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Sins of my Past by content1 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1926]
Summary:

Banner by the awesome angelgoddess1981!  You rock babe!

Bella was left by Edward to clean up the ruins of her life after his betrayal. What happens when Edward finds out that not all was as it seems. What are the consequences of his sins and what will he do to get her back?

TwifanfictionRec's - Top 10 Favourite Fics - October 2012


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Leah, Rosalie, Seth
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 91 Completed: Yes Word count: 421991
[Report This] Published: September 29, 2011 Updated: January 14, 2013


Summary:

Bella's discovery of an unexpected gift provokes an unintended reaction.


Categories: New Moon Characters: Bella
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Completed: No Word count: 52814
[Report This] Published: May 24, 2011 Updated: December 27, 2012


Resent by sistergrimm Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 233]
Summary:

AU Post-New Moon. NOTE- AU Hybrid Vamps:

Tony Swan

Banner by Mehek18

Set in 2010, the supernatural world is in a crisis unprecedented, its' very structure challenged by a force yet to be seen. As this new threat sends ripples of discord and panic throughout the ranks, a young vampire and her two children, twin beings as different as light and dark, struggle to remain hidden in the shadows; away from the world they belong to.

But not for long: Embittered by the desperate state his father left him, his mother, and his sister in five years prior, Tony Swan yearns for purpose; an opportunity to let out who he truly is. No more lies. No more veils. He won't have to wait long-as his sister grows normally, he inches closer and closer to adulthood, mind and body rapidly maturing despite the few years he has walked this Earth. And yet, throughout all this, one key fact remains forgotten by the young hybrid: fate's plan is never simple.

And in a world where monsters of human and marble flesh exist, how can it be?

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Pulling to re-write:

Well, technically not pulling, but definitely re-writing.

I’ve given it a lot of thought. I was actually going to do this once I got the 13th chapter of my main WIP out (So it wouldn’t that bad of a shock, after all I already warned of a hiatus on its way), but so far I haven’t been able to churn out anything that could pass as a chapter that’s “in- character” in regards to the present version of my fic. It’s just…not working. No matter how hard I try to write ch.13, I keep going back to my old copies of chapters one, two, and three and re-writing them. Hell, I’m already on ch.4.

I’ve looked at my early chapters, compared them to the most recent ones, and realized that the flow, the tone of the writing itself, doesn’t match. I had a completely different mindset when I began, still figuring things out, still not setting things in stone, and throughout the experience I learned a lot. More so if I hadn’t posted in the first place. A huge learning experience, I guess you could say.

It made me remember why I wanted to write this story in the first place, and that because I was under the impression I had to conform to a framework because it was fan fiction, I put what I really wanted on the back burner in order to write/focus on what I thought was supposed to be written/focused on.

And then I finally had an epiphany: I don’t have to follow any sort of guideline. I can write what I want to write. I don’t have to have the story closely tailored around Edward and Bella, or any of the other canon characters, I don’t have to write from certain POV’s in the first place because the truth is, my story, as someone commented after looking over a past chapter I’d written, is “not really about Twilight.”
And that’ s the truth. Resent isn’t about Twilight, at least, not completely.

To the person who commented, thank you, by the way. You know who you are.

Now, you may ask, “why post a wip in the first place?” well, the truth was, I didn’t think the fandom would still be around once I completed Resent. It was 2010, the twi-craze was already dying down somewhat, and I thought it would be risky to take my time and finish the story first before posting. I thought I was working on borrowed time. Plus, I wasn’t sure if the twist I had going with my main oc’s. would be received well.

The reviews and the fact that a good number of us are still here kind of blows those pre-conceived notions out of the ballpark, to my sweet relief.

What I said in past thread posts still stands: as long as the story is posted, it is not abandoned. Hiatus maybe, but not abandoned. The fact that it is still there means that I’m still a part of the fandom. If I ever decide to flounce, there is no way in hell that I would ever leave any of my writing’s unmonitored on the internet. If I ever decide to discontinue, you readers will be the first to know.

I’m leaving the current copy of Resent on ff.net, twilighted, and twcs for these reasons, and also because I know there are some who still enjoy re-reading the posted chapters. I’m sorry if this is upsetting. I know the update schedule for this fic has been somewhat tumultuous and nail-biting, especially with how things were left the last chapter, but I feel like if I don’t say something now, I’m going to end up posting something bland and soulless. Once I’ve written enough of the new version (or completed it) I’ll pull the old version and start re-posting.

