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Reviewer: KrisB (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 06:28 PM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
Well, ET... I had to read again to be able to form some coherent thoughts. Notes in the margins is easier than the magical white box. Helps you lose the forest for the trees, I guess. Yes, this was what needed to happen. It's been coming for some time, and she ran from everythiing, including healing her physical self. While it was good that she spent so much time rediscovering pieces of herself in the time following Mike's death and the loss of her baby, she ran from herself in many ways. She found a way to ignore the gaping hole beside her, eventually even closing it a bit. But she was still broken. This is just a piece of that...
We all know people whose stories are tragically similar. Different reasons, different manifestations... but so many of us put such a high value on the ability to have a child, when it's not something that is so easily done. And just because you swear the first pregnancy happened when you washed your underwear in the same load doesn't mean that the one that follows didn't take years and ultimately wear you down to the point where you believed you just never would again. When she was told she had lost her child, the only piece of Mike she had with him gone, it nearly destroyed her, but hearing that she could never give birth again... that had to rip a hole in her soul.
Inside tragedy there is hope. There are options. There is promise. You know I'm angry that she's keeping this from Rob - handling him the same way everyone else does - but I get why she's doing it. I just think it's more of her need to manage what's in her orbit so she doesn't have to manage what's inside of her. You know it's my sincere hope that Clare walks into that room begging her to change her mind and keeps begging until she does. My wish may not come true, but I wish it... for Jen's sake and for Rob's.
The feeling of betrayal from Nick is bad enough. But to feel that he was betrayed by Jen... not trusted by her to do what was right or to make his own decision... I fear that will cut him deeply. *sigh*
I'll stop now. We need resolution, and you should write that for us. I know we are safe in your capable hands. Thanks for posting, and being brave enough to start this powerful discussion. ILY! *mwah*
Author's Response: oh my ET... I really can't stop crying... so overwhelmed... i love you so much. sigh... ok...
this is truly the wall that will make her stop and come to terms with everything she has run from in her life.
1. taking care of others before herself- this just isn't possible anymore. not with everything that has happened, and while she tries to do it to Rob by keeping him in London, how long before you think Rob will decide he won't be left in the dark? she has to give up on the others for a time and look to herself. and what she needs is family....Rob...
2.Healing from the past- she has to face Mike. the loss of her child. otherwise she won't survive this.
3. motherhood- oh you touch on it so well. she had it all with Mike. it was so easily given... and now gone. she was so invested in becoming a mother she never had, of being better than what she knew. and to lose the ability..devastating... and now to find she is capable but not in her own body. the creation of that bond is so important to her, it will blind her unless she comes to terms with it. Motherhood really is so much more than carrying a child. it is so much more. maybe Clare can help her thru that.
4. handling and holding back. this goes back to taking care of other before herself- but she needs to have faith in Rob. and understand jsut what her standing is. she puts herself so low on the list... she needs to see that Rob sees her as the most important thing in the world. she can't do that when she pushes away.
there is hope... but they need to do it together...that's the only way to get through it and be stronger...
thank you so much, ET for helping me through this.. you know how much this chapter worried me... this was the hardest thing to post. i am so lucky to have someone in my head like you. i will be forever grateful...
whew.. i could write more... but you know... so overwhelmed by all of it. so I'll shutup... hhahaha. thank you my dearest. for everything.
love you more.
mwah
steph
Reviewer: shichi (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 05:53 PM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
You won't get any angry responses from me about this chapter. I just wish she wasn't so thick headed about not calling Rob and letting him know what is going on, however, having Nick call Clare was genious! If anyone can help Jen it surely is Clare because she loves Jen and the feeling is mutual, plus, she knows her son better than anyone else and that is what Jen needs right now.Not to mention that fact that she needs some mothering after what she has gone through with the miscarriage and also having said her goodbye to Mike. It's all too much for her to take on by herself. She needs to know that.
Nick just may have redeemed himself just a little, I hope, by making this decision to call Clare instead of Rob. We'll see. Can't wait for the next update!
