamps:

Tony Swan

Banner by Mehek18

Set in 2010, the supernatural world is in a crisis unprecedented, its' very structure challenged by a force yet to be seen. As this new threat sends ripples of discord and panic throughout the ranks, a young vampire and her two children, twin beings as different as light and dark, struggle to remain hidden in the shadows; away from the world they belong to.

But not for long: Embittered by the desperate state his father left him, his mother, and his sister in five years prior, Tony Swan yearns for purpose; an opportunity to let out who he truly is. No more lies. No more veils. He won't have to wait long-as his sister grows normally, he inches closer and closer to adulthood, mind and body rapidly maturing despite the few years he has walked this Earth. And yet, throughout all this, one key fact remains forgotten by the young hybrid: fate's plan is never simple.

And in a world where monsters of human and marble flesh exist, how can it be?

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Pulling to re-write:

Well, technically not pulling, but definitely re-writing.

I’ve given it a lot of thought. I was actually going to do this once I got the 13th chapter of my main WIP out (So it wouldn’t that bad of a shock, after all I already warned of a hiatus on its way), but so far I haven’t been able to churn out anything that could pass as a chapter that’s “in- character” in regards to the present version of my fic. It’s just…not working. No matter how hard I try to write ch.13, I keep going back to my old copies of chapters one, two, and three and re-writing them. Hell, I’m already on ch.4.

I’ve looked at my early chapters, compared them to the most recent ones, and realized that the flow, the tone of the writing itself, doesn’t match. I had a completely different mindset when I began, still figuring things out, still not setting things in stone, and throughout the experience I learned a lot. More so if I hadn’t posted in the first place. A huge learning experience, I guess you could say.

It made me remember why I wanted to write this story in the first place, and that because I was under the impression I had to conform to a framework because it was fan fiction, I put what I really wanted on the back burner in order to write/focus on what I thought was supposed to be written/focused on.

And then I finally had an epiphany: I don’t have to follow any sort of guideline. I can write what I want to write. I don’t have to have the story closely tailored around Edward and Bella, or any of the other canon characters, I don’t have to write from certain POV’s in the first place because the truth is, my story, as someone commented after looking over a past chapter I’d written, is “not really about Twilight.”
And that’ s the truth. Resent isn’t about Twilight, at least, not completely.

To the person who commented, thank you, by the way. You know who you are.

Now, you may ask, “why post a wip in the first place?” well, the truth was, I didn’t think the fandom would still be around once I completed Resent. It was 2010, the twi-craze was already dying down somewhat, and I thought it would be risky to take my time and finish the story first before posting. I thought I was working on borrowed time. Plus, I wasn’t sure if the twist I had going with my main oc’s. would be received well.

The reviews and the fact that a good number of us are still here kind of blows those pre-conceived notions out of the ballpark, to my sweet relief.

What I said in past thread posts still stands: as long as the story is posted, it is not abandoned. Hiatus maybe, but not abandoned. The fact that it is still there means that I’m still a part of the fandom. If I ever decide to flounce, there is no way in hell that I would ever leave any of my writing’s unmonitored on the internet. If I ever decide to discontinue, you readers will be the first to know.

I’m leaving the current copy of Resent on ff.net, twilighted, and twcs for these reasons, and also because I know there are some who still enjoy re-reading the posted chapters. I’m sorry if this is upsetting. I know the update schedule for this fic has been somewhat tumultuous and nail-biting, especially with how things were left the last chapter, but I feel like if I don’t say something now, I’m going to end up posting something bland and soulless. Once I’ve written enough of the new version (or completed it) I’ll pull the old version and start re-posting.

I won’t hold it against you if you flounce, just don’t tell me that you are.

Again, I’m sorry about this guy’s, but my gut is telling me this is something I have to do.

 


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No Word count: 81816
[Report This] Published: February 20, 2011 Updated: August 24, 2012


Sunshine by Miss Dare Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 101]
Summary:

Sunshine banner by Annamorphos

What if everything went very wrong in Volterra? Edward's decisions have led to the death of two family members and Bella's becoming a vampire. The Cullen family has fallen apart. How can you live forever when you've lost those who you've loved the most?

AU, hurt/comfort, non-canon pairing, B/J. Rated N-17 for "lemons".

 


Categories: New Moon Characters: Jasper
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Completed: Yes Word count: 30978
[Report This] Published: August 22, 2011 Updated: August 10, 2012


Summary:

28 year old English teacher, Bella Swan is dreading being dragged to her 10 year reunion with Alice; until a certain social networking site offers her a very welcome blast from the past...

 

BxE, AH. NC-17 for lemons in later chapters.

Thank you to @fallanydeeper for my beautiful banner. 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Completed: No Word count: 67978
[Report This] Published: November 10, 2010 Updated: August 04, 2012


Summary:

 

Edward Cullen, multi Grammy-award winning, platinum selling artist, is back in the studio and working on his newest instalment. Enter Bella Swan; the business' newest recruit and recording her debut album.

With one treading dangerous water after she is thrown in at the deep end, and the other struggling to find inspiration or meaning in anything, can they find the answers in one another?

Throw in Edward's dark past and even darker addictions, their feuding differences in art, and many long nights at the studio and there is bound to be tension. But how can you keep the one thing you'd never want to share to yourself, in a world so crazy with publicity and celebrity?