I won’t hold it against you if you flounce, just don’t tell me that you are.

Again, I’m sorry about this guy’s, but my gut is telling me this is something I have to do.

 


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No Word count: 81816
[Report This] Published: February 20, 2011 Updated: August 24, 2012


Summary:

In canon exploration of the nights between Eclipse and Breaking Dawn as Edward & Bella push the boundaries of their physical relationship. How did Edward end up shirtless in bed in the beginning of Breaking Dawn? Did they reach a compromise along the way?


Categories: Post-Eclipse Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Completed: Yes Word count: 34876
[Report This] Published: September 23, 2011 Updated: July 12, 2012


Twinlight by kelsssey Rated: R starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 152]
Summary:

 

How would Twilight have gone if Bella weren't an only child?

Bella and her fraternal twin brother Adam make the move to Forks during their junior year of high school. This story follows Bella and Adam through the events of Twilight, and shows what a difference having a sibling can make.

 

This is an AU version of Twilight, Bella's personality is slightly OOC


Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Alice, Angela, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Embry, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, James, Other Character, Rosalie, Tanya
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Completed: Yes Word count: 46325
[Report This] Published: March 23, 2011 Updated: July 10, 2012


Summary:

 

 

"'Alice,' My voice was trembling even as I attempted to sound severe.  'You had damned well better come back alive, or I will be following right behind Edward.'

She laughed. But it was a forced laugh that sounded halfway like a sob. 'I've thought of that.'

'I'm not kidding, Alice. Promise me!'"

 

When Alice returns to Forks after seeing a vision of Bella jumping from a cliff, Jasper is not happy. But when events take a sudden and unexpected turn, his greatest fears seem to be coming true.

Canon


Categories: New Moon Characters: Alice, Jasper
Challenges:
Series: Eternal Hope: The Alice and Jasper Archive
Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 7001
[Report This] Published: April 06, 2012 Updated: May 16, 2012


Summary:

Rosalie is content to live her vampire life to its fullest, regardless of her resentment of her immortal situation. One day while hunting she comes across a dying man with an innocent face that she cannot resist. In an act of strength, she brings him home to change him into one of them.

How does the vain and selfish Rosalie deal with an irrational newborn vampire who can’t see past his lust for blood to even notice her? Will she be able to swallow her pride and have the patience to stand by him? Will Emmett be the man who can change her life for the better?

All Chapters are Rosalie's POV

Warning: Rated NC-17 for a reason. Some chapters may contain adult language, violence, assault, and sexual content. Lemons in future chapters.

Thank you to my super-efficient Twilighted Beta, Texbelle!

Got Twitter? Follow Me! @achelle131

V&P Awards and Recognition:

  • Mentioned on The Lazy Yet Discerning Ficster Blog
  • Indie Twific Award Finalist Best Canon (WIP) 
  • Sparkle Awards Alice Award Best PreTwilight Second Place
  • Golden Chocolate Awards Best Rosalie and Emmett Runner Up
  • Rec'd and Reviewed on the Altered Lions and Sacrificial Lambs Blog

Part of:


Categories: Pre-Twilight Characters: Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: The Dirty, Horny Girls Chronicles, The Vanity and Patience Series
Chapters: 30 Completed: Yes Word count: 192931
[Report This] Published: April 14, 2009 Updated: December 28, 2011


Cardia & Dynamis by fathomless Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 43]
Summary:

Edward's perspective of 'Breaking Dawn'.


Categories: Breaking Dawn Characters: Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: No Word count: 6432
[Report This] Published: August 02, 2010 Updated: December 18, 2011


LOVING EDWARD by SammiCat15 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 302]
Summary:

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A Breaking Dawn story, this is a tale about Edward & Bella’s voyage of sexual discovery and their introduction to parenthood.

The timeline runs from September, when they first go to their cottage in the woods, after Bella wakes up as a vampire, until the arrival of the Volturi at the end of December.

Bella & Edward have to balance their sexual desires with the challenges of new parenthood and Bella's adjustment to being a newborn vampire.

The story is told almost entirely from Bella's point of view.

Twilighted Jr Validation Beta:  Content1

Banner:  Huge thanks to FrozenSoldier for her wonderful banner-making talents.  Thank you so much, hun!


