damn, just when I thought Edward's head was emerging from his ass, he stuffs that judgemental, self righteous noggin right back in again. 

Here's the things I liked....that he took the time to level himself out with Carlisle, that he called Bella, that he apologized and  told her he wasn't giving up, that she agreed to meet him, that he packed a picnic lunch that would bring back good memories, that he complimented her about her singing and writing, that they were reconnecting through music, that she was letting her defenses down a bit with him, that she admitted to herself she loved him....

....and then it all fell apart when they ran into Scott.  I am trying so hard to understand Edward's reaction, and, in a way, I guess I do.  Forget I said that because, no, I don't get him.  Damn, he knows what her life has been without him, knows she's slept around.  He was finally, finally getting through to her - couldn't he have just shut up, just this once kept his disapproval to himself and try to understand her?  She needs his love and acceptance right now, not his judgemental douchebagness.  I feel so bad for that girl and I'm hoping what I think is going to happen doesn't happen, but I think it's going to.

You should have named this chapter 'One step forward and twenty five steps back'.  I don't know how she will ever trust him again, which I guess doesn't matter because I don't think she'll ever want to trust him again.

another great chapter, kiddo, although it's not doing much for the 'Judy loves Edward' cause.  ha, ha. 

xoxoxo

ps.  thanks for the mention in the A/N.  that was sweet.

Author's Response:

Hey Judy,

Ur review made me almost choke with laughter, the first line.

I'm happy ur were so pleased.

 Yup Scott ruined everything, so to speak. 

 

trust me, stay tuned and I think u'll like him again. I want to say more but it'll ruin stuff to come.

 

  ur welcome, u give some of the best reviews so u totally earned it!

 

Here is the teaser it’s  in Jasper’s POV, enjoy!

 

 

“Go back home Jasper, I can’t deal with you right now. You can finish what Emmett started later,” he said, his tone was exasperated. My bother was resigned to something, what I was not sure yet; I think it was loneliness and despair.

 

No such luck Ed. I’m here and you can’t lose me that easily. We will deal with what you did to my wife later, and it will not be a pleasant conversation that much I promise you. However, I have the benefit of feeling your emotions and know that as you had the altercation you were torn up about yelling at her. I haven’t forgiven you… yet, but I get it to some extent. Moving on what the hell happened between you and Bella? I expected you to return in a better mood. Hell I expected you to return period, and not go running off with your tail between your legs. Why didn’t you come back to the house? Esme was waiting and is itching to know what happened and clear up yesterday. By the way she handed Emmett his ass on plate for almost hurting you.

 

He nodded and explained his entire day with Bella from the picnic to the kiss to his inappropriate question.

 

YOU ASKED HER WHAT?  To say I was shocked was an understatement. Edward was so tightly wound and sexually repressed I could not even fathom how he even would/could formulate that question.”

 

I hope you liked the teaser. Thank you for taking the time to not only read but also review this story, I appreciate it more than you know.

 

Cheers,

 

~E

Dam! I should have known by the title of your chapter. But I got suckered in just like Bella did. I totally feel for Bella during this chapter. Edward did act like a complete douche! It's not like he didn't know about her sexual history to "forget" him. Why did he have to act like he didn't know? What a dumb ass! I don't know if any of the Cullens will be able to talk with Bella now. Update soon. :)

Author's Response:

Hey Tracey,

OMG 5 stars, u just made this day even better and it already involved chocolate and the Eclipse DVD! lol :) 

Yes, the title gave a lot away but ur not the only one that was sucked in. He did act like an ass, he knew, but he didn't know/ He was shocked by the play by play he had to endure.  Some will speak to him, and a lot will he hashed out in the next chapter.

 

Here is the teaser it’s  in Jasper’s POV, enjoy!

 

 

“Go back home Jasper, I can’t deal with you right now. You can finish what Emmett started later,” he said, his tone was exasperated. My bother was resigned to something, what I was not sure yet; I think it was loneliness and despair.

 

No such luck Ed. I’m here and you can’t lose me that easily. We will deal with what you did to my wife later, and it will not be a pleasant conversation that much I promise you. However, I have the benefit of feeling your emotions and know that as you had the altercation you were torn up about yelling at her. I haven’t forgiven you… yet, but I get it to some extent. Moving on what the hell happened between you and Bella? I expected you to return in a better mood. Hell I expected you to return period, and not go running off with your tail between your legs. Why didn’t you come back to the house? Esme was waiting and is itching to know what happened and clear up yesterday. By the way she handed Emmett his ass on plate for almost hurting you.

 

He nodded and explained his entire day with Bella from the picnic to the kiss to his inappropriate question.

