Summary: In the mid-14th century, after the Black Death has ravaged Italy, a merchant’s widow goes in a pilgrimage, ostensibly to atone for her dead husband’s sins. But, in the holy place she has reached, things are not what they seem. Supernatural, AU, Pre Twilight.

Winner of the Emerging Swan Award for best Original Character (Bonizella)

Seth Clearwater is a 27 year old police officer and werewolf extraordinaire in Forks, Washington who is just biding his time and waiting...for her.
He had always hoped to imprint, but after over a decade of waiting he has lost all hope after not finding the one meant for him.  He watches as his friends and pack mates meet their imprints and move forward in life, happy and content.   Meanwhile, Seth is stuck, frozen in time as he waits for girl that will make everything worth it.  Lonely and losing patience, the only thing he could do was continue on with his life, working with Charlie Swan as a cop during the day and patrolling at night with his pack. 
Suddenly, is life is turned upside down when sixteen year old Regan comes to stay with Seth's mother Sue and his step-father, Charlie.  Regan is Renee's niece, and has had a rocky past as a wild child in Phoenix. 

Seth has imprinted on that young, wild, damaged girl who doesn't have trust for anyone, especially an older guy who is a cop.  He panics at that he won’t ever see her ‘that way’.  Is he just supposed to be her friend and protector?  Will Regan let him into her heart after all?

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Breaking Dawn as seen through the eyes of a little girl. Beginning just before Edward 'hears' her in the womb.

As Carlisle and Esme fall in love, Edward is forced to watch on from the outside. But with his talent he sees more than most.

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New moon Alternative.

He went away and became the monster he always knew he was. The world changed and he forgot her.

But she always remembered. And she's not the girl she once was.

When all you knew is lost, can you ever become you again?

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Nominated at the Emerging Swan Awards - Best Drama/Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Complete

Nominated at the Tomato Soup Awards - Juciest Peach (story that makes your panites wet), The Bloody Mary Award (Best Vampire Story), and the Tomato Juice Award (Best Vampire feeding scene).

Abandoned by Edward and Jake, Bella runs away, right into the arms of danger and the Volturi. Can her new family help her heal? When the Cullens come back for her, which side will she choose, and who will win her heart in the end?

After nearly a year, Bella finally finds a number for the Cullens in Ithaca, New York. A last minute invitation to a reunion bash at Mike Newton's, though, leaves Bella drunk, alone, and holding a cell phone. Will a stupid mistake bring them together?  Can what started with a drunk dial lead to a happy ending?

Is there redemption for the fallen? Can there really be a plan for those who've already lost their souls? Vampire Edward Cullen doesn't think so, but a young girl in a coma and an unexpected miracle just might make him a believer.

Twilight AU/Canon Pairs

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It is amazing how quickly life can resume normalcy after a traumatic event.  It's not that the inhabitants of the scenario don't know they are rebounding, but the force of the universe pulls them back into its patterns without their consent.  Everything will not be the same, but the normal routine is enhanced, flavored by the bittersweet taste of change or loss in any form.

Bella told me she had once envisioned our lives as the complex pattern of a rug, the colors and textures intermingling, each individual but, when placed together, producing a beautiful creation.  If challenged, I would have most likely used a musical analogy.  I would have compared our lives to experiencing a musical performance by one of the masters. 

Beethoven...Bach...or if you wanted a little strife, Wagner.  Most at one time or another had performed their masterpieces within European chapels.  I could envision the rise and fall of the notes, as they would weave their spell.  The light in the building as it filtered through stained glass, creating a dizzying array of colors. The smell from beeswax candles permeating the room.  Modern musical halls lacked this perfect simplicity.  Yes...this would have been my analogy.

Little was I to know that Fate had much in store for me.  Before she was through with me, I would barely resemble the boy I'd been...

What happens to the Cullens after the Volturi left. Edward and Bella begin life together and face both heartbreak after their lives are irrevocably changed by losses of family and friends, and immeasurable joy as the events of their lives unfold. 

Bella has set her sights on immortality, and finally, Edward has bent to her will. What could possibly go wrong as they plan for their own private eternity?

The best laid plans…

The ripples of the destruction caused by James’s coven have not yet settled, and the Cullen’s are about to understand exactly how much one moment in time can alter their fragile piece of perfection.

SUMMARY: AU Breaking Dawn.  What if Breaking Dawn had gone a little bit differently? What if there was no baby and Edward changed Bella when they returned from their honeymoon as originally planned?  What if Bella didn’t have the amazing control that allowed her to essentially skip the frenzied newborn phase?  Would things have gone so smoothly? In this version, Bella wakes up, thirsty for blood, only able to remember certain unpleasant memories from her human time with Edward, and struggling with deep-seated feelings of anger.  This version tells the story of how things go terribly wrong after Bella’s change when she is unable to hide her resentment against some of the Cullens who have wronged her in the past.   Instead of breaking dawn, Bella is anxious to break away.

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In which Edward and Bella discuss names.

Post Breaking Dawn. Total fluff!

What if Edward didn't come back for 2 years after Bella's birthday incident?  What if Jake wasn't the sweet boy everyone thought he was?  What kind of Bella does Edward return to? 

This is my version of New Moon and after.  Slighty OOC, but canon couples, and some new situations.  This is the first story in the "Angel Series."