Categories: Breaking Dawn Characters: Alice, Bella, Billy, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Leah, Nessie, Renee, Rosalie, Sam, Seth
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Completed: No Word count: 95786
[Report This] Published: February 26, 2010 Updated: December 18, 2011


Impending Mania by Bonitachic99 Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 24]
Summary:

Bella and Edward try to one-up each other with romantic surprises. Who will win the upper hand?  A series of one shots, all fluff.


Categories: Post-Eclipse Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 4916
[Report This] Published: September 04, 2011 Updated: November 29, 2011


Summary:

 

This is the story of the lives of Carlisle and Esme. Starting with Carlisle's human life and lonely vampire beginnings, then Esme's human life, before looking at how they first met, found each other again, fell in love, married, and built themselves a family.

This story is told in five parts.

Part One: Loneliness and Loss (1663-1921)
Part Two: Together at Last (1921-1922)
Part Three: Broken into Pieces (1926-1931)
Part Four: Growing Family (1933-2003)
Part Five: Everything Changes Again (2005-2006)

Winner of a Hopeless Romantic Award.


Categories: Pre-Twilight, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Post-Breaking Dawn Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Renesmee, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: The Stories Behind The Story
Chapters: 93 Completed: No Word count: 246204
[Report This] Published: June 23, 2010 Updated: November 11, 2011


Summary:

As Carlisle and Esme fall in love, Edward is forced to watch on from the outside. But with his talent he sees more than most.

(Thanks to Mackenzie L for the banner!)


Categories: Pre-Twilight Characters: Carlisle, Edward, Esme
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 24071
[Report This] Published: June 05, 2011 Updated: September 13, 2011


Summary:

 

Worth It All

"Edward Cullen is a virgin? Holy crap!" Bella hands out her wedding invitations to Jessica and Angela. A Breaking Dawn missing moment, written for Fandoms Fights The Floods.

2011 Nominee for "Best Missing Moment" at the Single Shot Awards.


Categories: Breaking Dawn Characters: Angela, Bella, Jessica
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1740
[Report This] Published: June 14, 2011 Updated: June 15, 2011


Summary:

Bella goes to the top of the cliff, prepares to jump... and stops herself.  But it is enough to set a series of events in motion that lead to an unexpected visitor and hopefully a happy ending.  This story explores an alternative ending to New Moon.


Categories: New Moon Characters: Alice, Bella, Charlie, Edward, Jacob
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: Yes Word count: 11803
[Report This] Published: March 25, 2011 Updated: June 08, 2011


Dark Moon by Ren68 Rated: G starstarstarstar [Reviews - 46]
Summary:

darkmoon5.jpg picture by Ren681

Bella told you the story of our life together, which according to her human memories was correct, she told the story, as she believed it to be. The problem with human memories is that they fade and become blurry over time. Vampire memories are stronger and more reliable. Not to say that Bella didn't tell the story as she remembered it, but I remember it a bit different than she did.

There was quite a bit she had no knowledge of. A lot of things that happened with my family that she couldn't know about and I never revealed to her. This is the story she wouldn't have known to tell. My hope is that it will clear up a few misconceptions...

 

Edward Cullen


Categories: New Moon Characters: Edward
Challenges:
Series: A Man Of Faith
Chapters: 20 Completed: Yes Word count: 116035
[Report This] Published: September 08, 2010 Updated: April 10, 2011


Summary:

Shortly before the wedding, Bella and Rosalie have reached a tenuous accord.  Will one careless moment change everything?

Thank you to Snowballsniper for the gorgeous banner!


Categories: Post-Eclipse Characters: Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 9276
[Report This] Published: February 21, 2011 Updated: March 30, 2011


Summary:

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Alice and the rest of the Cullens are finally feeling situated in Forks, and a void in their family has been filled by the sudden appearance of Bella Swan. But what happens when an almost-fatal mistake occurs, and suddenly the Cullens must disappear?

As Alice balanced Esme's grief, Jasper's guilt, Emmett's somberness, Rosalie's lack of emotion, Carlisle's sympathy, Edward's deadness, and her own sorrow all at the same time, the rest of the Cullens must start over in a new town. She deals with the transition in her own ways, even when everything around her seems crazier than ever.

When a stroke of amazingly bad luck sends her back to Forks, she finds a surprising discovery, one that alters her life- and could very possibly set it straight again. In a whirlwind of broken hearts and mending friendships, things might just come back together.

The much-anticipated sequel to "Alice's Twilight" is finally here!