Author's Response: thanks so much my dear... she is pretty thick.. we'll see how she copes without him there, and how she tells him.
Ah Nick... we have been planning this for sooo long... i am so happy to finally see words like redeem and Nick in the same sentence! hahaha
Clare will be an important key to Jen's recovery. she definitely needs family, and Clare will be the mum she never had.
thanks so much my dear. your support has been truly meaningful for me. thank you for all your support.
more soon,promise!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: sgk39 (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 04:44 PM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
This was a sensitive chapter, beautifully written.
I was hoping Nick would redeem himself somehow. :)
Really looking forward to what comes next.
Thank you for sharing these characters with me.
Susan
Author's Response: thank you so much Susan. this was the hardest chapter ever to post.
ah Nick.. he and I have been on this road of redemption since the beginning... my feet are really sore, so glad so many of you are looking at him a little differently... sigh...
thank you, so much, for coming on this journey with us. always happy to share.
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: animelonely (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 03:34 PM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
omfg, plot twist. i knew she was pregnant, but i was sooo not calling this :-/
Author's Response: thanks hun, I hope you liked it (i know, its really not the right word is it?)
thank you so much for all your support.
more soon!
MWAH!
Steph
Reviewer: MrsCullen30 (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 02:51 PM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
I knew it!!! I had a feeling she was pregnant! So sorry that she lost the baby. But maybe she will have another chance. I hope their relationship is strong enough to get through this!
Author's Response: thank you so much. so many of you had the idea, and it killed me to stay quiet about this for so long. thank you so much.
there is always hope. there are options... there is a light...
and they will get through it.
thank you so much my dear.
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: jsjohnson73 (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 01:33 PM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
Wow. I am amazed. You dealt with a lot of difficult topics in this chapter and you handled each and every one of them with tact, sensitivity and grace. I think any woman who had faced any of these issues would agree. I know I do. My husband and I went thru fertility treatments for over 5 years. We endured 2 miscarriages during that time as well. It is an incredibly difficult and lonely road to travel. To say that it is difficult on a relationship is putting it mildly. I have never felt more alone than i did during that time. But you were so right about there being more than one way to have a family. My husband and I adopted a beautiful baby boy when he was only 5 DAYS old. And all of the difficulties and lonlieness were so worth it and also disappeared the moment my son was placed in my arms for the first time. At that moment I became a mom and we became a family.
Now I know Jen and your Rob are "fictional" but at the same time they represent so much more. All of our own hopes and dreams and desires and fears and insecurities----you have captured all of that in your characters. I am thrilled at how real these two characters have become for me and for so many others. And I know that the road that this chapter set in place is a difficult one to travel. I've been down it. But I can't wait to see how Rob and Jen grow through this struggle. I am sure there will be some bumps along the way but I know that this will also make them stronger and bring them closer together.
Thank you so much for this chapter. I cried a lot through it. I had to relive a lot of my own pain but I'm a survivor and Jen is too.
Author's Response: i am so overwhelmed. I keep using that word, but i don't know a better one.
thank you so much. this chapter was the most difficult to post. i had such doubts and fears about it. that those that had been down this road would be appalled, would be angry. That i would not come anywhere close to conveying what i know is such a delicate subject. I was warned that this might be received poorly.
and yet. i read such wonderful reviews such as yours. I almost didn't go this route... because of readers that have had to live through this. It means SO much to me to know that it touched you. i have been so overwhelmed by the outpouring of hearts, and emotions and personal stories. it makes this so much more meaningful. thank you.for sharing your story and allowing me the chance to know it.
Jen is all of us. to give her that magical baby would diminish what so many of you have experienced. Which is ultimately why i stayed true to this road, regardless of the fears i had. these two have become so much more than characters for so many, that makes me so proud and humbled at the same time- is that possible? it is such a great compliment, thank you. they mean a lot to me.
RobJen's road will be rough. i hope i represent the recover true to the situation...that is the next hurdle... but they will get through it, and will be stronger for it. Jen is a survivor. she needs help, but she will see it through. as will Rob...
thank you so much. I am sorry you had to experience the hurt. but i am so happy to hear you will stick with us. i am so grateful for all of you, you don't even know.
thank you so much.
love you
steph
Reviewer: KathyK (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 12:37 PM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
It's ok. They'll survive. I'm glad there's still some hope, though.
