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Real name: Amana
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Disrepair by chy3 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 187]
Summary:

She had the perfect life. Perfect Job. Perfect house. Perfect husband and a baby on the way. She had it all. That is, until one singular moment took it all away...

A story about a love lost and the rocky journey to a new one through trying twists and turns of depression and the lows that go along with it. The path to love was never easy. 

[This is a Bella story. Eventual B/E. Rated M for dark themes and swearing. OOC. If you're not a fan of dark themes, including depression, thoughts of suicide, anything often accompanies depression, graphic descriptions, etc., then this story is not for you. There will be very, very little fluff. Move on if that is your thing.]

 


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Huge thank you to Readergoof for making me such an awesome banner!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Chelsea, Edward, Emmett, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Completed: Yes Word count: 93520
[Report This] Published: November 22, 2010 Updated: July 15, 2012


Summary:

Abandoned by his parents, seven year old Edward is neglected and abused in his foster home and his only close friend, Bella, lives in Arizona for ten months out of the year.  It is only when the Cullens unexpectedly enter his life that he learns what it means to be loved and his wounded soul starts to heal.

When tragedy brings Bella to Forks for good, she comes hiding a secret too big to share, even with him.  Can these two tortured souls find happiness in a mad world of vampires and werewolves or are they already doomed by their own past?

WARNING: Strong language, underage drug and alcohol abuse, thoughts of suicide and suicide attempts, mental illness and child abuse.  Future lemons. Major angst.

All canon couples.

This is Edward's story.


Categories: AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Embry, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Quil, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Completed: No Word count: 94261
[Report This] Published: February 14, 2011 Updated: May 08, 2012


Summary:

Bella takes a vacation to Hilton Head Island in South Carolina to meet Alice's new boyfriend, Jasper. Rosalie and Emmett come along, too, just in case Bella didn't feel like enough of a fifth wheel. With Jasper's roommate out of town, Bella has his nice big bed all to herself. Until Edward comes home in the middle of the night...

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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Emmett, Jacob, Jasper, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: Always Human , SMUT - Best of the Best - Edward and Bella
Chapters: 36 Completed: Yes Word count: 163211
[Report This] Published: March 01, 2009 Updated: December 21, 2011


Vegas, Baby! by jslack0816 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3190]
Summary:

Bella takes a trip to Vegas with her roommates Alice and Rosalie. After one wild night, Bella's life is turned upside down. A marriage certificate, a pregnancy, and a best friend in ICU send Bella and her friends into a whirlwind of emotions. Canon pairings and future LEMONS!

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Much thanks to readergoof and annamorphos (respectively) for the awesome banners!  Also, to Project Team Beta for taking this story on!  You all are the best!

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Always Human
Chapters: 32 Completed: No Word count: 206944
[Report This] Published: June 12, 2009 Updated: December 01, 2011


A Rough Start by itzmegan73 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 877]
Summary:

Overnight, irresponsible Edward goes from bachelor to father of a 5 yr old boy. Meanwhile responsible, prepared Bella begins her first job as Kindergarten teacher at Forks Elementary. When irresponsible meets the epitome of responsible, sparks will fly!

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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 41 Completed: Yes Word count: 250550
[Report This] Published: February 11, 2010 Updated: August 31, 2011


Summary:

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After a fight with her husband, Bella ends up in a bar with her best friend. The path she chooses that night will change every aspect of her life from that moment on.

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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Completed: No Word count: 49641
[Report This] Published: June 07, 2009 Updated: June 01, 2011


Edit My Life by djoneal Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 239]
Summary:

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Bella, after having her life ripped apart, moves to Portland in an attempt to escape her shattered dreams and stalker of an ex. Broken and disillusioned, will she be able to pick up the pieces and start anew? Will she ever trust enough to love again?


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Completed: No Word count: 161928
[Report This] Published: March 16, 2010 Updated: May 29, 2011


Where We Came From by pbear Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 226]
Summary:

Bella is beginning her first year as a doctoral student in biology at the University of Washington, in the lab of Dr. Carlisle Cullen.  She thinks she's going to identify how snake venom poisons prey, but as she delves deeper into her experiment she realizes that she's stumbled onto something far more sinister.

