WHAT!!!!!! 

Oh my God. Recently made it all the way through the story, and it is completely amazing, and since I'm like half asleep right now, I can't give a decent review, but this story is fuckawesome and I can't wait to read more.

I am seriously terrified now. 

TERRIFIED.

She better not die and edward better not get any worse with his pain like a wheel chiar or something the guy needs a freakin break.,.,,i had a feeling that journal had to do with edward somehow,,,masen...interesting.,,,,I really love alice in the story she is a cool sister,,,i always loved alice

what have we done to you to deserve this kind of heartfail?
I jest. But, wow. Can't these two ever catch a break?

WHAT!!!!! OH YOU CANT LEAVE ME LIKE THIS!!!!

What?@? Nooooo....

i have to say i still dont get what this journal or whatever has to do with anything at all and caius but i am looking forward to how it ties in with the story.  It sounds like edward was saying he would not let anything ruin his relationship with bella including bree....murder /?lol she does make a person want to pull the trigger....maybe sneak drano in her coffee lol...still i get why she is so angry at edward considering victoria is reduced to a mess....i guess everything has consequences

I have to say if i was him after all that pain i would be pissed that she didnt mention how clean the bathroom was lol.

i am glad that esme isnt the bitch we thought she was and i am glad that bella finally quit for her,....i hope now that edward stops ripping himself apart and sees himself as worthy of being loved and bella too...they both have to stop tearing themselves apart

So is that bitch gonna get the red head to accuse him  of rape now or what.,,,and esme.,,she knows what is going on in a way she was disappointed at dinner that edward wont talk to her and she wonders why when she acts like that..,,,,i dont get that why doesnt edward quit...he has enough money to go back to school and get a new career ...why does he have to work there?

Author's Response:

I always get behind on reviews over here but I wanted to make sure to catch you and thank you for leaving so many. I'm glad you're enjoying the story and you raise really good questions, most of which i cannot address without giving away far too much. 

The way he describes himself is like he was the grinch!  I'm glad Bella is his Sally Sue Whoo!

I loved loved this chapter!! wow this story is amazing,,,so much touched me

When he looked in the mirror and saw the way he has changed overnight...i am sure he physically looked the same but mentally the way he saw himself was a 180....from looking razor blade cheeks and angular and such to sexy as he put it...like bella would see him....this i loved. People never see themselves how others see them...good or bad

I love his relationship with alice,...its like they should have been siblings always...and they are in every way that matters which is great...i am glad he apologized for everything not that he is bad and i get that he went through alot and that is why he was mean all the time but still its nice for her to hear.  I take it she has always been there for him the most though....

what i dont get though is he says he has never felt loved in twenty nine yrs till bella...i hope he only means romantic love because his whole family before they died loved him and he was happy till they died from the way bella saw the picture and alice and everyone else loved him too so that i really didnt understand well....

I love the rings too,,.glad that edward now sees that he has a future with bella and will live beyond his dad it seems that thirty doesnt scare him anymore....now we just have to deal with that bitch bree!