Author's Response: thanks my dear...
always there is hope... they'll get through this together.
thanks so much!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: Robsblueeyes (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 11:28 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
I can live with the hurt knowing that there is a happy ending to come. I agree that you can't make a topic like this fluffy and magical, that would be wrong on so many levels. If your story can help just one couple that are struggling to become parents then it is a job well done. Back to Jen though, she needs to let Rob in and they need to deal with the loss together, hopefully his mum will be able to help like only a mum can.... I'm looking forward to the next chapter, oh, by the way, I love OTT as well.
Author's Response: thank you so much my dear...
Jen is definitely in need of family. Clare will be a good beginning, but she needs to get Rob there, or get home as soon as possible, i def agree... we'll have to see...
so glad you are enjoying the stories. that means so much to me!
thanks!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: megmeg74 (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 11:25 AM · On: Chapter 22-Alone
I've never reviewed a story before. I don't really feel I have the credentials to do much constructive criticism. I don't write, but I do read on occasion.
I've enjoyed your story so far. But this chapter made me cry. Real tears actually streaming down my face. My husband thinks I'm nuts!
I figure if the writing was powerful enough to get me so involved in the story that I had such a physical reaction, it deserved some actual physical praise.
I'm now desparately trying to find the willpower to pull myself away to do menial things like laundry and feeding my children.
Author's Response: thank you so much for reviewing!
i love to hear from the readers, whether they write, read or simply ventured on by accident. your thoughts provide my the inspiration to keep writing.
this was a tremendously hard chapter to write, so to know it affected you in such a way makes it all worth while (I know that sounds so sick and twisted, but the emotion is there, and that means so much to me)
thank you, so much. all i can say is that it gets better... i don't delve into angst for long (although i could read it forever)
thanks so much. i hope to hear more of your thoughts, it's always so nice to see someone new!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: hisbella (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 10:49 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
Wow. I thought Jen was pregnant. Sadly, Miscarriages happen. Even though I have never had to go through it, I have a family member who has. It is heart wrenching. I hope that the readers who have gone through it will give you some good solid insight into what Jen will be facing. I also hope that there won't be anger for this turning point in the story. This may well show us what Rob and Jen are made of and if their love will survive. Since you mentioned a HEA in your a/n I look forward to the rest of this beautiful story.
Author's Response: thank you so much my dear.
this was a very difficult chapter to post, knowing how everyone felt... it will definitely be something that will pull RobJen closer. as they work through the pain.
I have been overwhelmed this week by the support and love and personal accounts this chapter has brought forth from so many. it has been heartwrenching and inspiring...
and absolutely... an HEA in their future... i love them too much....
thank you so much for all your support my dear...
more soon.
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: megsten (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 09:52 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
omg...i am so sad she lost the baby. i just found out i was pregnant last week and i've been hoping jen was so this hit close to home. i do think calling clare was the best idea though!
Author's Response: thank you so much my dear! And Congratulations! have faith, i'll get her through. Clare will be an important pillar of strength while Jen works through this...
thanks so much.
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: animaserena (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 09:48 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
I.LOVED.IT!!!!
For those of us who have struggled conceiving or know people who have, this is the fair outcome for Jen.
You treated the topic fairly and I applaud your courage to bring it up in the first place. Can't wait for future chapters!
Author's Response: thank you so much my dear.
i was truly worried about this chapter, for so long as the excitement of her apparent pregnancy built amongst the readers... It has always been my intent for Jen to be a representative of so many. I am so relieved to see so many heartfelt responses, and can only hope that I do them justice.
thank you so much. I will update as soon as i can.
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: Laila Cullen (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 09:47 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
Quite a delicate topic you cut there.
I feel sorry for Jen and Robert and for everyone else who had to go through such a traumatic experience.
Can’t wait for more.
Thanks for posting.