 


Categories: AU Characters: Alice, Angela, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Completed: No Word count: 38412
[Report This] Published: August 12, 2010 Updated: May 16, 2011


Summary:

It's been three long years since Edward left Bella, and things within The Cullen family have changed epically. After Edward's final stand off with Victoria, Emmett is left heartbroken and alone. A chance vision sends him back to Forks, and into the healing arms of the one person he never expected. Why fight with fate?

 

 New Moon AU - Bella/Emmett.

 


Categories: New Moon, Eclipse, AU Characters: Alec, Alice, Angela, Aro, Bella, Caius, Carlisle, Carmen, Charlie, Demetri, Edward, Eleazar, Emmett, Esme, Felix, Irina, Jacob, Jane, Jasper, Kate, Laurent, Leah, Marcus, Renee, Rosalie, Sam, Tanya
Challenges:
Series: Emmett Stories
Chapters: 23 Completed: No Word count: 64433
[Report This] Published: January 13, 2009 Updated: February 22, 2011


Summary:

 

 

Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you gotta find the ones worth suffering for.”– Bob Marley

This story starts right where New Moon left off.

Edward has just proposed and Bella can’t seem to give him a straight answer. She just got back from Italy and is grounded until for-ev-er! Jacob isn’t talking to her and to top it off Charlie and Renée decide to come clean about a huge secret they’ve been harboring.

Can Bella deal with this new information, without her best friend? Can she embrace a past she never knew existed?

As Bella comes to terms with this new revelation and all it entails, Victoria runs rampant with her newborn army in Seattle.

Head over to http://mrsalicehale.wordpress.com and get teasers for upcoming chapters as well as other goodies.

 

 


Categories: Eclipse, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Billy, Brady, Bree, Carlisle, Charlie, Collin, Edward, Embry, Emily, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jared, Jasper, Kim, Leah, Other Character, Paul, Quil, Renee, Rosalie, Sam, Seth, Victoria
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 13339
[Report This] Published: April 27, 2010 Updated: January 04, 2011


Extraction by Ready4Jasper Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 925]
Summary:

When Bella's unit is ambushed in the jungle and she is taken captive, an elite team is sent in to save her.  As events unfold, Bella finds herself caught in the web of this mysterious team made up of elite, and unique, people.  Things become even more interesting when she discovers that the leader of this group is a man she thought had dissapeared forever. 

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Props to Annamorphos for her awesome banner making skills!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Completed: No Word count: 124260
[Report This] Published: July 19, 2009 Updated: October 06, 2010


Failure To Thrive by Julesnerd Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 686]
Summary:

Bella remains sexually unfulfilled after three separate liaisons with “boys” instead of men. Diagnosed as frigid, she is on the verge of giving up on her sexuality.  She encounters Edward Masen, another sexual misfit, and things begin to change.  B/E/AH/AU/OOC.  Rated NC-17 for language and sexual content.

WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS ADULT THEMES RELATED TO VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Completed: No Word count: 149083
[Report This] Published: July 15, 2009 Updated: October 05, 2010


Summary:

Click here to watch the video trailer created by lilabut.

At a pivotal moment in New Moon, a simple choice alters the course of Bella's future, and she is forced to endure several more weeks before Edward's eventual return to Forks.  Victoria, a pack of young werewolves, and the blossoming of an undeniable bond become the least of Bella's concerns as she undergoes her own supernatural transformation. It turns out vampires and werewolves aren’t the only things that go bump in the night.  Edward/Bella/Jacob

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A huge thank you to placeofthunder for the lovely banner!


