Seriously, jeez, these are so hard for me to read - you know, I went through the series again, a few months ago, and I still have not been able to finish BD. I go through stilted bursts of reading, and so far, I made it through attacking Jacob for imprinting on Renesmee. And now it's been over a month, and I still have not been able to pick it up again! But reading your EPOV is so refreshing. It's a toss-up over what I like more - new content entirely from you, or rehashed content showing his thoughts. Which do you prefer?

Author's Response:

Wow, thank you so much!

I'm actually so torn. I never really go into these chapters intending to add a lot of new stuff, but sometimes I'll start writing, get hit with one tiny idea, and next thing I know it takes up half a chapter and becomes one of my favorite scenes. However, I really love being able to give Edward his own voice in these events. I think it helps give some people a different outlook on some of these events. And also... just about everything is better form EPOV to me. ;)

Still loving your story. Personally i find it difficult to get into the updates because its been a while since i read the rest and i forget whats happened and i dont have the pent up emotion from the previous chapters. I love it when you can read a book from start to finish, even a series! I hate waiting. When i discovered Twilight the entire series had been released and i couldnt stop reading them until i had read them all. Everything else got put on the back burner so i could keep going. I read all 4 in about 2 weeks. I feel the same thing happens for others when they read your updates...they lose the mood and so dont review as frequently. Sorry about us. But your work is great, so keep going. You really capture the characters feelings and personalities so acurately. 

Author's Response:

Thank you so much for the review!

True, it is hard to stay in the flow with gaps in updates. Sometimes it works just the opposite, tho. I have been guilty of waiting until the very last chapter posted to leave any reviews, because I get so wrapped up in the story I just click 'next' instead of reviewing. I'm trying to break myself of the habit, but I know I'm not the only one. Sometimes it's nice to have a little gap in time, for the peeps like that. (but I get just as frustrated when I'm reading a fic and then have to wait. I always have to remind myself that I take just as long sometimes before I get cranky with the authors)

Oh come on, you have a lot of reviews  (envy, envy). In any case, the fiirst part of the chapter was great. (The rest too, but more predictable). Edward finally making peace with his nature, actually  liking Bella's and, finally, his sparkling skin.  Stupid boy!  It is something I am exploring too (in a different way), but really the pages you have written are lovely.

Author's Response:

Thank you so much! I really enjoy writing the original parts, so I'm thrilled those were your favorites, but I needed to get through the familiar bits to try and wind it down. I'm just glad nobody's thought it sucked yet, lol.

And on here I have a decent amount of reviews, but barely half as much over on ffn. I'm always thrilled to get anything, but it always kills me to see stories that have only been posting for a few weeks and already have thousands of reviews. And those authors never reply, either. Just frustrates me, a personal pet peeve.

So a lot of reviews, yes.... but enough? NEVER! ;) :p

On pins and needles to see what happens next..

Author's Response:

Thank you so much! I'm so happy there's still suspense with this.

I loved the disco ball comment.  Too funny!  And what a hot lemon to boot.  I always hated that Alice left without any explanation...that drove me nuts.  Of course, she helps save the day, but still...*pouts*

Oh, and you can totally let people know I won you.  That's cool.  :-)

xoxo Sarah

Author's Response:

Thank you for the review, bb! I am slaving away right this very moment, depicting thrust by beautiful thrust, working on this oneshot that you won. ;) It's shaping up to be fairly fuckhawt... hope you agree!

I freaking love this story! :D

Author's Response:

Thank you so much! Keep an eye out, Chapter 14 should hopefully be posted soon!

That is a monstrosity. Not your story, obviously - that was great, I'm loving the EPOV, and that was quite the sexy citrus treat - but the bed. Holy cow. I love my little princess of a baby cousin from the bottom of my heart, so much so that I've accepted and even supported her sudden love for pink, but I would never in a million years visit her room again if it contained that thing! Holy cow!

Totally Alice, though.

Author's Response:

That's exactly what I thought! ;)

Interesting, Im hooked.. im reading on, thanks

Author's Response:

Yay! I love having new readers! I hope you like it!

OMG! Could this get any naugthier? Wow ... When I thought this couldn't get any better ...   you reach new levels of hotness, incredible ...

Author's Response:

I hope not, or else I didn't do my job! ;)

Loved it, can't wait to read the next one!!!

Author's Response:

Ooh, you're getting close to the good stuff! ;) Hope you like it!

I liked it very much, I think Edward needed to be heard!!! Love the drama

Author's Response:

I agree. Poor Eddie needed some chit chat.

Thanks again!

wow. wow.wow.

Author's Response:

Is that for the lemon or the insanely expensive bed? hehe

OMG. sensational :)

Author's Response:

Thank you so much! I'm happy you liked it!