Author's Response: thank you my dear... this has been so difficult to remain quiet about for so long... i am so glad you understand.
thank you. it will be a hard road for them, but i promise we'll get thru it.
thanks so much for reading. it means the world to me.
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: m244robp (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 09:22 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
My Dearest Steph,
That was simply heart-wrenching. Anyone who has written something like this will attest to how difficult it is to write something like this. You have done it like a maestro. I am sure all those who have experienced this in real-life will also agree that you have done the experience justice.
There is so much for Rob and Jen to experience still after this. Thank you for your sensitivity to your readers. I am sure they will all appreciate you more for it.
Wonderful job, dear. Thank you for redeeming my Nicky... LOL. But seriously, this was excellent.
ILY X Infinity
M
Author's Response: thank you so much hun. i had to make you my last review of the night. there are so many others, but i had to get to yours tonight.
thank you. this was probably the most difficult thing i have ever written, and posting it was even harder. your appreciation means so much to me. i can't even begin to tell you how touched and overwhelmed i am tonight.
they have so much more to deal with... it is so true... but there is hope and faith, love and family... and that's what matters.
and Nick... it was always in the cards to redeem him... since the first meeting... what a long hard journey he and i have had. my feet are so sore walking with him down that road... and i am so happy to see so many offer a positive comment on him... i'm still sending Rl Nick a gift basket when this is all over...
thank you so much bb. it means so much to have you here, to be my friend and to be the absolutely beautiful person you are. thank you so much .
love you to infinity and beyond.
steph
Reviewer: LissLove (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 09:04 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
I'm not the one to say the story's going the wrong direction. You're the only one that's allowed to say that. (well, that's my opinion..)
I'll keep on reading it, because I love Jen and Rob!
Author's Response: thank you so much my dear! i was so afraid there would be angry responses to this path... instead i have found so much love and support for RobJen... thank u for that.
i have the best readers in the fandom... i love you guys so much!
thank you, for all your support. it means so much!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: deeLee (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 08:28 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
Hey there girl, I am still trusting you?!!! But soooo much for a whole box of Kleenex!!! Please update quickly, My heart needs it!!!!
Author's Response: thanks so much my dear. have faith. i'll get us thru... there may not be schmexy times for a little bit, but I'll get us thru...
yeah.... Kleenex sales went up in my household! and now reading the reviews, i am crying all over again!
i will get the next chapter up as soon as i can. It's written
thanks my dear!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: alexandra (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 08:12 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
Beautifully written, Steph! Very sensitively addressed. I'm thinking ectopic pregnancy? Maybe?
Author's Response: thank you so much my dear. glad you liked it!
not ectopic, but we'll see what it was in the next... thanks so much!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: myszjada (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 08:10 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
Two and a half months? THAT'S IT? Realy? It seems like they've been together for years...WOW!
I am both happy and sad for Jen right now.
Sad because she lost another baby.
Happy because she is able to get pregnant and can have another chance (according to Mike) to get pregnant in the future and because she doesn't have cancer.
I'm also glad that you brought up this topic because this happens to a lot of people all over the world.
Your stories are amazing and I can't wait for the next chapter!
Author's Response: so hard to believe isn't it? i had to set up a Google calendar to keep it straight! but their love is that rare kind that defies time... it really does...
i totally understand the happy/sad... she has lost, but she has gained a hope that there is a chance.
its a topic that gets brushed under the carpet... but so many have experienced. i would do a disservice to so many that have been through this or had trouble conceiving if it were magical..
thank you so much my dear. it means so much to me to hear so many wonderful thoughts from so many!
so hapy to hear you are enjoying the stories!
more soon, promise!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: poisonpenn (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 07:59 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
Hey there. I've been lurking in this story and reading faithfully, but have yet to leave a review. I love this story. But this chapter. This is the chapter that is bringing me out.
I have to say this is a wonderful chapter. As a mom, and one who has been through miscarriages and the loss of a child, I have to say thank you. The emotional withdraw after one leaves one a bit stranded. The fact that Jen never went through any kind of grief counsel would leave her in such a state. I have to say I was thinking she was pregnant, and to have this happen - but to leave with some options was really good. So thank you for that. I also think that Nick is sort of rectifying himself by his actions and calling Claire. I have a feeling she's going to be a rock for Jen through this and see her through.