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Billy, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Embry, Emily, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jared, Jasper, Kim, Leah, Quil, Rosalie, Sam, Seth, Victoria
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Completed: Yes Word count: 145984
[Report This] Published: August 30, 2008 Updated: August 30, 2010


Summary:

Alice and Bella are in high school, and to celebrate the commencement of their junior year, Alice is throwing an end of the year party. After much begging, she gets Bella to attend. Unfortunately, someone spiked the drinks, and Bella gets drunk. She ends up being seduced by a beautiful bronze haired boy, who she can't remember ever seeing before. A couple weeks later, her mother, Esme, announces that she's remarrying. Bella's going to have a new stepbrother. This stepbrother is none other than the handsome stranger she fell in love with at Alice's party. And to top it off, she discovers that she's pregnant...  

Rated NC-17 for teenage drinking-nothing explicit

Thank you to TaintedDarkInuShemeeko for the awesome banner!!!!!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Angela, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Jessica, Nessie, Other Character, Renesmee, Rosalie, Tanya
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Completed: No Word count: 44596
[Report This] Published: March 30, 2009 Updated: July 19, 2010


Broken by Wendyann Rated: R starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1084]
Summary:

How does someone survive a trauma that changes everything? How does she find the will to live? Edward was too late to save Bella in Port Angeles. Can she save herself?

*Note: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. If you are sensitive to this topic, please do not read.*

Thank you so much to Loushane for the amazing banner!


Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Completed: No Word count: 104063
[Report This] Published: May 15, 2009 Updated: June 28, 2010


Summary:

Edward Cullen is a hot, bad, gangsta fella who is a new kid in the Chicago underworld. But refusing to pay his respects to the big, ruling Godfather, his arrival is not welcomed. Bella is said Godfather’s estranged daughter who fled his father’s world in an attempt at a normal life.

Both men keep clashing and bumping heads, Edward’s power grows rapidly, men are tired of the old regime, and so a sort of gangster war ensues. Bella is caught in the mayhem when she becomes a prisoner in the hands of her father’s most hated enemy and rival. With Bella as a prisioner, Edward knows her father will have no choice but to do as he is told.

But does Edward have other motives to capture Bella?

**There is rape involved in one of the later chapters. If that topic offends you, please do not read** 

 

Thanks to the awesome Caius for my banner! I absolutely love it!


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Completed: No Word count: 56590
[Report This] Published: June 06, 2009 Updated: June 14, 2010


Standing Alone by right2write Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 264]
Summary:
Banner"He's gone." It is something of a mantra for me. Edward left me in the woods years ago. It is hard to recall how many months I spent in a walking coma but one day I awoke from it determined to live all on my own and vowed never again to let thoughts of Edward and his wayward family wound my heart again. It seemed to work for a while. By sheer determination I willed them out of my heart and mind, until my final year of college. A gift from a friend changed everything. A simple CD downloaded from a webpage and burned onto a generic looking Disc held them, melodies of a wounded heart. From the piano Alice tiptoed and twirled across my mind brandishing her contagious joy like a sword into my heart. Other songs, seemingly musical representations of a family that was almost mine, tore into my mind and heart haunting me. It became an addiction for me. I listened every night. I listened on the long drive to California to my new job, convinced it would somehow end the pain with over exposure to emotions long since buried. Until one night my window was left open and dreams crept in and I cast the music away. But I was too late. Somehow it had called them to me. But my wounds were healed and my life in a new place had no room for them in the sunshine. The Cullens, however, each had something to say about my new life.

I own nothing Twilight it all belongs SM!


Categories: AU Characters: Bella
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: No Word count: 38947
[Report This] Published: March 11, 2009 Updated: June 11, 2010


Broken Doll by RowanMoon Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1440]
Summary:

Young woman, back to us, walking into the forest.

 

Nominated for Best Supernatural in The Silent Tear Awards!

           Voting ends June 20.

 

Please check out the other stories and vote for your favorites;

http://silent-tear-awards.webs.com/vote.htm

 

~Nominated for Best AU in the Shimmers Snowflake Quarter 2010.~

 

Nine years has passed since Edward left her cold and alone on the forest floor. She has become familiar with the darkness and has relied upon Jacob to be her warmth and light.  After nearly a decade of living in the shadows of others, a crushed and broken Bella wanders off into the forest in search of the place where everything had gone wrong. 

