Thank God he has Jasper! I'm hoping he can find his way back and Jasper is his life line. Great chapter. You really painted a scary picture for us as to what it must feel like to be in that terrible place. My heart aches for him, for Bella to witness his fall and for Jasper, who's been there and knows all about the pain, self hatred and how it must feel to be reborn. I hope Edward is able to overcome all that pain and find that place that Jasper has found.

This chapter was heartbreaking...utterly and completely. Not a situation I've been in personally, but one that a close friend of mine has been in, severaly times.

Oh...how many times have I sat in my own mess and had to scream that I wanted to be greater than this???? That I wanted to be so f*cking cool and not have to ask for you to help me....god...you can write...With Teeth is right...I am overwhelmed and in love with you and your tale...the thought of it ending breaks my heart....I will have to read it again and again and again...I look forward to you being published....

Oh Edward, getting sucked right back into all this mess.  Glad he finally decided to ask Jasper for help.  Hopefully he can stay clean this time.  Wonder how Bella will react?

So moving! The way you wrote this chapter was just... wow! Hope he can get the help he so desperately needs.

loved ch 6- you've captured their awkwardness brilliantly. I am especially fond of E's internal dialogue as he fumbles through his conversations with Bella.

I just started reading this and I'm hooked. you are a fantastic storyteller-great character development. I'm already so investedand it's only chapter 5. well done 

omg. Yuck, well he didn't hit rock bottom, he went there & started digging deep.;(

Hope he can get help-not get- accept help & move on.

Great new chapter, thanks for updating. I really like this story. I imagine most people also have friends or relatives or themselves that have addiction problems that can relate to this story. 

I discovered this story a couple days ago and absolutely love it. Your writing style is wonderful and interesting - if you aren't writing professionally, then I think you should definitely give it a try. The life you give to these characters leaves the readers begging for more. I don't comment much on fan fiction, but I am very impressed by this. Now for the story itself - 7 chapters left? I hope everything is resolved. Edward is such a trainwreck. I think he really did love Bella but upon a second read of their relationship - it's obvious that she becomes his "replacement drug" and I hope he can figure all this crap out before it's too late! Thanks for a great story and I hope you post more soon!

AMazing and gut-wrenching.

I absolutely hate drugward.  This feels like it will end badly.  I've said in the last few days that I feel that Bella will end up with Jake b/c he's safe and this Edward is no good for bella.  PLease tell me that he will find a way to survive and get over all these drugs, alcohol.  I hate drugs!  THe story is going to have to progress rather quickly for it to be only 7more chapters.  Good Luck.  Will be anticipating what happens next and if Bella  and Edward will find their way back to one another.

This chapter makes me want to cry... if I thought last chapter broke my heart, it was stomped on this time. Edward... oh Edward. Why do you do that to yourself? Why why why!!

You are a brilliant writer... I haven't been following fanfic for awhile because I'm been so busy. But, I saw this update and had to read it. Had to. I love this story.

I hope Jasper can help. Please update soon!