Author's Response: thank you so much poisonpenn,
this was one of the most difficult things to write about, and then post. Knowing so many of you were excited about the thoughts of her being pregnant... knowing where this was going... thank you for understanding. i am so sorry for your loss. i have been a mess since this has posted... to read of so many that understand this. understand what she is going thru. i can only hope i do them justice.
Jen will be a mess. she has so much to realize and face and overcome... she has never been fully healed, and in truth, i think for many you don't... you heal enough to continue on. but you never fully get over it.but Jen is worse off, having run from it the first time. Clare will be so instrumental to Jen finding a way out of the whirlpool she will din herself in...
there will be options... there are so many new advances, new chances... thank you for seeing that.
and Nick... he is on a road to redemption... another road i have been on for sometime... so happy to see so many readers nodding to his choices here...
thank you my dear. so much. for coming out and letting me know how this affected you. thank you for following along and reading. it means the world to me that so many are following this journey.
more soon.
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: roblovertina (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 06:59 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
really good true to heart
Author's Response: thank you so much.
I am so glad you enjoyed it! it was the most difficult thing to post.
thanks so much for the read review and rate!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: LiRock (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 06:51 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
I knew it! I knew she was pregnant!
Seriously, this has to be one of the best chapters I have read. I couldn't push the mouse button fast enough. And I'm so relieved to hear that she may still have children. If it's not too much to ask, could you include them having a baby? I would dearly love to read about Rob as a father. That would be so precious.
I couldn't figure out who Nick was going to call. I couldn't think of anyone she knew well enough. Duh! Of course Clare! This will do so much for their relationship.
I'm beginning to think I've been immersed in these stories too much. I'm talking about them as if they were real. Well, there are worse things in life!.
Don't question your gift. It really does help people when the reality of their lives are too much and they need to escape.(pun intended)
Love you
Author's Response: Thanks so much my dear,
so many of you were right... and it really hurt to stay quiet and coy about it... so much... this was a tremendously difficult chapter to finally post... thank you so much for understanding. and yes... in answer to your request... there are options... there is hope... take that as you will and i will get us there...
having Clare there will be very important to Jen... who has never had that bonding with a mum before... it will be so good for her.
lol... i am sooo immersed in these stories... i hope there are worse things in life! otherwise i need to be commited! LOL!
thank you so much my dear. your support of this story brings me such joy and inspiration. if it didn't sound so cheesy and JErry Maguire, i'd say you all complete me...but that's so cheesy.... hahahaha
but you all do. thank you for that... healing and escape goes both ways.... hugs...
more soon!
love you more!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: Emrae Penne Degrah (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 06:15 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
I had to let it sit overnight before I reviewed. It's honestly a great chapter. I agree with you that it is too soon for them to having a baby. I'm surprised Nick's POV was in there. It was kind of nice. Now I feel really bad for both Jen and Rob. I'm surprised that Nick called Clare. I can't wait to see what happens there. I have a feeling that the next update will be too far away ;) But I shall wait patiently. Great Job!
-Em
Author's Response: thanks so much Em...
i completely understand waiting to respond. i read all the reviews as they started coming in... but it has been so overwhelming to respond... so i am doing so little by little... I am so glad you liked it... it was so difficult to remain quiet while everyone grew more excited....
I am sooo glad you enjoyed Nicks POV... nick is on a path of redemption.... he is not forgiven... but he has some things he knows he needs to do to help... and Clare was one of them... he's still in manager mode, and knows Rob can't be there... Mum is the next best thing.
will try to get the next update up for the weekend...
thanks so much my dear! your reviews always mean so much to me!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: jenjan24 (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 05:33 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
Well I had a feeling she was pregnant..but I wasn't expecting a miscarriage. I feel so bad for her. LIke you said..it IS too early for them to have a family! And I think every last one of us knew that!