She's known the cold bite of Ice.  She runs from Fire's all consuming intensity. What she finds on her jilted journey will change the way she remembers both forever. 

 

~summary by the fabulous Spaniard, talented author of Purgatory and North Star Rising.

 

 

 

 

 

 


Categories: AU Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Completed: Yes Word count: 101571
[Report This] Published: March 31, 2009 Updated: May 27, 2010


There For You by BrightEyes Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 115]
Summary:

Bella and Jacob had been together almost a year when she walked in on him and another woman. What will happen when the girls take her out for a night on the town and will she find someone to take her mind off of Jacob and what he's done.

 

*Thanks to oceanwaters2006 for the awesome banner*


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No Word count: 28739
[Report This] Published: April 28, 2009 Updated: April 06, 2010


The Deluded by FantasyMother Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 648]
Summary:

Edward lowered his eyes to his lap, obviously uncomfortable with my question.  But there was nothing odd about it.  It shouldn't cause tension, or reveal hidden secrets, or cause the amount of angst currently contorting his features.

I had simply asked him why he lived in the woods.

He grabbed a grape off the table, popped it in his mouth, and raised his head while he slowly chewed  - scanning the trees ringing my office, as if he was searching for an answer to give me.  I could see a faint blush to his cheek, and a hint of unshed tears in his crystalline green eyes.  I could almost hear his heartbeat pick up speed as he finally turned to me.  Closing his eyes for a moment he took a deep breath, willing himself to calm.  Then his eyes snapped to my face and with renewed determination took another deep breath.

"Bella, I live there because I'm a vampire."


Categories: AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Completed: Yes Word count: 119614
[Report This] Published: August 02, 2009 Updated: March 09, 2010


Summary:

Bella and Edward are highschool sweethearts until Edward's family is forced to move away during their senior year.  Bella has been changed in life altering ways.  Years later, Edward finally finds her but she's not the same.  What is she hiding? Will they ever trust each other again?  Can they get back on the road to their happily ever after?


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: No Word count: 43569
[Report This] Published: July 19, 2009 Updated: March 07, 2010


Summary:

Ten years.

Ten years have passed since Edward left Bella that day in the woods. He doesn't know what happened to her. He doesn't know if she's happy. He doesn't know if she's had the life that he intended for her.

Alice has developed a new talent closely related to her precognition, and she finally prevails upon Edward to check up on Bella, for her and Esme's sake if nothing else.

And what they see will destroy the fragile peace that Edward has lived in for the past decade.

(Note: this is most definitely not a Bella/Jacob story. In fact, it is at its heart a Bella/Edward story.)

The rating is for violence and character death, not erotica. If you're looking for erotica... sorry. Wrong place.


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Other Character, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: Yes Word count: 39016
[Report This] Published: July 27, 2009 Updated: February 27, 2010


Visitation by radiofreeamy Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 552]
Summary:

AU/Human-  What if Edward reacted violently while saving Bella that night in Port Angeles?  Can Bella and Edward still find love while Edward is incarcerated?

 

Rated NC-17 for violence and eventual lemony goodness.


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Completed: No Word count: 57400
[Report This] Published: January 20, 2009 Updated: February 05, 2010


Snowed In by eclipsedawn Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5321]
Summary: Bella travels to Alaska to vacation in the cabin Alice loaned her. What happens when Bella finds out she is not the only person staying in the cabin?

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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Jacob, Jasper
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Completed: Yes Word count: 88293
[Report This] Published: November 28, 2008 Updated: January 01, 2010


Summary:

 

Edward left Bella, forcing his family to stay away from her. Six years onwards, the Cullens are a mess without Bella and Emmett decides to get away from his angry, angst ridden family and let loose. What he finds in the meanest biker bar in Seatle will send shockwaves through his entire family.

 

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All canon couples!


Categories: New Moon Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Completed: Yes Word count: 112765
[Report This] Published: April 07, 2009 Updated: December 04, 2009






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