Rated M for Pianoward, language and dark themes, including attempted rape and drug use.

Amazing banner by FrozenSoldier! :)


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward, Felix, Heidi, James, Jasper
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Completed: No Word count: 83443
[Report This] Published: September 21, 2010 Updated: July 21, 2012


Summary:

Edward Masen has lived the life of a nomadic vampire, travelling with James and Victoria since he awoke as an immortal. His ability to read minds has had the unusual side effect of making him a vampire with a conscience. Despite the ridicule from his coven mates, he's confident he's making the best of his existence and doing what's morally right... until he stumbles upon a brown-eyed girl reading in a meadow in Forks. As he attempts to befriend her and learns more about the sleepy town of Forks, Edward finds there's a lot more to being a vampire than he ever thought possible.


Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Bella, Edward, James, Victoria
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 42 Completed: Yes Word count: 276627
[Report This] Published: April 22, 2010 Updated: June 26, 2012


Summary:

Bella is a witness in peril. Emmett Cullen is the deputy assigned to protect her. When the witness protection program proves unsafe, Emmett has Bella pose as his brother Edward's fiancée. ExB. AU/AH.

 

 

Hiding in Plain Sight

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward, Emmett
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Completed: No Word count: 138506
[Report This] Published: September 14, 2008 Updated: June 14, 2012


Last Night In Forks by Rushed Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 442]
Summary:

On the last night of her annual trip to Forks to see her father, Bella finds herself a gorgeous distraction from ex boyfriend James.  Thinking she’ll never see the gorgeous Edward again she goes further than she ever thought she would with a complete stranger.   Will this be the last time they ever see each other or does fate have other ideas?

Thanks to the fabulous Mkystich for my lovely banner!!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Completed: No Word count: 94747
[Report This] Published: July 26, 2009 Updated: May 31, 2012


Rosebud by Arabella_ Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 302]
Summary:

Rosebud by Arabella_

 

Millionaire Edward Cullen fell quickly for small town Bella, and their dreamy romance soon led to wedding bells. But their relationship’s foundation is anything but sturdy.

When their new marriage is about to fall apart, Bella inexplicably goes missing. Edward is determined to search for her, but does Bella want to be found?

~*~

A time-jumping romance filled with love, heartache and intrigue. Rated for language and some sexuality.

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Completed: No Word count: 44664
[Report This] Published: January 28, 2011 Updated: May 13, 2012


Summary:

One lie sealed his fate. He couldn’t look back and he couldn’t move on, but what happens when he finds out, sixteen years later, it was all a lie. Can he become the father she needs, and can she accept that she was really wanted? Canon pairings eventually.

http://pics.livejournal.com/tkegl/pic/000er8qy


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 39 Completed: No Word count: 144782
[Report This] Published: April 10, 2011 Updated: May 12, 2012


Summary:

What do you do when the one you thought would love you forever up and leaves you? You move to Vegas of course!

It's 3 years after Edward left Bella. She's discovered a new life, and made new friends, but has never really gotten over Edward's abandonment.

When a chance encounter with Alice at a local Vegas night club brings the Cullens back full force into Bella's life, how will she react? Is there any hope for them to rekindle their friendships? More importantly, is there any chance that she and Edward can work through her distrust and his shame and guilt to get back their undying love, or does attention from a new love interest have Bella distracted?

Come on in to the world of Crooked Halo's and Ink Junkies, and find out!

New Banner

 


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Lauren, Other Character, Renee, Rosalie, Tanya, Victoria
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Completed: No Word count: 96581
[Report This] Published: November 19, 2009 Updated: April 15, 2012


A Life Lived by labrattus Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 184]
Summary:

AU - As Bella waits for Jacob to make her cliff dive, Victoria takes advantage of this opportunity.  The story deviates from New Moon at this point.


Categories: AU, New Moon Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Completed: No Word count: 46123
[Report This] Published: August 04, 2009 Updated: April 08, 2012


The Night Before by evieeden Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 441]
Summary:

What if the first time Bella dreamed of Edward she wasn't really dreaming. Would their growing relationship be tainted by what had already occured?

Based on the 'that was the first night I dreamed of Edward Cullen' deleted scene from the Twilight DVD.

The Night Before Banner

 

Thanks to m81170 for the banner.


Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: No Word count: 54658
[Report This] Published: September 20, 2009 Updated: March 23, 2012


Blue Moon by Porcelain Mortal Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 596]
Summary:

Edward finally gives in to his desire to "check up" on Bella after he left. He vowed only to watch her from a distance, but how can he resist the force of the love that brought him back in the first place? When Bella's life is in danger again, will Edward be able to save her one last time?

This is a story that's been bouncing around in my head so much it finally demanded to be written. Edward's POV.

Blue Moon Banner

 


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Jacob
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Completed: Yes Word count: 51875
[Report This] Published: September 29, 2008 Updated: March 21, 2012


Rabbit Heart by KitsuShel Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 321]
Summary:

When a stalker gets too close to rockstar, Izzy Dwyer, she makes a choice that brings her back to her hometown and leads her on a journey full of new love and friendships.

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Completed: No Word count: 88554
[Report This] Published: February 05, 2011 Updated: March 17, 2012






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