Thanks VERY MUCH to enchantedmind for the PHENOMENAL banner!! It's exactlyy what I was looking for:)


Categories: New Moon Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Demetri, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Gianna, Heidi, Jacob, Jane, Jasper, Marcus, Rosalie, Tanya
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: No Word count: 9305
[Report This] Published: September 02, 2010 Updated: March 22, 2011


Summary:

Edward's family always said his life before Bella was horrible. Edward never thought of it as a life, he just existed. Being alone is difficult, but being lonely is the biggest fear in every person's life.

LE

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The amazing banners were made by FrozenSoldier


Categories: Pre-Twilight Characters: Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: No Word count: 9159
[Report This] Published: August 03, 2010 Updated: March 22, 2011


Summary:


Jasper bets that Emmett can't go a full hour without laughing. Emmett never backs away from a bet. Jasper never loses them.

You Want to Bet On That? Banner

 


Categories: Post-Eclipse Characters: Emmett, Jasper
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2744
[Report This] Published: February 24, 2011 Updated: March 01, 2011


Summary:

In Vanity and Patience, Rosalie's patience and pride are tested, as she is forced to endure Emmett's struggle for control as a blood-thirsty newborn and wait for him to notice her. Emmett enjoys his newborn strength and abilities, but is faced with the first-time feeling of remorse for his uncontrollable acts of violence and cold indifference while blinded by bloodlust. Can he control his thirst enough to recognize his soulmate in his beautiful angel before it's too late? 

This is a collection of V&P's side-shots, from Emmett's point of view.

Updates will be slow, as V&P is my priority to complete. They will not be posted in sequential order at all times, as my writing will be based on how I feel.

Warning: Lemons in future chapters. Rated NC-17 for a reason. Violence, adult language, drugs, assault, and sexual content.

 Part of:


Categories: Pre-Twilight Characters: Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: The Dirty, Horny Girls Chronicles, The Vanity and Patience Series
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 28410
[Report This] Published: August 10, 2009 Updated: February 22, 2011


Summary:

bannerVampire Edward meets human Bella when she is being attacked in a dark alley. Things get ugly and Edward is forced to take her to his house to save her.Not all great love stories start once upon a time and far far away; some begin down dark alleys.

Banner by Libby at thetwilightawards.com


Categories: AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Completed: Yes Word count: 45321
[Report This] Published: August 29, 2010 Updated: February 21, 2011


Moonless Night by sunray16 Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 170]
Summary:

This is my version of New Moon as told from Edward's point of view. The dialogue is borrowed from New Moon when Edward and Bella are together , but the rest is my interpretation of what the story would have been like if Edward had told it.

 

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Categories: New Moon Characters: Alec, Alice, Aro, Bella, Caius, Carlisle, Charlie, Demetri, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Felix, Gianna, Heidi, Irina, Jacob, Jane, Jasper, Kate, Laurent, Marcus, Mike, Other Character, Rosalie, Tanya, Victoria
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Completed: Yes Word count: 121397
[Report This] Published: January 24, 2010 Updated: February 18, 2011


BRONZE by mothlights Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 809]
Summary:

BRONZE

NOW COMPLETE

Edward is a rebellious newborn lashing out at those who try to help him. At his wit's end, Carlisle asks Isabella,
the woman who was once his mentor, to take Edward in until his bloodlust cools.  ExB AU


Categories: AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Completed: Yes Word count: 69391
[Report This] Published: January 29, 2010 Updated: January 13, 2011


Summary:

I often wondered reading when reading the Twilight series what Edward was doing and thinking. Some of that wonder was satisfied when Stephanie wrote the 12 Chapters of Midnight Sun. But there was still so much left unsaid and I knew he had so much more to say. So here's my more. Hope you enjoy!


Categories: Twilight Characters: Edward
Challenges:
Series: A Man Of Faith
Chapters: 13 Completed: Yes Word count: 85344
[Report This] Published: June 20, 2010 Updated: September 08, 2010


When I Left by marsbareater12 Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 12]
Summary:

It wasn't just Bella who was hurt in New Moon.

It wasn't just Edward either.

We all know that the whole family was hurt by it, but was it only leaving Bella that hurt them?

Watch though the eyes of Edward's father as he watches his son struggle through the demons that haunt him.

Mostly CPOV


Categories: New Moon Characters: Alice, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: No Word count: 2674
[Report This] Published: May 04, 2010 Updated: July 11, 2010






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