Whoa! Ahm... I´m speechless!

First of all. This is one of the best chapters I´ve ever read! It´s real, true, honest and so near to reality.

Thank you for that.

The way you describe the charakters, their lifes, their fears, their thoughts.... just amazing!

But. what. was. that. please?

Is Edward really cheating on Bella? That can´t be! Did he get scared again? Probably. But IF that is the case, I can just say one thing. GROW UP!

Sorry :-p I think I got a littlebit too lost in the story.

Please, please, please update asap! This is just too good!

What happened? Why was Lauren at Edward's place? Please update soon. Hope he has a really good explanation for this.

Actually the funny this is that I don’t actually want to hurt Edward - don’t know why maybe i was just expecting it. The thing that got me was the eyes - "His eyes were cold and hard, unforgiving, glaring at me as if I were the one to blame."

Strangely enough I’m not mad at you either normally I would be chucking a hissy fit that we were left there hanging like that.

I think I was expecting her to come home to find James in her apartment - I saw the last couple of lines of the chapter before i read the whole thing and though some thing really bad had happened. (Really bad as in physical bad.)

I thought she might have actually called Charlie, not to check up per say just because she was worried.

I must be in some weird mellow mood - even though my brain is racing. I'm kinda freaking my self out here.

Actually now I am mad at Edward (he doesn’t deserve a capital letter) - it only took me all of this review for it come out... its hard because I want Bella to be all like don’t contact me in any way, yet all ignore all contact and not utter another word to him but both of those would be too easy on him - even with what he has been through.

You will have to ignore my ignorance but what happened to Bella again? Who is Lauren in this story again? I'm not really up rereading the whole story again.

By the way it was a good chapter :)

And am all antsy for the next chapter.

Author's Response:

At the beginning of Chapter 26, I believe, there is a summery you can read to remind you of all that happened before.  But Lauren and Jessica are secretaries at Bella's school, and were mean and nasty to her when they were going through grade school.

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Average words can't express how much I love this chapter. How much I relate to the Lauren tattoo (:[) and how this actually brought me to tears.

 

Please continue!!!!

What happened in Bella's past again?  I cant remember.

Happier Edward is good.

 

James - i think there is something there - i personally think that he has a thing for Miss Swan - an infatuation or a crush that will probably turn into something serious like him stalking her - due to the fact that he finds her a challange as she dosen't take his shit. he probably feels some sort of conection to her that scares the crap out of him.

 

His parents aren't around that much so probably dosen't have any healthy relationships to go by and thats why he is all creepy like - he is scared.

 

 

Can't say about Bella and Edward moving forward in their relationship as there are too many variables, I think that now that Bella has realised that she is ready and happy to do so that will make Edward feel better but i don't think he is competely ready yet not sure why is just a feeling.

WHAT?!?!?!  WHAT ON EARTH WHY WHY WHY

All I can say is...after you've had us reading this story for this long...I really hope you didn't really have Edward sleep with Lauren...That's betrayal!!!

I am just really curious as to his explanation!!!

 

Should be a good one ;)

OMG THE ANGST! It's beautiful. I could feel my heart seizing up as i read it. FAbulous. Let me go read that part where she walks in on Lauren and Edward and see if it's still as good....

 

Nope. BETTER.

 

:)

OMG did he really cheat on Bella with Lauren? Right after taking Bella's virginity? I cannot believe Edward would do that, honestly, I just can't get my head around it. Why would he throw away something so good on a tramp? How are you going to recover from this in three chapters? Endless questions which will only be answered with a lot of patience.

OMG!!!!!! What are you doing here!!!!!! That was not what I was expecting, AT ALL!! Please , oh please tell me that you are finishing these last 3 chapters soon, bc I dont think I can take waiting to hear the end of this...My god, he wouldnt cheat on her, would he>!>!>!> when will you post these next chapters?!?!?! AAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!

Thanks for the tissue warning - I'm glad I took your advice.  Now I will try to have faith that there will be a HEA.