uh oh Edward fell off the wagon. not good my friend.

uh oh :/   

I honestly wasn't expecting an edward relapse...maybe he's drinking an odoul's?  lol wishfull thinking perhaps but..ugh. bummer.

AWESOME CHAPTER :)

Amazing chapter.....the pain is so palpable, the disappointment so real. 

beautifully described, as always.  especially love the moment when she sees him drink.  Just perfect.  thank you.

Oh Edward.  Ohhh Edward.  I'm so disappointed, haha.  Yet, I can't help but be so fascinated in WHY he's acting like this.  I hope the next chapter is an EPOV because I really want to know what's going on inside this guy's head and WHY he's drinking again.  It seems like too delicate of a situation to be non-alcoholic beer.  I just can't help but hate Edward a little and a lot in this chapter, haha.  Can't wait for the next one!!

OMG no! I am bawling like a baby now. My heart is breaking. How could he?! All that hard work and heartbreak for nothing?! I can't wait to see how you fix this ( at least I hope you are<cry>)

I actually cried for poor Bella.  Wow.  So many, many questions.  What has Edward been up to?????

As always, beautifully written, but yanking my heart out!!

I guess I do not understand.  And I guess if understanding would mean that I would comprehend how "everything" could become "nothing" in the blink of an eye and how you could love someone and be so happy and just throw it all away, then I do not really want to understand.  "It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" does not work here.  I think it hurts more to find your heart and then have it ripped from you than never to have found your heart at all.  He was not taken from her; he took himself from her.  And she did not lose him; he threw her away.  Very sad.

AHH! WHAT?! I need an explanation very very soon please?! I mean, realistically, I expected him to relapse at some point, but I can't stand waiting to hear his point of view on all of this.

Okay, now that I'm done whining, I must tell you that I love this story and I think it is very well written!

I just finished the first chapter, and must say that I am VERY impressed so far.

OMG. that was an amazing chapter. fuck you addictward you fucking bastard. i was willing to forgive him but that bloody snear at the end just did it for me. bastard. 

 

i am so slack, i've never reviewed this story and it is one of my favourites. i just adore how real this is. i adore your writing. you are amazing. 

 

i hope addictprickward pulls his head out of his arse. 

First of all, how have I never heard of this before? It's not a hidden gem, I don't think - or it shouldn't be - but finally, I found a recommendation for it, and decided to give it a try. Insanely, obsessively glad I did. I spent two days reading the already posted eighteen chapters but didn’t have the ability to review. So I’m doing it now.

Second, I need more. More, more, more. Please more. I feel so insanely connected to the way you write that I’m thinking about it in the middle of my core classes. Trying to speak French and reminisce about your twisting plot lines is very, very difficult.

You’ve made my heart and stomach ache with your words, made my head burn and eyes sting. From the beginning, I knew Edward would relapse, at least with alcohol. Personal experiences with people dear to me have proved this many times. What’s so horrible, so terribly gut-wrenching, is the reaction by Edward to Bella at the bar. But your whole story has been entirely real, physical, emotional, that it’s not so much a surprise as it is a revelation. Each instance between Edward and Bella has been raw. True.

But they have to come back together. Something has to happen. Break. Anything. It’s common sense, right? Ink to pages, pages to books, Edward to Bella. No matter how dark his want for alcohol and drugs are, the feelings he has for Bella is primal and natural. Difficult and easy and twisted and delicious.

I can’t get enough. Please, please, never, never stop! I’ll be sad when this story is over and will always look for more from you.

Loving every second. Giddy as a fucking school girl for more. ~RI