But as always I can't wait for the next chapter. And for Clare to hurry up and get there. Hope Rob is going to be too pissed!
Author's Response: thanks so much Jen. i can't tell you how hard it was for me to stay quiet about this chapter...for so long, with so many excited reviews on her pregnancy...
I am so glad you can understand the progression... it is too soon... but not totally lost and impossible... there is hope.
And Clare will help her. oh Rob..... all i can say is I loved writing his reactions from her POV... and i am petrified to start to write all this in OTT...
thanks my dear!
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: yuencat (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 04:54 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
Well done Steph. Beautifully and sensitively written. So sad for all concerned, but I fully support your story's direction and all the points you made in your A/N. This continues to be a wonderful story and I love all your characters. So glad Nick and Jen will see each other in a better light. Looking forward to your next update.
Author's Response: thanks so much my dear.
thank you so much for all your support you have given me throughout this journey. it means so much!
Nick is on the road to redemption... not forgiven yet... maybe never.. but he is trying...
thanks so much hun. i will update as soon as i can.
MWAH!
steph
Reviewer: AussieECfan (Signed) · Date: June 28, 2010 04:44 AM · On: Chapter 56-Reality Crashing
I've been saying it for the last couple of chapters of NTE & OTT:RPOV, but this chapter truly killed me. I'd suspected (as had many I imagine) that Jen was pregnant, but I never thought for a moment the miscarriage would happen :( I know logically that it was far too early for Rob & Jen in their relationship, but at the same time, some things can't be planned and Jen didn't think for a second she could fall pregnant. I'm hoping if nothing else, it means that there is still a chance for RobJen to become a family in the not so far future :)
Please Jen, drop your walls and call Rob. He will find it so hard to understand and forgive you for not telling him when he eventually finds out. No amount of protecting him or trying to think of his job is going to make it up to Rob when he realises you've tried to keep him at arms' length. That was his baby too :(
I never thought I'd say it because I truly hated everything Nick (especially in OTT) but he's finally done the right thing in rushing to help Jen when she needed his help, and for calling Clare. I have no doubt she'll be on the next plane to LA and Jen's side.
It was painful to read of Jen's loss, her pain filled illusion of the situation from inside her own body & head; and then to read of it through Nick's eyes. Though I've never experienced that kind of loss myself, I have friends who have and I think you did an amazing job of portraying the kind of pain that one might feel, both physically and emotionally at such a tragic loss.
Author's Response: thank you so much hun....
it has been so difficult to read everyone's excitement and glee over the idea of her becoming pregnant, knowing that this was the road we were going towards... so much i want Jen to be able to conceive and carry... we'll see how that goes... medical advances are making it easier, and i have done a TON of research. so i will put your mind at ease and say that there are options for them...
I fully agree with you on rob... he needs to know... and soon... his job doesn't come before Jen. some of her fear and hiding behind that excuse is her fear that he will be upset that she got pregnant to begin with, knowing he wasn't ready for kids, and for the fact that she lost it... She is afraid he will realise that she is incapable of providing.. i am not saying this is logical or right... she is messed up. she has a very interesting view of what being a mother entails... as we shall learn. her decisions are warped, and it will take help to set her right...
no doubt regardless Rob will be destroyed by this news... Honestly i am terrified to write this portion for OTT... but I have time to reflect... its only 30 chapters from where i am now there... *shudders and cringes at the idea of 30 chapters!* LOL!
Nick.... he and I have been on a long road for redemption. having him find her has been on my radar since the beginning... and as we continued on that road, and Nick kept doing the ridiculous things he did, i grew worried i would not be able to pull him out of the hole he had dug (he did...not me... hahaha) but i am so glad to see that many have begun to look at him a little differently. not forgiven him... oh no... not that.. please no... but that there is some good in him, and he does regret much of what he has done...
thank you so much my dear... i am so sorry it took me this long to get to respond. so many in depth reviews, and you know me... i can't just do a few words... but thank you.
i love getting your reviews, they touch my heart, and this one certainly did that.
I promise an update as soon as i can.
loveyou!
MWAH!
steph
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