 

YOU ASKED HER WHAT?  To say I was shocked was an understatement. Edward was so tightly wound and sexually repressed I could not even fathom how he even would/could formulate that question.”

 

I hope you liked the teaser. Thank you for taking the time to not only read but also review this story, I appreciate it more than you know.

 

Cheers,

 

~E

i hope for edwards sake that he stay away from esme! cant wait to see what the family meeting includes! 

Author's Response:

Hey lanigirl95687,

 LOL, yeah it'll be... interesting.

 

Here is the teaser it’s  in Jasper’s POV, enjoy!

 

 

“Go back home Jasper, I can’t deal with you right now. You can finish what Emmett started later,” he said, his tone was exasperated. My bother was resigned to something, what I was not sure yet; I think it was loneliness and despair.

 

No such luck Ed. I’m here and you can’t lose me that easily. We will deal with what you did to my wife later, and it will not be a pleasant conversation that much I promise you. However, I have the benefit of feeling your emotions and know that as you had the altercation you were torn up about yelling at her. I haven’t forgiven you… yet, but I get it to some extent. Moving on what the hell happened between you and Bella? I expected you to return in a better mood. Hell I expected you to return period, and not go running off with your tail between your legs. Why didn’t you come back to the house? Esme was waiting and is itching to know what happened and clear up yesterday. By the way she handed Emmett his ass on plate for almost hurting you.

 

He nodded and explained his entire day with Bella from the picnic to the kiss to his inappropriate question.

 

YOU ASKED HER WHAT?  To say I was shocked was an understatement. Edward was so tightly wound and sexually repressed I could not even fathom how he even would/could formulate that question.”

 

I hope you liked the teaser. Thank you for taking the time to not only read but also review this story, I appreciate it more than you know.

 

Cheers,

 

~E

awesome! :D

Author's Response:

Hey Gwilwillith,

I'm SO happy you are enjoying this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here is the teaser, hope you like it:

 

“Edward POV

 

I pulled my cell phone out as soon as I knew Carlisle was out of earshot, which meant when I could not longer hear his thoughts.

 

I quickly dialed her number before I could change my mind.

 

It rang once—and my pinched the bridge of my nose.

 

It rang a second time, and I ran my hand through my hair.

 

It rang a third time, and I stood and started pacing.

 

I was expecting her voicemail to pick up when she suddenly answered the phone.

 

“Hello?”  Bella said.

 

I love her voice.

 

“Hello, Bella,” I responded.

 

“Edward?” She didn’t sound pleased in the least.

 

“Yes, Bella, please don’t hang up.”

 

“I wasn’t going to.”

 

“You weren’t?” I was shocked.

 

“No, but if you want me to I will,” she said sarcastically.”

 

Thank you for taking the time to not only read but also review, it means a lot to me.

 

Cheers,

~E

He really cannot say anything about what she did.  She did what she had to do to survive the loss of HIM.  I don't blame her one bit.  She loved him like no other and he left her alone in the woods.  He really needs to grow up and realize what he did to her.  THANKS FOR THE AWESOME READING.  Sher

it was funny to see em call edward a fuck-up. dont know why that cracked me up, but it did. :)

Author's Response:

Hey giner1883,

I know right? it think because he is always perfect and EM -bless him- is alway honest, so it's shocking and funny, I laugh  when I read it and I wrote it, which is just sad. however, if I make myself laugh in the review i find out that at least one other person laughed too. Happy you share my twisted sense of humor.

Here is the teaser, hope you like it:

 

“Edward POV

 

I pulled my cell phone out as soon as I knew Carlisle was out of earshot, which meant when I could not longer hear his thoughts.

 

I quickly dialed her number before I could change my mind.

 

It rang once—and my pinched the bridge of my nose.

 

It rang a second time, and I ran my hand through my hair.

 

It rang a third time, and I stood and started pacing.

 

I was expecting her voicemail to pick up when she suddenly answered the phone.

 

“Hello?”  Bella said.

 

I love her voice.

 

“Hello, Bella,” I responded.

 

“Edward?” She didn’t sound pleased in the least.

 

“Yes, Bella, please don’t hang up.”

 

“I wasn’t going to.”

 

“You weren’t?” I was shocked.

 

“No, but if you want me to I will,” she said sarcastically.”

 

Thank you for taking the time to not only read but also review, it means a lot to me.

 

Cheers,

~E

The shit is going to hit the fan once they back to the house.  I know that Esme and Carlisle will try to make her feel better.  She is REALLY FUCKING MAD. THANKS FOR THE AWESOME WRITING.  Sher

Author's Response:

Hey Sher,

Oh yes it does, i can't wait until you read the next chapter! She is more than just mad.

