ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh sooooooooo goood!

Author's Response:

Thank you!

Jesus Christ I hope to God that Jacob Black is dead! It's all because of his fuckery that Edward said what he did in the heat of the moment. Yes, Edward was wrong in sayign what he did. But he felt hurt. He was also so fucking insecure that he would rather believe the lies than the truth.

If Jacob's NOT dead then I hope to God that Charlie and Edward kill the mother fucker for the hurt he deliberatly set out to cause BOTH Edward AND Bella. Yeah I'm not real happy with Edward right now. He definitely shouldn't have said what he said to Bella and he's been paying for it ever since by treating himself like he was a piece of shit. Cause that's exactly why he turned into a manwhore. He felt he deserved nothing more than that.

And I know damned well that now that he knows Bella's a virgin and has not dated anyone for ten years that he feels less than worthy of her... which is only right.

Author's Response:

Yes he does feel less worthy of her.  I don't know if you'll see Jacob again but if you do it will be fun, and you may be surprised.

Awww I loved this chapter. So happy Bella came to him. Can't wait for the next update.

Author's Response:

The next chapter will be up really soon.  Thanks for reviewing.

Sigh.  Since I did not have a beer I cried into my mountain dew as someone with a country twang sang about a dead dog.  Moral of the story N-E-V-E-R drink too much when you are sad.

In the last chapter I felt so bad for Bella.  With the exception of throwing Edward into the mix my feelings have not changed with this one.  The guilt that he has carried all these years has been magnified to epic proportions.  It really is all so sad. 

That is up until the very end.  When she came to his bed my heart felt lighter.  And I am not sure if it is because she went to his bed to make herself feel better or if she went to make him feel better. I guess it doesn't really matter does it.  The important thing is that she went to him giving all of us a sense of hope.

Sandra

Author's Response:

Crying into a Mountain Dew....LOL!  That is a new one.

It is sad, but these two are on the road to making things right again.  Her going to him is a step in the right direction.  Let's see where they go now.

well you know I'm always about giving constructive feedback.  I find that sometimes you don't move this story forward when you basically repeat the same story content just with a different POV...and that is what this chapter was.  I was so looking forward to them really talking about their feelings.

 

I hope you do move this story forward...I see this story as more than falling in love...but being in love....learning to trust one another again etc...

Author's Response:

Next chapter sweets.  Sorry you didn't like the repeat but we felt it was needed here.  It will move along quicker and next chapter will be up in a few days.

Thank you for reviewing.

OMG.... *gives a fangirl squee*  (And I'm a professional... I most certainly do not squee) Edward's POV for this chapter was awesome.  For some reason, I tend to really enjoy his POV's in fanfics...not sure why (I really really wish MS gets finished sometime).  Love the story!  Great job!

Oh shit.

Ok first off, I am taking your warnings seriously from now on. I was ill-prepared and now have mascara running down my face and a complete lack of tissues. Damn.

I was screaming at this chapter when Edward was thinking of leaving again... and I most sincerely hope he grows a set and doesn't ever think that ever ever EVER again. And I truly hope this is the beginning of a reconciliation on their part. Really truthfully.

This story just --- gets me. Fantastic chapter, and I am dying for the next update!

I love Edwards POV, always interesting how he reacts when he is jealous but this time he was so loving and caring, honest and needy I felt so sorry for him!  I am glad she went to him, I hope they can begin to heal one another!  I realize they have a very long road ahead of them! 

This story gets better and better with each chapter!  Great writing ladies!

Ahh, I loved jelous Chubward!  Plus, the reaction to the "peen rant" was just as good as the first time around.  I CAN NOT wait to see what happens the next morning!  I'm dying over here!  I'm also super excited about the team Chubward outtake... I miss chubby Chubward :(

~Ash

WHOA! no way, is she still drunk? please let her remember everything in the morning! well, the important stuff at least.

I am so glad that they aired their feelings out. I know they have a long ways to go but I am happy that Bella came to him at the end. It is due to your awesome writing skills that I was able to laugh, cry and embrace the love that is shared between Edward and Bella. I can't wait to see where you take us next. Thank you so much for the update :-)

MORE PLEASE!  Oh goodness, more!  My heart can't take it...  Chubward you just make me want to bake you cookies and Bella, goodness I can't even start with her.  They both just need some happiness SO badly. :(

 

Excellent update ladies... Definitely definitely need more. ;)

 

~Caren

That was fantastic.  Love the baby steps. She came to him and now there is hope. Though I am still fearful of the heartfail yet to come. And James? So do not have a good feeling about that.

Interesting how Edward mentioned Renee allowing her to get that bad. Really looking forward to learning what besides Edward's whore comment has broken her. I have a few speculations but am holding them and watching this play out.

And Edward's so broken as well. He tried and he just couldn't anymore. Glad he realizes at the end that maybe giving up isn't the answer.

Great chapter.