Again thank you fro reading and reviewing.

Cheers,

~E 

He has a rough road ahead of him.  He will probably have to be on his knees for quite some time.  I hope that she will make him "pardon my french" fuck her in order to forgive him.  I don't know if I am on the right track.  THANKS FOR THE AWESOME WRITING.  Sher

Author's Response:

Hey Sher,

Oh yeah he does so do the others too. LOL I like ur thinking.

You don't have to thank me, just reading and then reviewing is thanks enough.

Cheers,

~E

Here comes the show.........OMFG......Like I said interesting.  Will Bella see him?   I dont' know with the lights and all.   I guess I will find out.   THANKS FOR THE AWESOME READING.  Sher

Author's Response:

Hey Sherrilovesedward,

Somehow I got this review more than once.

I hope you liked the chapter.

thanks

~E

Here comes the show.........OMFG......Like I said interesting.  Will Bella see him?   I dont' know with the lights and all.   I guess I will find out.   THANKS FOR THE AWESOME READING.  Sher

Author's Response:

Hey Sherrilovesedward,

Yes, she'll see him and then some....

I'm so happy ur liking this.

Thanks for reading and reviewing.

Cheers,

~E

Well.  this really should be interesting.  I cannot wait for this reunion with Edward because with her sassy mouth and with him being so uptight really should be fun.  THANKS FOR THE VERY INTERESTING READING.  Sher

Author's Response:

Hey sherrilovesedward,

I hope you enjoy it. Oh it should be fun when they see each other.

You are very welcome, thanks for reading it.

Cheers,

~E

oh i hate to see them all fighting :(

can't wait to see how you resolve all this

Author's Response:

Hey Katie,

Really? I think it's fun,  between you and me it'll be over in the next couple of chapters.

 I have a lot to resolve, the cullens, Bell/Alice, Bella/edward. Charlie, Jake, renee (maybe) the band and bella, etc... which me luck!

Here is the teaser, hope you like it:

“Edward POV

 

I pulled my cell phone out as soon as I knew Carlisle was out of earshot, which meant when I could not longer hear his thoughts.

 

I quickly dialed her number before I could change my mind.

 

It rang once—and my pinched the bridge of my nose.

 

It rang a second time, and I ran my hand through my hair.

 

It rang a third time, and I stood and started pacing.

 

I was expecting her voicemail to pick up when she suddenly answered the phone.

 

“Hello?”  Bella said. 

 

I love her voice.

 

“Hello, Bella,” I responded.

 

“Edward?” She didn’t sound pleased in the least.

 

“Yes, Bella, please don’t hang up.”

 

“I wasn’t going to.” 

 

“You weren’t?” I was shocked.

 

“No, but if you want me to I will,” she said sarcastically.”

 

Thank you for taking the time to not only read but also review, it means a lot to me.

 

Cheers,

~E

Another great chapter. Looking forward to your next update. Poor edward! I just cant help but feel sorry for him. I did love emmett stepping in there apart from him tryin to kick edwards ass! I do have alot of sympathy for edward in this story he was stupid for leaving bella but he has suffered a great deal of pain to and i think some of the cullens dont seem to recognise his pain as much as they do bellas. However i do love bad ass bella! Please update again soon cant wait! :-D

Author's Response:

Hey Traceyh,

 thanks for the stars bb you rock!

Thank you. The next ch is in the queue hope you like it.  It's funny you and I are two of the few that feel sorry for Edward, most people hate him right now. I think they recognized his pain for 4 years are sick of it, and who could blame them? I love BAB (Badass Bella) too.

Here is the teaser, hope you like it:

 

“Edward POV

 

I pulled my cell phone out as soon as I knew Carlisle was out of earshot, which meant when I could not longer hear his thoughts.

 

I quickly dialed her number before I could change my mind.

 

It rang once—and my pinched the bridge of my nose.

 

It rang a second time, and I ran my hand through my hair.

 

It rang a third time, and I stood and started pacing.

 

I was expecting her voicemail to pick up when she suddenly answered the phone.

 

“Hello?”  Bella said.

 

I love her voice.

 

“Hello, Bella,” I responded.

 

“Edward?” She didn’t sound pleased in the least.

 

“Yes, Bella, please don’t hang up.”

 

“I wasn’t going to.”

 

“You weren’t?” I was shocked.

 

“No, but if you want me to I will,” she said sarcastically.”

 

Thank you for taking the time to not only read but also review, it means a lot to me.

 

Cheers,

~E